Unfaithful???

"Unfaithful"

Story of my life

Searching for the right

But it keeps avoiding me

Sorrow in my soul

Cause it seems that wrong

Really loves my company

He's more than a man

And this is more than love

The reason that the sky is blue

The clouds are rolling in

Because I'm gone again

And to him I just can't be true

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful

And it kills him inside

To know that I am happy with some other guy

I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore

I don't wanna be the reason why

Everytime I walk out the door

I see him die a little more inside

I don't wanna hurt him anymore

I don't wanna take away his life

I don't wanna be...

A murderer

I feel it in the air

As I'm doing my hair

Preparing for another date

A kiss upon my cheek

As he reluctantly

Asks if I'm gonna be out late

I say I won't be long

Just hanging with the girls

A lie I didn't have to tell

Because we both know

Where I'm about to go

And we know it very well

Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful

And it kills him inside

To know that I am happy with some other guy

I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore

I don't wanna be the reason why

Everytime I walk out the door

I see him die a little more inside

I don't wanna hurt him anymore

I don't wanna take away his life

I don't wanna be...

A murderer

Our love, his trust

I might as well take a gun and put it to his head

Get it over with

I don't wanna do this

AnymoreUhAnymore (anymore)

I don't wanna do this anymore

I don't wanna be the reason why

And everytime I walk out the door

I see him die a little more inside

And I don't wanna hurt him anymore

I don't wanna take away his life

I don't wanna be...

A murderer (a murderer)

No no no no

Yeah yeah yeah

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No....I am not being unfaithful to lover and I have no intention to. But I like this song very much especially the lyrics. It makes you just wonder and imagine the whole situation. When the girl was getting ready to go out on a date and her bf actually knows about that other guy. How it's killing him inside but I guess he loves her too much to let her go and decided to keep quiet about the affair. But if the girl doesn't love her bf anymore, then why is she still with him?

I'm 7 Months Preggie.....

How your baby's growing:

By this week, your baby weighs a little over 2 pounds and measures about 14.8 inches from the top of his head to his heels. He can open his eyes — which now sport lashes — and he'll turn his head toward a continuous, bright light from the outside. His fat layers are beginning to form, too, as he gets ready for life outside the womb.

How your life's changing:

You're in the home stretch! The third trimester starts this week and lasts until 40 weeks. If you're like most women, you'll gain about 11 pounds this trimester.Do your legs feel creepy-crawly at night? Tingling in your lower legs and an irresistible urge to move them is known as restless legs syndrome (RLS), and it can make it hard to relax when you're settling in. No one knows what causes RLS, but it's common among pregnant women. Try cutting down on caffeine, which can make the symptoms worse, and massage your calves when they feel tense. Some studies also show that taking iron supplements helps ease your discomfort.

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My little one sure has grown. Last Friday visit to my gynae was superb. I now weigh 65kg. I roughly gained close to 10kg. Not much I guess. My belly only started showing its bump presence when I ventured into my 5th month. And when I reached my 6th month, people ask me how many months am I? and when I told them, they would go like...."yeee??? keciknye....". Oooo dear...was I dead worried to get this kind of responds. So I asked my gynae is little one doing ok. Dr AA scanned little one and assured me he is doing fine. He weighs 1.53kg and that is slightly bigger than the norm. Alhamdulillah. Dr AA said because I'm tall, I have plenty of space for little one to grow inside his Ibu hence the little tummy. So nothing to worry....phhheeewww......I never thought that I can get all stressed out listening remarks from people, put aside my usual crankiness and mood swings, sure ain't easy to handle. It's true what my friend Cik Li said, before your baby is in your hands, you already have developed that mother instinct in you. I officially have mother instinct in me now. Though sometimes I feel that I am not matured enough....hehehe...

Being in my 7th months has been nothing but magical. Little one is so active nowadays sometimes I feel like he's trying to communicate with me. His kicking is becoming more and more strong and powerful that sometimes shock me. I read that now he can actually hear me talking and also all the sounds around me. So now Mr Hubby and I try as much to include him in our conversation. Sounds crazy huh....but it's kinda fun.Serious!! Sometimes we feel that he knows when we're talking about him. The other day Mr Hubby and I decided that we should have our first shopping trip to buy Little one's stuff. As though he was listening, when I was rubbing my tummy and said that we're going shopping for Little one. I felt his movement. No joke. Well ok la...maybe it was coincidence but I'm pretty sure he was as excited as we were. Aren't you baby HD??? :) Shopping for baby HD is not easy and cheap I must tell ya. Will blog on that more in another entry okay.

