An Excuse to Blog

I just needed an excuse to blog....so I did this on a friday morning.....I'm smiling coz it's Friday :)

7 things to do before I die
-perform haj
-a trip round the world with hubby and family
-make sure i already earn at least a 5 figure salary...hehe
-contribute smth back to the community...
-go on a holiday with my 7 bestfriends....
-own a petrol station....siap ada cafe sekali kt situ...heheh..cm best kan...
-anything la...that can satisfy me that i cant think of right now... :p

7 things I can’t do
-forgive those who has hurt me...yeah i know...we're suppose to maaf each other :p
-sing
-tengok haziq nangis...sedih rase....
-be patient...nope..not me..
-swim....
-sometimes sleep wondering haziq's future....
-talk in french...

7 things that attract me to Europe
- scenery...
- saje nak jalan2..
- To do whatever things I cant do in Malaysia and go to places that doesn't exist in Malaysia!hehe
-ni ajer la...malas nak fikir dah....

7 things I say
-seriously???
-WTF....
-OMG
-eh no laa...
-ye ker???
-HAZIQ.....
-Ya Allah...

7 good books
-tell me your dreams - sidney sheldon
-servant of the bones - anne rice
-the secret - katherine bryne
-women are from venus, men are from mars (or was it the other way round) - cant remember the author
-memories of midnight - sidney sheldon
-the other side of midnight - sidney sheldon
-kane & abel - jeffry archer

7 good films
-my bestfriend's wedding (yes...cliche i know)
-the transformers
-X-men (all 3)
-the devil wears prada
-lord of the rings....sume...
-cant think anymore... :p

7 blogs to tag
-anda la sape lagi.... :p


happy weekend peeps :)

Lethargic...

How's your puasa so far??? It's been tiring and lethargic for me this Ramadhan. I've been cooking for berbuka almost everyday....yup...believe it...and I never thought I would ever say this...but...I think I'm starting to enjoy cooking...hehe...my mom would be so proud of me if she hears this. Knowing that this daughter of hers just hates to be in the kitchen. I guess marriage life changed me...in a good way of course. Before this I have no clue at all what you need to have to cook masak lemak cili padi udang...now...hey...I'm getting good. :) Ok la kan...considering I'm a beginner. I think the most satisfying part would be to see Hubby dig-in and finish his meal....I feel like a complete wife...chewahhh...and I also cook porridge for lil' Haziq every morning. I only feed him with cereals if I wake up late...and so far it only happens once. Hopefully it won't happen again...hehe.

On a different note, I simply can't wait for my moist steam fruitcake that I ordered from here to be ready. Yummy....tengok bawah ni....mouth watering ke tak...hehe...ini semua gara-gara baca blog Rafiqah...terus order then and there.... :p



Got to go...I have alot to tell but no energy to type it out....will resume some other time...to all...Selamat Berbuka Puasa...ada sesape nak ajak saya and family berbuka...sila la ajak...hehe.... :)

Al-Fatihah

I got this in the email this morning:

Assalammualaikum W.B.T,

Kawan2 sekelian,

Baby kepada salah seorang sahabat U*P kita, saudari F***h A***a (A*u) telah meninggal dunia petang semalam disebabkan oleh penyakit saraf yg dideritainya semenjak lahir.

Oleh itu, sama-samalah kita menghadiahkan Al-Fatihah & mendoakan akan kesejahteraan roh-nya ~ Al-Fatihah.

Best Regards,


Tears rolled down my cheek. My heart goes out to her and hope she will be strong to overcome this. I suddenly realised that I am so grateful Haziq was born normal and healthy.Alhamdulillah....I just cannot imagine being in her position and I don't think I ever want to. I wanna go back and hug Haziq :(

Al-Fatihah....

Happy Birthday Haziq

Haziq turns 7 months today. Wow...can't believe it. Dah besar anak Ibu sorang nih ek. Sometimes I just can't keep up with him. He's so fast...seriously....I turn away to do something, in split second he's already a meter away from me. He still can't crawl properly...but he mengesut...he tried lifting up his bum few times but only got him forward few inches...hehe....he likes to sit when I put him in that position but still can't still on his own. Yesterday we were at a groceries shop and suddenly there was a loud sound of a big bike passing through and Haziq just went beserk trying to find where the sound came from. Imagine me..holding Haziq on one hand...keep in mind he is 10 kg now....another hand holding stuffs to buy....and then Haziq turning left and right searching for the sound...terhoyong hayang saya ok. After that the walk to the car was another agony (over kan),the moment I placed Haziq in his carseat and myself at the driver's seat....I sighed and almost wanted to cry....wakakak...not that I'm complaining pasal carrying Haziq but more of tensed that I get tired carrying Haziq easily. I really need to boost my stamina and build up some muscles...hehe.

On another note, Haziq can now say mama fluently although that's not exactly what I want him to call me tapi tkpe la kan. Will teach him to call me Ibu everyday.He is such an attention seeker. Kalau tak tengok dia and talk to him he'll get angry. Since he now likes to explore everything around him, this would include stuff at the tv cabinet. He will drag himself to it and start to reach out and grab whatever that he can. When I call out his name and tell him not to do such along with a straight garang face...he will look at me...smile and then continue with his mission....to grab anything that is within his reach. Aiseeeehhhh....I just can't leave him alone like I used to for awhile. But then again, this is part and parcel of being a mommy kan...kan.... :)Oooo...yeah....Haziq and the tv remote control are bestfriends....kalau dah ada kat tangan dia...he won't look at you at all....so we have to keep it away from him tapi kadang2 kan when I want to keep him quiet...I bagi dia main...huhuu...

Oooo...I got this from Babycenter today & I think it's a very useful info.

How can I identify a fever?
At 7 months, you know your baby pretty well and will probably be able to tell if something's amiss. To do a basic fever check, kiss or touch your baby's forehead — this simple test can be surprisingly accurate. If he feels warmer than usual, use a thermometer to confirm your suspicion and get a precise measure of his temperature. Although you often hear that a normal temperature is 98.6 degrees Fahrenheit (37 degrees Celsius), the reading for a healthy baby may fall anywhere between 97 and 100.4 degrees F (36 and 38 degrees C).

When should I worry?
Hard as it is to believe, a fever is your baby's friend — it means his body is heating up to fight off an infection. Nonetheless, call your baby's doctor if you're worried or if your baby has:
* a rectal temperature above 101 degrees F (38.3 degrees C), * an ear temperature above 100 degrees F (37.8 degrees C), or * an armpit temperature above 99 degrees F (37.2 degrees C).

Also call if the fever is accompanied by any of the following: difficulty breathing, appearance of small purple-red spots or large purple blotches on the skin, loss of appetite, inability to swallow, excessive drooling, a glossy-eyed or otherwise unusual appearance, or delirious, irritable, or otherwise unusual behavior. Mention these and any other symptoms to your doctor when you call.

What should I do to bring my baby's fever down?
Try removing layers of clothing, giving him a lukewarm tub or sponge bath, or letting him rest in a cool (not cold) room. Prevent dehydration by breast- or bottle-feeding frequently.

If these steps don't bring relief, call your baby's doctor to see if medication is in order. If it is, be sure to ask what doseage is appropriate at your baby's age — the safe amount is based on your baby's weight, which changes frequently. Remind the doctor if your baby is on any other medication, and never give a baby aspirin, which can cause Reye's syndrome in a child with a fever. If you can't reduce your baby's fever within an hour, call the doctor again.


Bagus kan info ni. Good thing I bought the digital thermometer kat Parenthood Exhibition few weeks back. Tak yah nak worry and tak sure whether he has temperature or not. Just check jer...and....Ibu and Ayah Haziq pun beria check temperature masing2 wakakka...

I leave you with some pictures of Haziq in action.


Jacket Ayah ni macam best ajer....I want it....hope Ibu is not looking...hehe


Ibu...what movie you wanna watch...let me help..I have the tv remote control you see....hehehe...

Ms zyi did this in her blog and tagged those who are in her blog list....so since boredom has taken control over me....so here we go....