Ooo yea...we have decided on Little ones' name. As for now let's just call him by his initials shall we. HD. Not high definition tv ok. So far no signs of changing the name. I checked the meaning of his name already and its good. I'm happy beyond words. Sometimes I feel like baby HD is already beside me. I feel his presence and whenever I wanna do something, baby HD's comfort will be top priority. At the moment, I think baby HD is sleeping coz he's been quiet this last couple of hours. Sleep my precious.....you need the rest so that later you can do your kung fu kicking and somersault exercise.

Now that I'm in my 3rd trimester, I do not have morning sickness anymore. No more nausea, no more dizziness but I do still feel like vommiting whenever I brush my teeth.Hhhmmm...dunno why. I've gained back a bit of my energy but sometimes doing housechores can be pretty exhausting. So people.....if you come to my house and see the place a bit chaotic, please understand. Being preggie, I notice I have no desire at all to decorate my house. Probably it's the hormones but what I do notice is that I know pay extra attention on what I wear. Yes I do. That explains why in less than a month, I have bought more than 5 head scarf that matches with all my maternity top. Under normal hormone balance, I do not splurge on head scarf, just as long as I have the basic colors, black ,cream, white, etc, I'm fine. I love my new interest. Hehehe....

I already have a shopping list for baby HD. Boy....it sure gonnna cost us a bomb. Imagine a stroller could coz you more than Rm300. Yes of course you can get cheaper ones but I am not sure of the quality. A complete set of a play-pen and bed including the covers cost more than our bedroom set. Hhhhmmmmm.......maybe I should start taking up carpentry classes so that I can make our own . Hehehe.....

I Want This.....

Look what I found while blog-hopping while waiting for Mr. Hubby. I love this bag....love it ...love it....

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They are available in Isetan KLCC.....huhuhuh....wanna go..... :p

Blog Yang Dah Bersawang....

Oooo dear....it's been almost 3 weeks since I last blogged. I have no better excuse but I was pretty tight up with work. Surprised??? It's the truth. Somehow suddenly I was busy doing this and that, that I just didn't have the luxury time to blog like I always do. Let's see.....a lot has happened the last 3 weeks.

My two nieces (Kak Long's lovely daughter) came to my house and stayed for about a week. So I dragged them everywhere I go. Those two young girls have grown up and becoming more and more pretty. People would think they're twins. When you have two teenage girls living with you, you just don't know what they are up to. Imagine how shocked I was when I came out of my room one day and found one of them holding my iron on one hand and a comb on the other, and the other one was lying on the carpet in the living room. I was like....what the *&%^ is going on???? What reply did I get??? "Rileks la Mak Lang....ktrg nak iron rambut nih.....dah biasa dah wat mcm ni..." said Ida the eldest. "Lagi pun cara ni lagi bagus..." added Ana. Aiiiyyyooo.....tak jadi makcik nak marah...terus tergelak jer. And took some pictures of them in action.

My nieces even offered to iron my hair. No thank you dearest. Not that I don't trust you girls but....well.....I don't wanna burden you girls....hehehe.

On a different note but still regarding the girls, because the girls stayed with me, being a good aunty that I have always been, I COOKED for them!!!huhuhu.....thanks to them I now know how to prepare kari ayam and sambal udang and kurma ayam. Hoorayyyy....ok...it's nothing to shout about to those of you who like cooking but for someone like me, I hate going into the kitchen, I hate cooking, I hate preparing to cook....I hate them all....., it was an achievement ok! The day that I cooked kari ayam, Abah was at my house. He told Mama that my kari ayam was infact sedap. Pat on my shoulder......hehehe. Thanks to Mama for being my life-line by giving me the instruction to cook all those dishes. I never told Ana and Ida about that. Muka confident jer kat dapur and masak as though I've been doing this for a looooonnnngggg time. Terer makcik berlakon.... :p

I got a lot to write actually.....but my eyes are not giving their best cooperation to stay wide open. I'm at work but i have no drive to do my work.....ok la....nnti sambung citer lagi ok....adios....

No Mood To Work Day

It's that day again...you know...the day when you just have no desire at all to do any work. The mood is just not there regardless how hard I try to focus. I've been staring at my pc trying to complete this work since 9a.m this morning and nothing is moving. I need to at least get the 1st draft ready to be submitted to my boss by end of the week. Darn it.....to add to all this mess....my stomach doesn't feel well. I just threw up my breakfast for no apparent reason.....hhhhmmmm.....my arm is hurting due to that jab I had to take yesterday. My whole body is aching probably cz of insufficient rest during last weekend. My eyes are sleepy thus my brain is not functioning at its normal pace. I WANNA GO HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I digress....

Somebody commented on how berseri I look nowadays....hehehe.....that sure made my day though my eyes are still sleepy and the fact that I don't put on any powder on my face at all, just simply a moisturiser makes it more meaningful.....urs truly is on top of the world. Gotta really enjoy this few months of muka berseri. I'm also enjoying the attention and privilledges given being a preggie lady. Especially when there's eating session going on.....I can eat all I want...wooohooooo. Speaking about eating.....I weighed myself yesterday and boy...was I shocked....I gained 4kg in a month. Not bad ehhh....soooo happy...elated beyond words. (over....).

I'm still trying to complete my work today....sigh....better start now. I so long for a holiday...a weekend get-a-way at least. *hint*hint* Mr. Hubby.....where's that overdue pre-honeymoon you promised??? ;p

Gambar Hiasan

Notty...notty baby......hehehe......

Open House...Wedding....bla...bla....

Any plans for your coming weekend???? My other half and I will be busy going from house-to-house fulfilling our social obligations attending Raya Open house as well as weddings. I'm still not sure how to divide our time to attend all the invitations. Probably we'll have to plan the duration we plan to stay at each house...the route to take, etc. Sigh......Susah betul ada ramai kenalan nih....heheeh....Well anyways...... I plan not to get carried away eating all the food that will be waiting for me. No...no.....I've learnt my lesson. I don't wanna end up sick like I did the first few days of raya...huhuhu....

Ok la people......have a nice weekend......muaaaahhhhssss :)

Selebreti Tempatan

Last Friday, Mr. Hubby and I went to Tesco Ampang to get our groceries. I like to shop there. I just found out that they have special discounts on all their items every Friday. Tapi itu bukan cerita utama post kali ini....

We had dinner at Linda Onn's chicken rice restaurant and guess who I met???? hehehe....ok la..it's gonna be a bit poyo....but I met the actor Fahrin Ahmad. Ok..laugh all you want....Yes...I think he's very good looking with extremely attractive body-build....but...but....at a not-appropriate-height. You know....the type with all the muscles at the right places but insufficient height to support them (suka2 jer comment org...hehehe...) well anyways.....despite all that....I personally think he's one major hunk with a very nice smile and a voice that reminds me of someone I knew last time and was kinda-sorta involved with....muahahaha.....

So..there he was with a bunch of friends. And he had to sit in front of me la...How do you expect me to eat at peace when a major hunk is sitting and talking in front of you? (don't forget...Mr. Hubby was sitting next to me). Hhhhmmm.....makcik pun amik kesempatan tok cuci mata hahaha....best giler.....Mr. Hubby lak mcm kasik can jer...but just won't stop making faces even while eating. Alaaaa.....dear...bukannyer selalu pong...I actually wanted to go up to him and say hi or ask for his autograph....but then decided not to cz...yes...Mr. Hubby buat muka again....

Itu la cerita saya berjumpa ngn selebreti tempatan.....macam poyo jer kan.....but I just had to post it.... :)

Raya Saya..

So....raya is over...well almost over. Back to work....huhuuu.... Alhamdulillah this year I managed to fast the whole month of Ramadhan. woooohhooooo.....tk yah nk ganti :) This year Aidilfitri is a new experience for me. I have two family to celebrate Raya with. Few days before raya I managed to break fast with Mama, Abah and my two brothers at my place. Raya eve my lover and I went back to Selayang. Helped MIL with her lontong that went ruined coz the makcik who taught MIL forgot one step of the process...hehehe....so in the end...we had to seek for the Adabi instant nasi impit to help us. Penat makcik menolong kat dapur ok. Nasib baik rendang MIL dah siap hehe. Later that nite a bunch of people from the surau came to the house for takbir. Sayu jer dengar takbir........

Early morning woke up and put on my so-called-baju raya. Went to sembahyang raya with MIL. After prayer....eating time. I ate like there's no tomorrow. Then it was time to ber'raya' with each other. I was amazed to see how my lover's family way of bersalam and minta maaf during raya. Though my family do the same but lover's family do it in a more proper and thorough way. I was touched and at the same time shocked. Tapi best giler.....