1. what’s bothering you right now?

the fact that I'm at work and lil' Haziq is with his babysitter....me miss him soooo much...tk sabar nk balik :p

2. describe your:

wallet: brown, full of cards and receipts....
wallpaper on pc: hahaha...never realised it...just checked and it's M*** corporate logo...
bckgrnd on cellphone: gambo Haziq la...sape lagi la kan....
jewellery worn daily: tiada
eyes: black la...
life: hhhhhmmmm....very hectic but am loving it :)

3. what are you:

doing this wknd: planning an outing with my two fav men of course
wearing: office attire
wanting: a weekend get-away....
listening: colleagues around me talking on the phone...discussing...etc...
smell like: my perfume la..

4. do you:

believe in soulmate: yes I do
believe in miracles:absolutely
burn quickly in the sun: hhhhmmmm...i honestly never notice it...

sesape yg rase bosan tahap dewa tuh...sila kan la ek....cheers... :)

Out Of Stock La Plak...

Went to Mothercare KLCC during lunch time just now. The cool toy that I wanna buy for Haziq is out of stock la plak....isk...isk...looking forward to have haziq playing with it this weekend...tensen....but I left my contacts so that they can inform me when the stock is again available...hopefully soon... :)

My Long Weekend by Haziq Danial

Hi...today Ibu said I can write in her blog coz she wants me to practice my writing skills...vocab...bla...bla...so here I am. How was your long weekend??I had a wonderful one. It started with attending Aunty Parv's birthday bash at The Apartment, The Curve, Friday night. Ibu's close friends were there and I know that she had fun that night. I had fun too mingling with Ibu's friends. hehehe...Actually I don't really know how well the party went coz I slept even before they started their dinner, it was already past my bedtime. I decided not to give Ibu and Ayah a hard time putting me to sleep so without them noticing it I was already in la-la land. I'm a good boy :). So you can say that I missed the blowing candle part...the cutting cake part...and so on.But I woke up just in time for photo sessions....hehehe...of course I won't wanna miss that. No photos from our camera coz my uncle, Pak Ngah borrowed it.On the way back home, I heard Ibu said to Ayah "Haziq behaved well tonight, he's a big boy now kan". They thought I was not listening but I was and I smiled myself back to sleep.hehehe...

Saturday afternoon we headed back to Ayah's kampung. It's my first time going back so I was excited. Let me just brief you of my firsts:

1) it was the first time I played with a kitten. I reached out my hand and the lil' kitten reached out his paw.hehehe....it was fun but Ayah won't let me go on playing with the kitten cz he's afraid it will scratch me. Too bad...I really liked playing with it....

2) it was my first time seeing a rooster....but I like the kitten more....cuter :)

3) it was my first time mingling with all my neneks on Ayah's side and I must say...they are all very friendly and I think they adore me soooo much...serious....they hugged me...kissed me....pinched my cheek...oouuccchhh....

4) it was my first time sleeping under the big kelambu. I was fine with it but Ibu and Ayah can't stand it...Ayah felt hot sleeping under it...Ibu felt suffocated, so in the end we're good without the kelambu. hehehe...fortunately ada ubat nyamuk....can't imagine if there were none..... :p

5) it was my first time looking at a sawah padi....yup...probably when I'm bigger I will ask Ibu to let me play near the field. I'm sure it's gonna be all fun kan kan...

6) it was my first going to a pasar malam, where they sell fresh fish,crab, vegetables....straight from the sea and vegetables garden.some of the fish were still alive. I tried to reach out and touch them but Ibu wouldn't let me...boooohoooo....tkpe...Ibu...when I grow up...I wanna follow Ayah to his fishing trip...ok....

wowwww....I think I learned a lot during the weekend....can't wait for more fun trip. I wonder what Ibu has planned for the three of us.


Besides the fact that Ibu loves me...she also love to take my pictures while I'm sleeping....this is one of it...huhu...

No More Travelling....

I am super duper happy...elated to inform that I no longer need to go down to M**E every week like I've been doing for the past couple of months....yippie...:) pheewww...I don't want to do it anymore...and I hope I won't have to in the future. You know what...my last trip last Sunday till Tuesday...I left Haziq within the care of his Ayah...of course I have nothing to worry about....but the night my 'men' picked me up...Haziq was asleep in his car seat. He suddenly woke up when we were waiting to tapau our dinner. Being a mother who misses her baby terribly, I picked him up and kissed him and talked to him...but he did not respond to me, infact he looked away. Well...he just woke up...so I assumed he was a bit mamai la kan...ok...never mind...after a while I tried again talked to him and make funny faces...he usually would laugh out loud...but he didn't...again....hhhmmmm....then I asked Mr hubby to call out Haziq and make the usual funny faces....and guess what....Haziq gave Mr Hubby a smile and then laugh...aarrggghhhh....does this mean that he merajuk with me for leaving him for 3 blurdy days????waaaaaa.....saya sangat la terasa ok malam tuh....sedih tahap dewa...then I remembered when both Mr Hubby and Haziq sent me to the KLIA Transit station on Sunday.....I bid my goodbye to Haziq...kissing him and telling him to be good and not to trouble Ayah so much.....and you wanna know what he did???He turned away...yup he did that alright...he refused to look at me, instead he looked at Mr Hubby....see..this is what you get when you leave your baby every now and then...itu baru for only few days tuh...lum lagi for a longer period....I told my mom bout this and this is what she said....don't think that he's still a baby he doesn't understand what's going on around him. He knew that you were away and left him...maybe he merajuk la tuh.....My poor baby...I am soooooo sorry but my work requires me to go. But...hey my lil' pumpkin...your Ibu here won't go anywhere anymore....she'll be right here beside you attending to all your needs. I do not want to miss a thing... :)

On a different note.....today is a cool day for me coz my old-lembab-asyik-crash-pc has been replaced with a new Dell Intel (R) Pentium (R) 4, CPU, 2.60GHz, 1.00GB of RAM.....hahaha.....with a 19" monitor....la...la...laa.... :)

Okla...I have no idea how to end this post...so...babai.... :p

This Is A Quickie...

I managed to catch Transformer last Friday night with Mr hubby....yeyyy....best giler....Optimus Prime is one hell of a good looking robot...hehe...teruja saya melihat dia... :p

My Haziq turned 6 months yesterday. Happy 6th month birthday sayang...on his progress?

1) he can now roll over effortlessly....getting him ready is no longer a simple job....i turn around one second to take something...he's already on his tummy....the other day he tried to lift his bum...hehehe...but did not managed to go anywhere...i can see that he was frustrated...poor boy...slowly dear...but somehow he can drag himself from point A to point B.

2) ever since he starting teething....he shove everything in his hand into his mouth...so if you give him your hand..he will take it and bring it close to his mouth...it will look like he "salam" ing you....hehehe...so cute....

3) he called mama few times now....buu...also few times...hope later on he will learn to call me Ibu. No sign of calling Ayah yet though....:p

4) when having his bath...he likes to force me to put him in a sitting position...ehehe..anak Ibu nih...tak sabar2 nak duduk ye...I dare not let him seat unsupported cz I'm afraid his back is still not strong enough yet...but I let him seat every now and then with me holding him...ok kan...

I can't wait to see what's next...soon he will start to crawl...sit on his own....then he will wanna walk...sigh....I'm so excited.... :)

i think that's all for now....i got tonnes of work to do....ooo yeah...am now thinking on what to get Haziq for his birthday...hhhmmmm...any ideas friends???? ;)


The half year old boy is sleeping...notice the tak matching baju and seluar...yup...his baju got all wet coz he kept semburing his air liur...hehe



A kerek pose from Haziq....hehe

Happy Birthday Haziq Danial....I can't tell you how proud I am to be your Ibu... :)

He's Back...

Mr hubby is back.....yeeyyy...where did he go?? He went for his long-awaited fishing trip to Tasik Kenyir. He left on Tuesday night and only came back last night. Boy..am I relieved. I was a bit worried with him going all the way to Tasik Kenyir...you know with the uncertain weather nowadays and what have you in the jungle. But this is something that he really loves. Takkan la tak kasik pegi la kot kan. I'm trying to be an understanding wifey here.....lagipun...ehemmm...ehemmm...I plan to go to Jakarta next year with few colleagues...no certain plans yet but we're thinking....so...kalau Mr Hubby dah pegi fishing this year...next year it will be my turn la plak kan...kan.... :p

Anyways...5 days without Mr Hubby around was really challenging. Especially the part where I have send and pick up Haziq all by myself....not that I've never done it before but somehow it felt hard knowing that Mr Hubby is not a phone call away. So...I guess it was a good training for me as well. Taking care of Haziq alone at night was also another hurdle that I managed to pass through. Haziq sometimes buat perangai when its his bedtime. He likes to toss and turn continously sampai tertido...maner la tak Ibu dia ni kadang-kadang tensen....but Mr Hubby will patiently put him to sleep....while Ibu here continue with other housework.....hehe...so you can imagine how I had to deal with Haziq...aaarrggghhh...I so lack of patience but fortunately he was a good boy throughout...pheewww....On Friday I had to go down to Pasir Gudang, Johor for a meeting......alamak....had no choice but to ask my Mama to come down for the weekend to take care of lil' hero. Sib baik Mama memang ever willing to come down to see her 1st grandson....lega...but Mama went back on Sunday morning...it was just me and Haziq again. Sedih....