After that we went back to my place (remember...my family are here). It's beraya with my family lak. I had Mama's nasi impit and kuah kacang and rendang. By the time I finish eating, I couldn't breathe haha.....kekenyangan. As usual we had our bersalam and minta maaf and bagi duit raya session. And also as usual Adik will crack his jokes and made all of us laughed tergolek golek. Then a bit later Kak Ngah and family came. Yeyyy....the more the merrier. The boys (Naim and Aboy) wore their new clothes which Mama bought for them. They had that happy and satisfied look written all over their faces. Lover and I couldn't stay too long as we then had to go back to lover's kampung in Sg Besar. So we said our goodbyes and went off. Huhuhuuu....urs truly was a bit sad(not a bit....devastated..sedih tak terkata sampai nangis tk kuar suara few days before raya..ok...yes..I was very emotional bout all this tak-dapat-beraya-with-family-like-always) but after a long heart-to-heart talk with Mama few days before raya, urs truly has finally understood her responsibilities as lover's wifey. I have so much to learn.

We reached Sg Besar close to 4pm. Rested for a while then all of us (read: lover's siblings all together 6 of them) started our jalan-jalan beraya. I can't remember the names of the relatives that we visited. Hehehe....ramai sangat ok. But I have to admit I actually did have fun. When you mention Sg Besar...it would usually means acres and acres of padi field. Urs trully being a so-called-konon-city-girl got all excited to see the long stretch of green padi field and not forgetting the burung bangau yg bersepah-sepah...literally. Love it...love it. Atok's house is located in the middle of a large padi field. Cool giler....This year Atok...lover's paternal grandfather has to beraya alone without Nenek. Nenek passed away last year a day before raya. But to my surprise Atok looked so healthy even with cigarettes on his fingers. Hehe....just like Abah. Our beraya session ended late that nite. sampai jer umah Yuk....I slept. Kepenatan. I thought I could sleep like a baby plus it was raining heavily...sedap la tido but noooo....my stomach decided that 12a.m would be a good time to visit the loo. After much hesitant whether to wake lover up to teman me....finally decided to go alone. Then only I managed to sleep till morning.

At 6am Angah aka BIL woke everbody up for Solat Subuh.....I was perplexed to see him all excited waking up early in the morning....hhhhmmmm....why is he all excited???hahaha....then the truth prevailed. Angah nak main mercun!!!! Remember last nite it was rainning cats and dogs. So the guys tk dapat nk main mercun yg Angah bought. Urs truly pun sebok2 gak kat bawah....konon tengok2 kan BIL's children (Along's children) main bunga api. But actually was excited watching the bunga api-mercun show.

We left Sg Besar later in the afternoon after another round of beraya session. And back to my place...yeyyyyy. The next morning drove back to Ipoh with family. Raya in Ipoh was no fun at all...sigh. Reason being I was sick due to gastric and constipation. I guess all the nasi impit...ketupat..rendang...was way too overwhelming for my tummy after a month of rest. Well...anyways...Kak Long came over on Friday....My two lovely nieces and nephew sure have grown up since I last saw them. Mak Lang feel so old darlings. Don't grow up so fast. My niece Ana was all excited looking at my tummy.hehehe.....

I guess my raya this has been a memorable one. I love every minute of it....yes...including the time I sakit perut and kena gastric. My favorite part was when I bersalam with lover to seek his forgiveness. Lega rasenyer....Yang...kire 0 - 0 la ye.....muaaahhhsssss.....

p/s: photos nanti la post...

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Raya Mode : Switched On

I'm already in raya mode. I already got all the cookies that I ordered for raya this year. Mind you, this year I think I got carried away by ordering seven.....I repeat seven types of cookies. Muahaha....I think I'm over excited. Not because I wanna celebrate raya but mostly because I can't wait for the long raya holiday. Woooohoooo. And also not forgetting all the food I'm gonna savor....yummy...Oooo....and I've already tasted all the cookies that I bought hehe. All very tasty except for the Nestle Crispy....yucks...and the Pineapple Tart that I bought from HZ's babysitter is more tastier than the one bought from Miss L. Yes...people..I bought 2 types of tarts. Hehehe. Seriously, I don't know what got into me. Hooray....I'm all almost ready for raya. Gotta get some groceries stuff this Friday. Will be making nasi impit...kuah kacang....rendang ayam...lontong....not by myself of course. Mama will help...