Mr Hubby called later in the afternoon saying that he will reach KL at night....so i have to pick him up at his office. So you can imagine I was counting the hour for Mr hubby to come home....hehehehe...so poyo...I miss him laaa.... :p Mr Hubby called at 10.30pm said he has arrived. Kesian Haziq...had to pick him up from his sleep and carry him to the car. He must be so sleepy that he didn't even open his eyes at all. Poor baby....but...when he saw Mr Hubby on the way up to our apartment....jeng..jeng....he gave Mr Hubby a sleepy-excited-I'm-happy-to-see-you smile it melt both our hearts....sob...sob....Mr hubby said dia rindu kan Haziq...eh...eh....Ibu haziq ni how la....:p


p/s: remember I said I'm off to a massage session on Saturday.....let's just say I am now a new rejuvenated person...seriously...the massage really makes me feel good and healthy...hehehe...the steam bath was a torture for me and my friend Miss Olyn. We even cheated by opening the door for a couple of minutes to cool down our body a bit. No one saw though....hehehe...can't wait for the next session.... :)

Updates lagi....

On Haziq

Despite the fact that Haziq can now meniarap effortlessly...he is still trying hard to roll himself....kelakar tengok...takpe...slowly my boy...you'll get there. I think he is experiencing stranger anxiety. Last week I brought him to my office coz I had to collect my tickets. My colleague dukung dia. He was ok when he saw me around but when I left him kejap to get the tickets....he cried beria ok. peeerrgghhh...satu office can hear...sabar ajer la. Plus I think he was not feeling well after his 5 months jab. Poor baby. I'm sorry I dragged you to my office. Actually I wanted to show you off to my colleagues. Huhuhu...He is also not very comfortable with my in laws. Nak kate tk selalu visit, I think he sees them at least every two weeks...in fact more frequent than he sees my parents....hhhmmmm....gotta perform an experiment. My parents are coming down this Thursday night after their last visit about 3 weeks ago...so we'll see how Haziq responds to them this time. Will make a report on that hehehe....Anyways...a visit to the clinic for his jab...showed that among others Haziq can so respond to his name and show preference on which toy he wants. Clever boy...

On a different note, I've been doing a lot of thinking...I mean a lot....there are still few more stuffs that I need to get for Haziq but am not sure which one to buy first. I need to get him:

1) A high-chair
2) A walker
3) This cool gadget from Mothercare that I saw in the brochure they sent me...
4) Another cool toy from Fisher Price
5) And also books for Haziq to read....yes I am nothing but an ambitious mother...I expect haziq to be more articulate than me....which I am not at all :p


So...these are just a few things that will be in my shopping cart for the next month or so...hehehe...

On Life

Life is beautiful....no complaints so far. I am hoping to unwind myself this Saturday with my best bud Miss Olyn. We're gonna treat ourselves to a session of massage....steam bath...blah...blah....waaaa....can't wait...jgn jeles ok.... :)

On Work

Very demanding but I can't help but feel it's also mundane hehe byk songeh la plak kan hehe. And this traveling every week is very tiring. Tapi saya kan kuli...maner lah boleh melawan :p



Ok la...I gotta go...my lunch hour is almost over hehe....till then...

adios...


Haziq trying to reach the camera...eh...eh...notty lil' tyke...

Dah Kawen???

Amaran : Post ini mungkin mengandungi unsur syok sendiri yang mungkin juga akan membuat pembaca sekalian seperti hendak muntah atau pun naik geli dan sgt la poyo nyer. oleh itu baca at your own risk :p

A conversation that took place in a cab on the way to the Senai Airport.

in the middle of the conversation....

Cab Driver : Eh....you umur berapa ha??? 20 ada???
Me : (tersengih)...eh no la...im 28 la this year..
Cab Driver : ye ker?? i ingat u dalam 20 -21 macam tu...
Me : Ye ke???(tersengih lagi...) hey...i dh ada sorang anak tau...baby boy 5 months old...
Cab Driver : Haaaa...u sudah ada anak??? u sudah kawen ker??
Me : Ya la....why?
Cab Driver : Takde la...selalu org biler dh ada anak sorang...body sure lari punyer...tp u maintain jer.....
Me : Ye ker??? tengkiu...tengkiu...(tersengih giler lebar ok)


bangga ok....hahaha...that made my day....to Andy the cab driver...this week i come down i sure call u one....wakakakaaa....

sekian macih.... :)

Happy Birthday to My Two Dearest Heroes....

Last 07/07/07, Mr Hubby turned 29 years old....so...Happy birthday dear....hope you like the present that I got you....
Last Friday 13/07/07, lil' Haziq turned 5 months old....Happy birthday lil' tyke.....the socks are just some of the things that I plan to buy for you....so please be patient ok...your Ibu here is quite busy with work lately....

I love you both to bits..... :)

Bummer....

I've already booked tickets to watch The Transformer...robot indisguised(betul ker spelling...malas nk check) (nyanyi ikut theme song dia...)with Mr. Hubby...since my parents are coming down for the weekend....they are more than willing to babysit lil' Haziq....excited...excited...excited.....too much excitement no good...true true...suddenly my Boss dropped the bombshell....Zaitul...you need to go down to M**E this Friday to attend the meeting with S******. errkk....But Mr. M, I plan to go down next week.....No...you go down this week and see what's going on and what can be resolved....I'll be going next week after I get your report. Waaaaaa......jadi kuli memang tak best ok....so there goes my romantic evening with Mr Hubby...Sorry dear.....I'll make it up to you when I come back..*wink*wink*.

You Are 91% Real

There's hardly a person on this earth more real than you are.You have no problem showing people who you are, flaws and all.For you, there couldn't be any other way. Because it's way too stressful to live an inauthentic life.You're very comfortable with yourself. And because of this, you're able to live an exciting, interesting, and challenging life.

How'>http://www.blogthings.com/howrealareyouquiz/">How Real Are You?

hehe...menarik betul benda ni yeee.... :p

Updates...Updates...Updates.....

How was your weekend people??? Hope it was a good one. I know I enjoyed my weekend. Brought Haziq to a Paed yesterday morning to check on the rashes that he's been developing on his forehead and around his neck. Kesian anak Ibu...kureng comel skit. I don't know why but I think it's the weather. Haziq is following my footsteps. I couldn't stand hot weather when I was small. Siap the doctor said to my mom that her daughter ni cannot stay in Malaysia, she has to stay at a cold climate country. But...here I am. sheeesshhh....well anyways...as expected the Paed said it's slight eczema. On my side of the family there's asthma running down the generation while on Hubby's side of the family there's sinus....hence Haziq is susceptible to eczema...tsk...tsk...kesian dia. Doctor adviced to put air cond in our room and the whole house for that matter. Shall leave that to Mr Hubby la kan. Other development....Haziq is now 8.7 kg...walauweeii...no wonder la I can only larat to dukung dia full 15 minutes without any complaints....aiyyyooo....but no worries...at least that's what the Paed said la...so I have no worries at all...hopefully when Haziq dah start active merangkak...he will lose some weight or at least back on the normal progress pace. Another interesting progress is......................Haziq is developing 2 teeth at his lower gum...boleh????terkejut beruk Ayah and Ibu dia...me being the inexperience mom tk perasan pun (smack on the head). No wonder la air liur asyik meleleh mcm dam pecah jer ha ha. People have been telling me probably because last time when I was preggie ada benda yang I idam but didn't get. Rupenyer Haziq nk tumbuh gigi. Did I consume too much calcium last time?? I took calcium as prescribed by Dr AA. Hhhmmmmm...tk kisah la kan. After the visit to the Paed, we went to Carrefour Wangsa Maju to buy some stuff and headed back home. Haziq slept all the way. Sian ...penat....

Later in the evening, kami keluar lagi hehe. This time headed to The Curve to meet up with my girlfriends. Met Parveen whom I have not seen since January I think. Was heavily preggie mase tuh. hehe. Haziq had fun gak kot but he was a bit cranky at first. My fault...maybe he was still sleepy...ok I'm a bad Ibu....Malam tuh sume org slept early....hehe...tired from too much of outing. So...that was my weekend. Now gotta get back to work. I took a 10 minutes break to write this post. Coz if I don't, I will never have the time to.....cheers everybody...have a good Monday :p

Macam - Macam Ada Pada Nama

Was Tagged by Madamme Rafiqah and since today I'm a bit free (boss besar tkd...hehehe) so I'm more than willing to do this. So here goes....

REQUIREMENTS : Write about what or how or why you gave the name(s) to your kid(s). QUANTITY: 5 people
TAG MODE: Firstly you leave their blog and post link and add to the list below and secondly you let the blogger you want to tag know that he/she has been tagged by commenting in his/her blog or etc.

When I was younger (tua dah rupenyer saya...sigh), I always wanted a baby boy to be my first child. Eventhough there was a point in my life where I did not want to get married or have babies. Hehe...what was I thinking. Well anyways....when Mr Hubby and I found that we're gonna have a baby boy, we already have a list of names that we like. My Hubby tak kisah sangat as long as it has good meaning. I wanted a simple name for my baby, not too long and not too short. Easy to pronounce and remember. One day when I was blog hopping (yes...i do that a lot mase preggie dulu...), I came across a blog where the writer has 3 children and one of them is named Haziq. I began to like the name and its a bonus that the meaning of the name is pandai. So, Haziq it is. But then I kinda like also the name Danial(check dlm buku...Danial...nama Nabi...so ok la kan).....hence....Haziq Danial bin Nasaruddin. Tetapi now whenever I tell people my baby boy's name is Haziq...they'll go like...ooooo...mcm yg dlm AF (Akademi Fantasia) tu yeee...NOT....firstly, I do not waste my time watching AF...and I for sure did not name my son after that singer....tolong la...tk sume org tergiler giler kan AF ok. Emosi skit.

So...itu la dia sedikit insight on how Haziq got his name. For my next baby (chewah....which will only materialise earliest in 2009)...be it a boy or a girl...makcik sudah ada few names in mind...heh...I'm prepared....for the names ajer laa...not prepared to get preggie again. :p

msau the meaning of SQ and Kiki
shopping mum the meaning of Justin and Isabelle
Judy Chow Terry S
hannon Rachel
Samm Gordon and Malcolm
Sasha lil J Mott 2 Monkeys
Fatty Poh's Fatty Boy
Kd NAMI & MIMI D
Abg Z Abg H Princess & Litle D DadofFour Siti Khadijah, Muhammad Yusof, Siti Kauthar, Muhammad Ibraheem and Muhammad Umar
Minahsongeh Camillia, Camarina, Cqistina
IzreenFara NadyaAzureen
Lolyta Haris
Nana Sarah Nur Aliah
Rafiqah Ashraff & Aliff

Zaitul Afizah Haziq Danial

Haziq when he was 2 weeks old :)

5 people to tag (I only know 3 mommies out there...so 3 it is la ok):
1. Shopper Mom
2. Lollies
3. Nana

Sigh...

I discovered something about a friend who broke up with her boyfriend sometime ago. I'm stunned....speechless. It made me wonder can a person really change after a failed relationship. Is the change necessary in order to move on??What if the change means that you have to sacrifice your principles that you hold up to all this while???Is it worth it??Is it the right thing to do??I understand that you gotta do what you gotta do in order to move on....to leave the broken pieces behind you....all the bad memories.....but...sigh....I don't know....somehow I disagree with her decision. But who I am to say anything....I'm not perfect myself :p

Hey...Look At Me....

I did it!!!!

Haziq decided to show of his ability to meniarap yesterday on his 4th month birthday. yippiiieee....Actually I think it was unintentionally coz before it happened, he was tossing and turning left and right and the last turn he may have pushed his lil' body a bit more..plus he was already at the edge of the mattress....wallllaaaaaa...siap sempat posing lagi ok. Urs truly punyer la excited cepat2 grabbed the camera. Too bad hubby was not around to witness this historical moment....probably u'll get the chance biler Haziq start to merangkak ye Mr Hubby dearest. I think this achievement calls for a celebration don't you think. Maybe I'll plan something la this weekend. You see...I've made a promise to myself that since I only get to spend 100% of my time with Haziq during weekend....so I will try to make sure there will always be activities for the three of us besides just lazing around the house :)

My Dilemma

This week it will be 2 weeks since Haziq is with me. For those yang tk tau...for the past one and a half month my parents were taking care of Haziq back in Ipoh. Reason being risau nak anta to a babysitter. Ye la kan...you hear so many stories pasal babysitter dera baby la...this and that...so after my pantang I agreed with the arrangement. But...urs truly ni tak boleh tahan rindukan si Haziq....nangis ari2....nangis on the phone when I hear his voice...nangis in the middle of the night when I suddenly wake up...yes..I cried a lot. So in the end....we looked for a babysitter near by our place and convinced my parents with the new arrangement. Akak yang we met ni was recommended by hubby's friend's mom.....so I'm a bit confident. Start June aritu, Haziq is beside me all time and so far I have no complains with the way Akak Ani takes care of Haziq. She even tolong potongkan kuku Haziq coz his Ibu here terlalu la takut nak potongkan.........so I'm suppose to be a happy mommy.......NOT!!!!!!!!!

I'm unhappy not because I feel burdened taking care of Haziq..of course not. I'm unhappy because I feel guilty. Now I feel guilty sending him to a stranger...I feel guilty everytime I get him ready in the morning...I feel guilty when he looks at me everytime I put on his clothes, I feel guilty every morning when I bid goodbye and kiss him before I leave for work, I feel guilty all the time and as I am writing this tears are rolling down my cheek...sheeessshhhh.

I always wonder what Haziq is thinking when he look at me. Is he angry that I am sending him to a babysitter??? Maybe he thinks I don't love him that much. I feel guilty to the extend I think I notice Haziq refuse to look at me everytime I pick him up in the evening. OMG....this is all killing me. Talked to hubby bout this and he said...put it this way...we go out to work and earn money to support the family...to give Haziq a better life and future. yeaahh...I know but I can't help but feel guilty and sad. I wish I can stay at home and take care of Haziq 24-7 but I guess it's impossible at the moment. I cannot stand the guilt....and I see no way of getting this guilt out of my system :(

Haziq baru lepas mandi

p/s: Haziq is 4 months old today..Happy Birthday my precious...love you to bits.... :)

Friday people....

I'm glad today is Friday...I can't wait to spend my weekend with my two heroes....this past few weeks has been very exhausting for me. Hey...Pak Lah is getting married haa...hhhhmmm....I can't stop but laugh I don't know why....anyway...all the best wishes for him...somehow his future bride reminds me of the present Philippines President....don't you think so??? happy weekend people...

Hello....

Hey...it's been a while since I last blogged. Reason being...I've been pretty occupied with work...yup....unbelievable isn't it. Work somehow have been very demanding lately which is very unusual. hehe....I don't know why but it's been very exhausting mentally and physically. Maybe it's this negotiation process I'm going through with the Human Resource. sigh.....

Well anyways.....let's put aside the petty stuff...I wanna talk about my little precious.hehe....Last weekend Haziq almost successfully meniarap. He managed to kinda pushed his butt but he left behind his shoulder....so he was half way meniarap half way kinda nak terbaring.....hahaha....I don't know whether you people can imagine that but I can tell you it was an exciting moment and also panicky moment when he didn't know how to baring back. I didn't take any pictures though coz I was soooo terkejut. My mom was screaming....hahaha...The doctor said probably Haziq will take a longer time to meniarap coz of his weight...he's 7.4kg mind you. So I guess I have to be patient. My mom said maybe he's to pressured.hehehe...his Ibu here keep on asking him "Haziq biler nak meniarap ni??I can't wait to see you meniarap" Yes...I'm guilty...I've been quite pushy....huhuhu...what else.... If you like to sing....sing to Haziq....he won't clap his hands but he will LOL at you....seriously...loudly that later on he will get hiccups...sooo cute (I'm bias...I know... :p)

"Hello peeps....this is me and my Ibu"

Dear Mr Boss....