But I still don't have a baju raya...huhuuuu....I've done a lot of window shopping but nothing nice caught my attention. Cmner nih...Thinking of just wearing my modernmum maternity top and pants...hehehe...but dunno what MIL and MIL's family will say. Ye la...tk pakai pakaian tradisional...sigh...no mood to go window shopping anymore....or even buy a baju raya. Plus I don't know what to wear. I think I can still fit in a baju kurung but never found one that I like. A friend recommended wearing jubah...haa??? Aiyooo...so not me. My other half said we'll go and look for one this coming Friday or Saturday. I'll probably find something that day...who knows...we'll see.

One more day to go before the holiday starts.......yippiee..

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to all...Maaf Zahir Batin.....

note to self: need to buy an oven so that I can start learn how to make my own cookies for raya next year. Who knows I might even start my own business...hehehe...

Tak Tau Nak Letak Title Ape....

A conversation that took place somewhere last week at the pantry of Level 28, Menara D*******.

Mr MSC : Z*****, starting from 15th October you will be under Engineering Department, working with G*** doing design in marine, and will be concentrating more on piping. On top of that, you will also have to assist Pn N****** in topside piping.

Mrs ZAA : (stared blankly...after awhile) ooo...ok.

Mr MSC : (realising the blurness of his new subordinate) This is from the HR. We're filling up the boxes where the requirements are more. So you might wanna move to the cubicle that side (pointing to an empty one) and settle down.

Mrs ZAA : Ok...will do that. (proceed to current cubicle, sat down and tried to digest the conversation that just took place)

La la la la......digested..interpreted.....yippieeeeeeee....I'm finally free from GB...woohoooo...After one year and a half working under GB, I was getting very annoyed, demotivated, and neglected except when I was at the Yard. I was still thinking later after the conversation and asked myself whether I'm really happy with the change. After some thought. Yes, I am very happy. Why? Because I just cannot pretend anymore. I don't know how to suck up to the boss a.k.a GB. I don't know how to sweet talk to GB and be nice to him. I don't bother to greet him when he came down to yard. I dont' bother to report to him every single damn thing that I do. I don't bother to bother what he thinks of me. I JUST DON'T. All I know is just to carry out my task. Please don't expect me to "kiss your hand", run to your needs, pick you up at the airport, etc.

But that's the thing. That's how it works with GB. He favors those who are willing to j***t his a**. Serious. If you want to do well....you just have to...you know. Probably this is a norm in working world. Probably I should adapt and start doing the same. But then again, I don't want to. I'm happy with doing things my own way and work hard for success. (chewaaahhh...)

Anyways, it's Friday again...yeyyy....will meet up with friends after work for Iftar at Little Penang, KLCC. Looking forward cz Han is gonna be there...my fav Joe will be there too. It's been a while since all of us meet up. I'm sure it's gonna be fun. Hubby is coming too.....woohoooo.....

Happy Weekend!!!!!!!!!!!

My Baby Brother....

This is my baby brother. His name is Zafrullah Said Azmi. I suddenly wanted to write about him coz I think I miss him very much. The last time I saw him was about 2 months ago when he came to my house with my parents. When I went back to Ipoh last month Adik was not home. He was at his college. Oooo...Adik now is taking his Diploma in Ship Design @ MIMET, UniKL. His big sister is all excited about the course he's taking cz then she can learn from him and photocopy all his reading materials for her usage and later we both can discuss. Cool eh.

My baby brother is the clown of the family. He can crack jokes from every single thing around him or every single thing that people say. We usually share private jokes together which sometimes my other younger brother Ashraf does not know. You see, Adik and I are closer I guess cz I stayed with my parents till I was 17 years old. Unlike my bother Ashraf, he went to a boarding school after his UPSR. So you can say that there's a gap between us. But we're slowly patching things up. I promise myself if ever one day I have children, I will never send them to any boarding schools, not until they're older, probably after SPM, so they go straight for their college/university.