Dear Mr Boss,

Please don't make me go into that room again after this. I hate it there....I hate being confined in the room full idiots for a loooonnnnggggg period....I hate it coz I can't do my work, I hate it coz I don't have time to blog...I hate it coz I can't bring in my cell phone....I really hate it....I hate to go back late....So Mr. Boss....I would rather do design work than being in the evaluation team. Please...please...for the next project....assign someone else to do that....

Yours Truly

Me

Kenduri Aqiqah Haziq

Last 14th April, we had Haziq's kenduri aqiqah at my inlaw's place. Here are some of the pictures. Let me enlighten you from Haziq's point of view.....heeeee... :p

Picture 1 : Eh...ape ni potong2 rambut orang...dah la rambut orang tak lebat ok....Ibu...help....make them stay away from me....

Picture 2 : Atok...what are you feeding me...I just had my milk tau......huhuhuu (the pakciks were actually giving Haziq air zam zam...)

Picture 3 : Muka sedih jambul dah kena potong...boooohhhooooo....

Picture 4 : Ayah...hold me tight....I'm scared.....

Picture 5 : Eh...ape ni campak2 daun kat orang ni....Haziq dah mandi ok...kang miang la.... :p

Picture 6 : Sigh....Ibu...after all those lights...cameras....and people surrounding me...I'm tired.....I think I'll go to lala-land now yee...please wake me up for my next meal ok....love you Ibu....zzz...zzz...zzzz.....

Thank God everything went smoothly. Hubby and I were worried that Haziq would buat perangai, Hubby went to buy him a pacifier....hehehe....but Alhamdulillah Haziq didn't make a sound. So that was Haziq's experience....kena potong jambul....disuap air zam zam....diusung sana sini sambil dikerumun makcik2...hehehe

Haziq vs Mickey Mouse

I bought haziq a set of Micket Mouse mittens, booties and hat. So I was excited to see him wearing them. Well the mittens and booties fits him nicely but the hat...hhhhmmmm....you see the pictures below la....

I think he looks like a Japanese baby baru balik from Tokyo Disneyland with that Mickey Mouse hat....wakakakaaa...

Here's To A Very Long Holiday....

Starting tomorrow I will be on leave till next Wednesday. Jangan jeles ok. So here are the things that I plan to do....play with Haziq....play with Haziq.....sleep with Haziq.....bathe Haziq....put Haziq to sleep....bf him as much as possible.....take Haziq for a walk (more like a ride la kan) in his new stroller.....play with Haziq some more.....talk to Haziq a lot......take lots of Haziq's pictures....it's all going to be about my baby Haziq...I love it....kepada mereka yang tak cuti like me...well....too bad...muahahahaaa.... :p

It's Been A Year Already....

Last year on 11th March 2006, I finally tied the knot and became a wife to Mr. Hubby. Never thought I would get married but I guess this is what we call fate. This year about 2 months ago we had a baby. A healthy baby boy we named Haziq Danial. I was in confinement during our 1st anniversary, hence we did not celebrate except wishing each other on the phone. So....

Mr. Hubby,

Happy Belated Anniversary....Thank you for always being there for me.....thank you for your patience...thank you for being so understanding......I'm sorry I hurt your hand while in labor (you can never imagine the pain ok...)......I love you to bits....I pray for our happiness.... :)

Love

Wifey aka IbuHaziq

My Little Hero

Geramnya saya dekat budak kecik ni.

This son of mine really loves the camera. Except when he's cranky or moody he will give an adorable pose like this one. I so love to nibble those chubby cheek....that little nose....nyum...nyum....delicious.

Haziq,

I pray you will grow up to be a good person....Ibu and Ayah love you sooooo much.

p/s: check out Haziq's Hard Rock romper. Thanks to Aunty Han. Aunty Han...don't stop getting Haziq cool stuff yaa....hehehe...

Yahooooo.....

My leave next week has been approved. Woooohhhhhoooo...Ipoh here I come....sweetie pie.....wait for me..... :)

Dah Langsing...

One of the junior engineers came to me this morning and this conversation took place:

JE : Eh...akak dh balik ye....(balik from maternity leave la kan)
Me: A'ahhh...
JE: Biler akak start keja??
Me: Baru Monday aritu....
JE: Oooo...baby sihat?baby boy ker girl ek???
Me: Alhamdulillah sihat...baby boy..
JE: Baby skang kt maner??sape jaga?
Me: Baby my parents tolong jagakan....
JE: Ooooooo...eh akak.....akak dah langsing balik ye.....
Me: .....(tersengih muka bangga...)

That conversation made my day...dah la its Friday...its a bonus. When I was preggie, I gained close to 10kg...Thank God I've lost all the weight during confinement. hehehe....

I Have No Title...

A marriage doesn't only revolves around you and your hubby...and your baby....it involves more people. And sometimes you're caught up in the middle not knowing what to do. What decision to take that won't hurt anyone or upset anyone. sighh....I wish things are a lot simpler....but it's not. I wish I know what to do but at the moment I have no clue. I guess I do know the best thing to do but I refuse to admit it. I can't be selfish...and only think of myself but do others think of how I feel??? Does it not matter how I feel???sucks......

The Day He Came into Our Lives....

I'm sleepy....

Remember my last post when I mentioned that that weekend might be my last weekend to gether alone with hubby??? Well it turned out to be true. I started having mild contraction that Monday, February, 12. Hubby sent me to the hospital at 3 a.m when I just couldn't sleep because of the pain. However, in the morning of February, 13....the pain somehow subsided and I was only having mild contration of 1 in 10. But....later my little one's hearbeat was irregular and the doctor warned of the possiblitiy of c-section. Yikesss....I got a little bit scared that my bp went up...hehehe....a while later after monitoring little one's hearbeat for quite sometime my contraction was getting more painful and frequent when suddenly I felt a stream of warm liquid gushing out and wet the whole bed....sheeessshhh...my water broke. I got panicky when the nurse said that the water was green. I knew it meant that little one has already defecate in side my tummy and I also knew that it would be dangerous if he swallow his you-know-what. By now my contraction was only few minutes apart and I was rushed to the labor room at around 5.30pm I think. Hubby was still on the way with my parents.........I was already beginning to accept the fact that I'm gonna go through all this alone when suddenly hubby appeared in the room to be by my side....huhuhuh...God knows how relieved I was. The doctor checked and said I was 3cm open but tight....hhhmmm...what's that suppose to mean la kan....he predicted that I will deliver by midnight...aiyyyooo....I don't think I can stand that long. I asked him something to lessen the pain but he said he can't give any coz at one point little one's heartbeat was as though he's sleeping and it could be dangerous if he sleeps when its time to push....(ok..tell me how am I suppose to react when the doctor said this....huhuhu....panic and scared la kan...) I was only given some kind of gas to inhale when in pain.....but little missy here inhaled the gas none stop....boy the gas sure does work...I was high in no time....hehehe...but still the pain was unbearable. I was squeezing hubby's hand and asking him to do something about it. Hubby remained calm although I know he was getting worried and panicky. The doctor checked my cervics opening again and I was already 7cm open. Ehh...cepat la plak....around 8.20pm the doctor checked again and I was 10cm open...."ok...you're ready to push..." what???? Exhausted from dealing with the contraction I pushed like I've never pushed before...hehehe....after 4-5 pushes little one was safely delivered at exactly 8.53pm. Alhamdulillah...I heard him cry and then the doctor showed my baby and it was the most happiest moment in my life. I saw hubby's face....he was overwhelmed.....

But my ordeal did not end there.....my bp went up after the delivery they had to keep me monitored in the labor room till almost 3a.m. huhuhu.....my baby was already sound asleep in the ward....I was reunited with little one at around 4a.m and we slept side by side.....only then hubby went back and got some sleep....poor hubby......

Announcement......

Meet my little prince Haziq Danial. Born on February, 13, 2007@ 8.53pm at HKL. He weighed 3.41kg at a length of 50cm :)

I'm All Set

No la...I'm not going backpacking or camping but I'm definitely going somewhere. At last I managed to pull enough courage to pack my bag for my visit cum stay at the hospital. Thank God I got some help from one of the blogs that I hop. She listed down all the essentials that I need to bring. If it was up to me, I would have packed my whole wardrobe including little one's clothing. hehehe....Oooo yeah...check out my toiletries (how to spell ha...too lazy to check... :p) bag...cool eh...So all I need to do now is wait....pray very very hard everything will go smoothly....hopefully little one won't give me much trouble. Also I need more exercise.....don't wanna be weak during the pushing process. Wish me luck peeps..... :)

It's Friday......