Anyways.....Adik is a smart but very lazy boy. Mama had to nag around the clock to make sure he does his homework last time. But I guess now since Adik is away, I can see Abah and Mama feel so lonely at home. The house is soooo quiet nowadays. Kesian diorang.....among the three of us, Adik being the youngest...he gets away with things that if I were to do last time at his age, I'll be in big trouble. I guess at his age and health condition now, Abah is not as garang as he used to be. So he lets Adik gets away with his jokes and mischieves. Lucky you Adik...Being the youngest also Adik cannot escape from being bullied by his big bro and sis. "Adik...tolong Akak...bla...bla....", "Adik....pegi amik....bla...bla...". He'll grumble I tell you but he'll be at your service anytime...hehehe.....you're the best Adik.... :)

Adik is very concern of his siblings. According to Mama, if either Ashraf of I is sick or in some kind of problem, he'll be the one at home babbling, worrying and getting angry. He'll grumble and go like "Eeeii...akak ni bla....bla...bla...." or "Abgchik ni kan...bla...bla...." walking back and forth in the house. Hehehe....but when we meet, he never says anything. Adik...you love us dont' you. You think we don't know ehhh.....we love you too......

Aiyaakkk....writing about you makes your Akak miss you more. Next week I'm gonna see him...woohhoooo..can't wait. Since Raya is just around the corner, I'm gonna get Adik something. Probably some nice shirts and pants. Wonder what size he wears.........

STRESS AND PREGNANCY

Pregnancy is supposed to be a delightful time in our lives, and it can be. This, however, does not mean that it will be without stress. Even wonderful changes can cause stress. Stress is defined as any emotional, mental or physical change that can cause a disruption in the normal routine. Stress comes from both external sources and internal, stress we place on ourselves. Let's start by looking at physical sources of stress.

Changes in your body like nausea, vomiting, fatigue can effect how your do your job, interact with your friends and family. This can create stress for you and those around you. You may worry about the changes in your physical appearance. Will your body cause people to treat you differently?

Your attitude and thoughts about pregnancy and birth can also cause stress. Will you ever look like you did before pregnancy? Is labor as bad as everyone says? Will you embarrass yourself during the birth? Can you be a good mother? Dads especially, but moms too, may worry about finances and houses before the baby comes

People can become stressors. Your relationships will change, usually large changes occur with your parents and your partner. However, some people report changes in friendships, even the loss of some friends. I think that was very hard for me when I was pregnant, seeing my non-pregnant friends slowly drift away.So, what can you do about all the mental stress and physical changes?

The first, and probably most important is to change your attitude. Thinking in a positive manner will get you great lengths. Be flexible with your work and home situations. Learn to recognize when you need to take a break or say no.

Find out what the sources of stress are for you and evaluate what you can get rid of, and what you can change.

Nutritional habits are also very important. Eating well will prepare your body for everyday life, and also provide you with more energy.

Exercise! This will help you feel better during your waking hours and make your sleep more restful, again giving you the energy you need to deal with life.

Give up being a perfectionist. While you should always expect your best, don't worry about the small things, especially housework!

Do your relaxation exercises, even in a small dose, it can help you relieve enough tension to continue.

Remember that everyone encounters stress. Look at it as a new challenge and greet it in a calm, prepared manner.

This could be me.....so beware!!! ;p

*came across this article while blog-hopping. sure helped a lot for me in understanding my condition and current situation so that I will be able to handle them wisely.

My 20th Week........

Your baby weighs about 10 1/2 ounces now. She's also around 6 1/2 inches long from head to bottom, and about 10 inches from head to heel. (For the first 20 weeks, we use measurements taken from the top of the baby's head to her bottom — known as the "crown to rump" measurement. After that, we use measurements from head to toe. This is because a baby's legs are curled up against her torso during the first half of pregnancy and are very hard to measure.)A greasy white substance called vernix caseosa coats her entire body to protect her skin during its long submersion in amniotic fluid. (This slick coating also eases the journey down the birth canal.)Your baby is swallowing more, which is good practice for her digestive system. She's also producing meconium, a black, sticky substance that's the result of cell loss, digestive secretion, and swallowed amniotic fluid. This meconium will accumulate in her bowels, and you'll see it in her first messy diaper (although a few babies pass it in utero or during delivery).

Surprising Facts:

Getting a good night's restIt may become more difficult to sleep through the night as your pregnancy continues, thanks to some obvious and not-so-obvious changes taking place in your body. You may be surprised to find that:

• You start snoring for the first time in your life, thanks to hormones that cause your nasal passages to swell and partially block your airways. What to do: Sleep on your side and elevate your head slightly. (hehehe...not sure bout the snoring part....have to ask hubby....)