Yey...yey.....it's Friday.....tomorrow no work....wooohoooo....I've tonnes of things to do this weekend and I really must get it done by hook or by crook...chewah....Action item list are as follow:

1. Pack my bag to go to the hospital (hopefully this time I will successfully do it after sooooo many attempts)
2. Go to bangsar to do threading (yes...makcik would like to look prim n proper welcoming little one...hehehe...)
3. Do the laundry....
4. Do more exercise....planning to go to Titiwangsa....depends on kerajinan..
5. Make Mr Hubby hang that Ayat Kursi frame that has been there for quite sometime now...
6. Mop the floor.....rumah tuh cepat betul berhabuk....tensen....

Well that's all for now. I doubt I can complete all the chores this weekend but I'm being optimistic....hehehe...This weekend might be our (hubby and I) last weekend we're spending together alone before little one arrives....hahaa...tah2 next weekend pun little one tk kuar lg....well anyways....doesn't matter.....just wanna spend as much time possible with you know who......*wink*wink*

adios.....pleaseant weekend everybody....muaaaahhhhssss.....

That Small Gesture.....

Mr Lover did a sweet thing for me yesterday......hihi....No....he didn't buy me expensive gifts...or surprise me with a romantic dinner or anything like that. My handphone's cover was broken....so the other day I asked him to get me a new cover...nope not a new handphone...hahaha...The sweet part was that he changed the cover last night when I was asleep and I only noticed it this morning while waiting for him to get ready for work. Somehow that small gesture he did for me was PRICELESS. It made my day (despite this suicidal headache) :)

"Kau genggam hati ku dan kau tuliskan namamu" Kosong by Dewa

Help......I need a head massage....(got aaa such thing??) It's been few days since I had this massive headache. The weird part is that the pain is only on the left side of my head. How come ek? At first I thought there's something wrong with my BP but went for the weekly check-up...BP is normal 120/80. Hhmmm....what's wrong with me la....??? Am I stressed out???? Huhuuuu......the pain is killing me..... :(

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When Reality Finally Sinks In......

When I blog more than one time in a day....it can only mean that something is bothering me. Yup....I realised that I am approximately 2 weeks away from my duedate and it could be sooner than that...as claimed by one of my colleague. Hey...2 weeks is not that faraway actually. Guess what..I haven't packed my bag to go to the hospital eventhough being reminded by Mama everyday. Alasan....tkd mood. The truth is I'm in denial. Yes, I'm one confused mom-to-be. I still can't believe that I am about to become a mother...about to have my own child.....Part of me still haven't come into terms with this fact. It sounds stupid I know but that's the truth. Deep inside me I'm scared of the responsibilities that awaits me. Being a mom is not an easy job and its not a part time job. You're responsibile to bring up your offspring....teach him all he needs to know about life...teach him all the good values in life...what's bad and what's not........guide him...show him good example.....teach him how to make decisions....provide a healthy environment for him....feed him.....provide clothes for him....a safe shelter for him.....and the list does not stop there. You see now why I'm getting a biiiiiiiittttttt scared. (slap on the face....)

On the other hand.....I am excited to go into motherhood..... (another slap on the face....) Oooo...dear....what is wrong with me. Am I going nuts....or is it normal to feel this way????? There has to be a simple explanation for all this right. Am I being childish....???This is sooooo not the right time to be childish la kan......I haven't talked to Mr. Lover about this panic-state of me. Probably I should sit down and discuss with him. Just to let him know my feelings now. From what I see Mr. Lover looks fine and dandy....and looking forward for the arrival of our gem. He just can't wait. How come ek????tak nervous ker mamat tuh???hhhhmmmm.....Ooo yeah...in case anyone is wondering whether I'm nervous wreck about the whole labor thing....the pain and all....the answer would be YES!!! but I've heard so many stories and experiences from people around me.....I have come to a conclusion that no matter what...it's not gonna be easy. I have developed an image of the whole scenario in my head beginning from going into the labor room in pain.....right to trying my best to push the baby out (assuming I'm gonna have a normal delivery).....waiting for midwife to sew me up...considering I don't dilate full 10cm.....yes....all of this is already playing in my mind over and over again...so you see...mentally I think I'm prepared....kot.....hehehe.....somebody please put some sense into me.....

No Title............

The truth is I am really tired.....
Tired of being preggie....
Tired of wearing preggie clothes along with this modernmom sandals...
I miss my normal clothing....my jeans.....etc...
I miss my usual walking pace...fyi...I can't walk that fast nowadays like how I like to....
I miss my beauty sleep.....
I miss squash....
Yup......I miss all that and a lot more....

Ok...I know I may sound selfish and ungrateful.....yessireee.....but please understand and try to imagine urself in my shoes or shall I say sandals....

Little one mesti kecik hati if he hears this kan...

Little one dearest.....I am not saying that I am not enjoying this most memorable moments in life....but your mother here is a bit restless waiting for the big day. Approximately 2 more weeks to go....and it seems like eternity to me. I'm tired of talking to you via my tummy....feeling your movement inside me thru my tummy.....and wondering how you're doing inside there. Are you eating well...are you all comfy in there....is there still space for you to move around......am I making too much noise outside here.....does your father's snore disturbs you (haha....ok this one I exaggerated a bit la....) the list goes on. You see how impatient your mother is now nowadays. But that does not mean I'm forcing you to come out before you're ready. No dear....You can pop out anytime you want...just give some hints ok so that we have ample time to go to the hospital. Your father and I are just too anxious to go into parenthood. Ooo..yeah...and I can't wait to use that new nappy bag of mine given by your Godmothers. Though I'm not sure actually whether I am really 100% ready but Insya Allah.....rest assured that I'm gonna do my best to play my role. No doubt I'm sure there'll be hiccups here and there along the way but hey....there's always a first time right.....So my little one.....just to let you know again and again...your father and I love you very much...muaaahhhssss....

No More New Stories From Mr. Sheldon

One of my favorite author Sidney Sheldon passed away last Wednesday......huhu....There won't be anymore great novels from him....His last novel was Are you afraid of the Dark.....which was really a good masterpiece. Loved it....Hey...I love all his work....I just need to buy a few more of his work before I have the collection.

Sidney Sheldon, best-selling US author of Rage of Angels and The Other Side of Midnight, has died at the age of 89.
He died of complications from pneumonia at a hospital near Palm Springs, California, his publicist said.
Before turning to novels at the age of 50, Sheldon had a successful career writing Broadway plays and films.
He won an Academy Award in 1948 for The Bachelor and the Bobby-Soxer, starring Cary Grant, and created long-running TV series Hart to Hart.
But it is his hugely popular novels - devoured by readers though scorned by critics - for which he will be remembered.
Born in Chicago in 1917, Sheldon sold his first poem at the age of 10 and sold his first script to Hollywood at 17.
I like to write about women who are talented and capable, but who retain their femininity
Sidney SheldonAfter serving as a pilot during World War II, he established himself as a prolific playwright on Broadway, winning a Tony Award for the musical Redhead.
A Hollywood career beckoned, but it was on the small screen that he would make his mark thanks to writing successful sitcoms like The Patty Duke Show and I Dream of Jeannie.
When the latter came to an end in 1970, he turned his hand to fiction, topping the bestseller lists with his first novel The Naked Face.

His books were renowned for their strong female charactersSpeaking in 1982, Sheldon likened his writing style to that of "the old Saturday afternoon serial".
"I try to write my books so the reader can't put them down," he wrote.
He went on to attribute his popularity with female readers to his ability to create strong female characters.
"I like to write about women who are talented and capable, but [who] retain their femininity," he said.
Sheldon published his most recent novel, The Other Side of Me, in 2005.
He is survived by his second wife Alexandra, his daughter Mary - also an author - and two grandchildren.

Thank You GFs......

What do you know.....I am after all a pampered friend lucky enough to be surrounded by my friends who took the effort to pamper me some more. Thank you gals.....Thank you for the Surprise Baby Shower and of course for all the cool gifts especially that to-die-for-only-by-mom-to-be nappy bag!!!!! I love it.

You people actually did surprised me.....yes you did. I was genuinely terkejut beruk ok. It never crossed my mind. All I knew was that I was to have breakfast with Han (she's buying...) and then lepak at her new apartment.....That two hours at coffee bean talking crap with Han while at the same time the three of you (parv,roselyn and nell) were running around and preparing for the big thing.......it just never occured to me what was going on. I must say...you gals really had me. That explains why the first couple of hours during the event I did not snap any pictures though I had my camera in my bag ( I usually bring my camera wherever I go...) So to view pictures please go here and also here. I love the set-up....the banner was so beautiful....not forgetting the balloons.....You gals really had fun with the helium balloons ha...hehehe....The food was great..... :)

To dearest girlfriends, I really appreciate all the hassle that you went through to make the event a success......it was a great success measuring from how shocked I was. Kudos to you gals....I appreciate the time that you spent with me all afternoon...just hanging out...gossiping....and walking down the memory lane. We haven't done that for quite sometime now....I really needed that time out myself to unwind and loosen up a bit. It has been quite stressful for me lately with all the preparation that had to be done...running around everywhere to get my little one's stuff....getting advice from everyone.....and not forgetting those sleepless nights (I still have sleepless night till this very day....huhuhu..). I just can't wait to tell my little one about all of you and how lucky he is to have such wonderful fairy God mothers/princess fairy God mother, etc....which ever that applies ya.

I sure hope the next shower party will come soon *wink*wink*...hehehe....Thank you for your time girlfriends.....love ya lots......

Let Me Outta Here.....

Let Me Outta Here............!!!!hehehe.....I think that's how my baby is behaving lately especially ever since I ventured into my 7th months onwards. Yes dear...I know you're as anxious as us but please be patient. It's not time yet. My little one keeps me very wide awake most of the time with him tossing and turning, kicking and punching all over my tummy. You could actually see my tummy bulging here and there....hehehe. Sakit ok. Tapi best....My last visit to my gynae last week showed that little one is 2.7kg. Hhhhmmm....no bad eh...considering urs truly finds it difficult to eat lately due to heartburn. Dr AA scanned my tummy and we managed to see him in action along with a wooshing sound of his movement. Nak show off la tu....hehehe.....I even saw his heart beating...super cool. According to Dr AA little one's head is already engaged at its position. He is so ready to pop out and see the world. Hubby and I can't wait to see him. Hubby said he can't wait to play with little one. I can't wait for little one to come out off my tummy but the more I think of it....I don't want him out of me. Once he's out, I won't be able to feel him kicking and turning like how I'm feeling now. I'm gonna miss talking to him or actually talking to my tummy. Yes I know I can hold him in my arms but then things will be different. sigh....

well...please excuse me for a while...little one is actively doing his routine exercise and I wanna savor these moments and hold my tummy for as long as I can..sob...sob........later ya......

My 'Long' Holiday....

I finished off my annual leave beginning 23rd of December until 2nd of January and spent hibernating back at my parents place. Best gilerrrr.....Urs truly slept....woke up late...ate...watched tv.....went shopping....watched movie.....and routine repeats. And the best part was that I managed to complete 80% of my shopping for little one. Woohoo......

Did you know that there are so many types of strollers out there????I couldn't decide on which one to buy cz they all look so cute and adorable....so...buying a stoller will have to be postponed. Hehehe.....And did you also know that if you're an F1 freak....and you will never get the chance to drive an F1 car....you can spoil ur baby and get him/her a McLaren stroller.....or....or....a Recaro baby car seat....each would cz close to RM 1000 to RM 1500. How I wish.....but that will be in another life la rite... :p

Ooo well.....to my dearest little one....I for one am not going to spoil you but maybe once in awhile I will. Depends on how fat my paycheck will be in the nearest time.... :)

Love ya to bits dearest precious....can't wait to meet you...muaaahhhhssss.....

Goodbye 2006, Welcome 2007

It's already the fourth day of January 2007. Woww...and I have yet to come out with my new year resolutions. Not that I make a habit of having at least one every year :)

Happy New Year to all....Wishing everyone a fabulous year ahead. I still can't believe it's already 2007. To me 2006 passed by like a brisk of wind and I am still at a state of remembering, capturing all the events and memories that has happened, may it be the good ones or otherwise.

On Family & Marriage

2006 saw me taking the next step in life. On March, 11th, 2006, I tied the knot with you know who and we're coming to our 1st anniversary soon. Oooo....and I am expecting our little one next month. Alhamdulillah.....I am very thankful to the Almighty for all these bless events that has taken place and will take place in my life. Life has been nothing but blissful so far with a bit of twist here and there but I'm not complaining.

2006 taught me more about family values. The important role played by a mother. How important a mother is in a child's life. How a mother is able to mould her young ones either to be a somebody or vice versa. And also how a mother would sacrifice for her children. I also learn that a big sister has to be very patient with her younger siblings and try to understand them more rather than being angry with them. But in some situation, a big sister can be very inconsiderate and selfish and doesn't bother to take care of her younger siblings coz she herself can't take care of her life and problems. I am a big sister to my two younger brothers and I also have two big sisters. Sigh......

Being married has taught me what sharing is all about. Marriage is not just about love. I think I see it now as an understanding between two human being, trying to make things work out for the benefit of both. Does that make any sense? I see my life now with hubby as a simple day-to-day relationship, both trying very hard to make each other happy, both trying to compromise with each other, both trying to learn more about each other and avoid annoying each other hehehe. Yes we've know each other long before we settled down but I feel everday there is always a new thing bout him that I just get to know.

On Friends

I think I managed to keep in touch with most of my friends. Lost some along the way.....made new friends also. Maintained 7 most important person in my life. Friends were there for me when I needed them. Friends arranged a bachelorette party-all-night weekend for me (but there was no hunky dancing naked on the coffee table though.....sometimes I wish there was just for the sake of it....hahaha....kidding....). I am blessed with seven guardian angels in my life. Thank you angels....zai's angels.

I made new friends at work too...one of them came all the way from Cheras to pick me up at my place so that we can go to DEWA concert and went back to Johor the same nite and work the following morning. Yes it was tiring eventhough I actually slept all the way. (ooo...yeah...thanks to hubby for giving me the permission to catch the concert with the gang...this year kalau ada lagu concert....org nk g gak ye... :p) Thanks to friends who 'jaga' me when I was in Johor on a project. Who made it all fun and happening living in Johor despite being faraway from family and hubby.

On career

My career progress curve was going up and continuing to progress. But suddenly it came to a stagnant state when I came back to KL. What the heck......at least I don't have to go onboard the vessel in my condition. Pheewww.... But I sure miss working at the yard. Hope there'll be more opportunity for me, Insya Allah.

Azam 2007

As I am about to embark on a new journey as part of my life......I hope I will be able to do it. I hope I will be able to cope with the new lifestyle. I hope I'm a gonna be a good mother to my little one, a good wifey to dearest hubby, a good daughter to my parents, a good sister to my siblings, a good friend to my friends, a good employee to my employer, a good colleague to my colleagues, a good human being on earth and last but not least......a good and Muslim to God and my religion.....Ameen....

Unfaithful???

"Unfaithful"

Story of my life

Searching for the right

But it keeps avoiding me

Sorrow in my soul

Cause it seems that wrong

Really loves my company

He's more than a man

And this is more than love

The reason that the sky is blue

The clouds are rolling in

Because I'm gone again

And to him I just can't be true

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful

And it kills him inside

To know that I am happy with some other guy

I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore

I don't wanna be the reason why

Everytime I walk out the door

I see him die a little more inside

I don't wanna hurt him anymore

I don't wanna take away his life

I don't wanna be...

A murderer

I feel it in the air

As I'm doing my hair

Preparing for another date

A kiss upon my cheek

As he reluctantly

Asks if I'm gonna be out late

I say I won't be long

Just hanging with the girls

A lie I didn't have to tell

Because we both know

Where I'm about to go

And we know it very well

Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful

And it kills him inside

To know that I am happy with some other guy

I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore

I don't wanna be the reason why

Everytime I walk out the door

I see him die a little more inside

I don't wanna hurt him anymore

I don't wanna take away his life

I don't wanna be...

A murderer

Our love, his trust

I might as well take a gun and put it to his head

Get it over with

I don't wanna do this

AnymoreUhAnymore (anymore)

I don't wanna do this anymore

I don't wanna be the reason why

And everytime I walk out the door

I see him die a little more inside

And I don't wanna hurt him anymore

I don't wanna take away his life

I don't wanna be...

A murderer (a murderer)

No no no no

Yeah yeah yeah

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No....I am not being unfaithful to lover and I have no intention to. But I like this song very much especially the lyrics. It makes you just wonder and imagine the whole situation. When the girl was getting ready to go out on a date and her bf actually knows about that other guy. How it's killing him inside but I guess he loves her too much to let her go and decided to keep quiet about the affair. But if the girl doesn't love her bf anymore, then why is she still with him?

I'm 7 Months Preggie.....

How your baby's growing:

By this week, your baby weighs a little over 2 pounds and measures about 14.8 inches from the top of his head to his heels. He can open his eyes — which now sport lashes — and he'll turn his head toward a continuous, bright light from the outside. His fat layers are beginning to form, too, as he gets ready for life outside the womb.

How your life's changing:

You're in the home stretch! The third trimester starts this week and lasts until 40 weeks. If you're like most women, you'll gain about 11 pounds this trimester.Do your legs feel creepy-crawly at night? Tingling in your lower legs and an irresistible urge to move them is known as restless legs syndrome (RLS), and it can make it hard to relax when you're settling in. No one knows what causes RLS, but it's common among pregnant women. Try cutting down on caffeine, which can make the symptoms worse, and massage your calves when they feel tense. Some studies also show that taking iron supplements helps ease your discomfort.

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My little one sure has grown. Last Friday visit to my gynae was superb. I now weigh 65kg. I roughly gained close to 10kg. Not much I guess. My belly only started showing its bump presence when I ventured into my 5th month. And when I reached my 6th month, people ask me how many months am I? and when I told them, they would go like...."yeee??? keciknye....". Oooo dear...was I dead worried to get this kind of responds. So I asked my gynae is little one doing ok. Dr AA scanned little one and assured me he is doing fine. He weighs 1.53kg and that is slightly bigger than the norm. Alhamdulillah. Dr AA said because I'm tall, I have plenty of space for little one to grow inside his Ibu hence the little tummy. So nothing to worry....phhheeewww......I never thought that I can get all stressed out listening remarks from people, put aside my usual crankiness and mood swings, sure ain't easy to handle. It's true what my friend Cik Li said, before your baby is in your hands, you already have developed that mother instinct in you. I officially have mother instinct in me now. Though sometimes I feel that I am not matured enough....hehehe...

Being in my 7th months has been nothing but magical. Little one is so active nowadays sometimes I feel like he's trying to communicate with me. His kicking is becoming more and more strong and powerful that sometimes shock me. I read that now he can actually hear me talking and also all the sounds around me. So now Mr Hubby and I try as much to include him in our conversation. Sounds crazy huh....but it's kinda fun.Serious!! Sometimes we feel that he knows when we're talking about him. The other day Mr Hubby and I decided that we should have our first shopping trip to buy Little one's stuff. As though he was listening, when I was rubbing my tummy and said that we're going shopping for Little one. I felt his movement. No joke. Well ok la...maybe it was coincidence but I'm pretty sure he was as excited as we were. Aren't you baby HD??? :) Shopping for baby HD is not easy and cheap I must tell ya. Will blog on that more in another entry okay.

Ooo yea...we have decided on Little ones' name. As for now let's just call him by his initials shall we. HD. Not high definition tv ok. So far no signs of changing the name. I checked the meaning of his name already and its good. I'm happy beyond words. Sometimes I feel like baby HD is already beside me. I feel his presence and whenever I wanna do something, baby HD's comfort will be top priority. At the moment, I think baby HD is sleeping coz he's been quiet this last couple of hours. Sleep my precious.....you need the rest so that later you can do your kung fu kicking and somersault exercise.

Now that I'm in my 3rd trimester, I do not have morning sickness anymore. No more nausea, no more dizziness but I do still feel like vommiting whenever I brush my teeth.Hhhmmm...dunno why. I've gained back a bit of my energy but sometimes doing housechores can be pretty exhausting. So people.....if you come to my house and see the place a bit chaotic, please understand. Being preggie, I notice I have no desire at all to decorate my house. Probably it's the hormones but what I do notice is that I know pay extra attention on what I wear. Yes I do. That explains why in less than a month, I have bought more than 5 head scarf that matches with all my maternity top. Under normal hormone balance, I do not splurge on head scarf, just as long as I have the basic colors, black ,cream, white, etc, I'm fine. I love my new interest. Hehehe....

I already have a shopping list for baby HD. Boy....it sure gonnna cost us a bomb. Imagine a stroller could coz you more than Rm300. Yes of course you can get cheaper ones but I am not sure of the quality. A complete set of a play-pen and bed including the covers cost more than our bedroom set. Hhhhmmmmm.......maybe I should start taking up carpentry classes so that I can make our own . Hehehe.....

I Want This.....

Look what I found while blog-hopping while waiting for Mr. Hubby. I love this bag....love it ...love it....

ANGELINA BABY BAG
Who says you have to compromise on style when you become a mommy? Being a mommy does not mean you need to become a fuddy duddy.

Be the most stylish mommy on the block with your baby in tow, with this baby bag. Designed to contain all of baby’s essential items, for your mother and baby days out.

A zipper top to keep your belongings inSix exterior compartment for ease of access when putting things in and taking them outThree interior insulated bottle holdersTwo separated large compartments to cater for both soiled / used clothes and clean clothesOne large interior compartment with zip, complete with lined cotton for parents’ organizerAdditional interior compartments for handphone and other items

Wipeable change mat that can be cleaned easily (microfibre on one side and canvas material on the other)Fully lined quality canvas for the whole interior of the bagEasy and lightweight microfibre that can be also cleaned and wiped down easily

MATERIAL: Nylon microfibre and canvasSIZE: 35cm x 15cm x 28cmSTRAP LENGTH: 24cmCOLOR: Dark brown with colorful stripes canvas/ Blue with circle print canvasPRICE: RM159.00CODE NO: B3498
http://www.ginjacqie.com/b6.html

They are available in Isetan KLCC.....huhuhuh....wanna go..... :p

Blog Yang Dah Bersawang....

Oooo dear....it's been almost 3 weeks since I last blogged. I have no better excuse but I was pretty tight up with work. Surprised??? It's the truth. Somehow suddenly I was busy doing this and that, that I just didn't have the luxury time to blog like I always do. Let's see.....a lot has happened the last 3 weeks.

My two nieces (Kak Long's lovely daughter) came to my house and stayed for about a week. So I dragged them everywhere I go. Those two young girls have grown up and becoming more and more pretty. People would think they're twins. When you have two teenage girls living with you, you just don't know what they are up to. Imagine how shocked I was when I came out of my room one day and found one of them holding my iron on one hand and a comb on the other, and the other one was lying on the carpet in the living room. I was like....what the *&%^ is going on???? What reply did I get??? "Rileks la Mak Lang....ktrg nak iron rambut nih.....dah biasa dah wat mcm ni..." said Ida the eldest. "Lagi pun cara ni lagi bagus..." added Ana. Aiiiyyyooo.....tak jadi makcik nak marah...terus tergelak jer. And took some pictures of them in action.

My nieces even offered to iron my hair. No thank you dearest. Not that I don't trust you girls but....well.....I don't wanna burden you girls....hehehe.

On a different note but still regarding the girls, because the girls stayed with me, being a good aunty that I have always been, I COOKED for them!!!huhuhu.....thanks to them I now know how to prepare kari ayam and sambal udang and kurma ayam. Hoorayyyy....ok...it's nothing to shout about to those of you who like cooking but for someone like me, I hate going into the kitchen, I hate cooking, I hate preparing to cook....I hate them all....., it was an achievement ok! The day that I cooked kari ayam, Abah was at my house. He told Mama that my kari ayam was infact sedap. Pat on my shoulder......hehehe. Thanks to Mama for being my life-line by giving me the instruction to cook all those dishes. I never told Ana and Ida about that. Muka confident jer kat dapur and masak as though I've been doing this for a looooonnnngggg time. Terer makcik berlakon.... :p

I got a lot to write actually.....but my eyes are not giving their best cooperation to stay wide open. I'm at work but i have no drive to do my work.....ok la....nnti sambung citer lagi ok....adios....