• Heartburn and indigestion can make it extra uncomfortable to lie down in bed. What to do: Try sleeping semi-upright in a comfy recliner or propped up with pillows on the sofa. (check : you got this one right.....)

• Your legs cramp so painfully that you're jarred out of a deep sleep. This happens because your leg muscles are protesting against the extra weight they're carrying around. What to do: Ease the cramp by straightening your leg, heel first, and gently flexing your toes back toward your shins. (experienced leg cramp once the other day......sakit laaa.....huhuhuuu..)

• You toss and turn all night trying to find a comfortable sleeping position. What to do: Try sleeping with a pillow between your legs or using a contoured maternity body pillow. (nasib baik ada bantal peluk yg best....... :p )

• You become hot and sweaty in the middle of the night. It's common for pregnant women to run a little warm thanks to shifts in your metabolism, hormones, and weight. What to do: Keep your bedroom cool and strip down to the bare essentials — which may include a maternity bra and a maternity belt to help support your growing breasts and belly, and perhaps some socks if only your feet are chilly. Keep slippers and a snuggly bathrobe handy for those nighttime trips to the bathroom. ( check : the less the better...hehehe....)

• Getting out of bed is harder than ever! What to do: Roll over onto your left side and "tip" yourself up, feet first. When your legs touch the floor, use your arms to push yourself into a sitting position on the bed. Then stand up. (check : getting up used to be soooo much easier.....)

*source from babycenter

p/s : I know the gender of our bundle of joy already....hehehe...... I hope everything will turn out alright. I pray I will be able to deliver our junior safely and hopefully without so much pain...huhuhu...Insya Allah. I pray our baby will be healthy and strong. Ameen.....

Heyyy...the other day our baby decided finally to let hubby feel him kicking.....hubby was elated to feel the strong kick on my tummy. For me....very ticklish ok....but the experience....I must say...PRICELESS!

The Younger Version of......

nellie belly,nique,hanthoo badaque,parviano,loady,moi & roselyn(taken at Clear Water Sanctuary, Batu Gajah, after our Badge Dinner/2003)

Look at what I grabbed from Nique's friendster photo. Hehehe...I think Nique did send the picture last time but I unintentionally did not save it. Jangan marah Nique..nanti you're gonna miss us more. How young all of us looked three years ago....so innocent....yet very naughty????Look at those faces....full of energy, vibrant, eagerness, enthusiasm, young with passion and hunger to succeed....chewahhhh...but we did, didn't we? We have our own career, each of us, in different industries though some are related to another. Good salary.....eeerrrmmmm.....ok la...not all of us huhuhuu....one of us has gone back to being a student.We have our own lives, commitments, family around us, friends......We are doing just fine. I guess it was worth all those hard work (I can see rolling eyes out there while reading this sentence....hehehe....) that we put in during our 5 years in uni.

And after 8 years....we're still friends and closer than ever.

Dear Friends,

thank you for being a good friend to me during all the time we've known each other....

thank you for lending me some of your time to listen to my grumbles, dissatisfactions, sorrow, sadness, happiness,etc...

thank you for being there and helping me out during my biggest day of my life.......

thank you for all the birthday wishes and presents throughout the years....

thank you for that lovely flower arrangement......

thank you for sending me to the clinic when I was sick....

thank you for letting me use ur pc when I didn't have one....

thank you for being patient with me..............

thank you for having the time to attend to my eating needs.....

thank you for all phone calls and smses.....regardless the reason.....

thank you for all fashion advice given.....

thank you for all the advice given......

thank you for love and care and attention given......

thank you for having the time to watch a concert with me.....

thank you for everything......

thank you for being such dear friends to me and I don't think I will ever find a bunch of beauties like all of you.....

Hope we will be friends forever.................

p/s: missing in the picture would be nolin....though ur not in the picture dear...the post applies to u as well ok...miss yaa....

TGIF..................

Here's something interesting to read. Happy reading.....

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When you occasionally have a really bad day, and you just need to take it out on someone, don't take it out on someone you know, take it out on someone you don't know.It all started one day when I was sitting at my desk and remembered a phone call I had forgotten to make. I found the number and dialed it.
A man answered, saying, "Hello." I politely said, "This is Chris. May I please speak with Robin Carter?" Suddenly, the phone was slammed down on me. I couldn't believe that anyone could be so rude.
I tracked down Robin's correct number and called her. I had transposed the last two digits of her phone number. After hanging up with her, I decided to call the 'wrong' number again.
When the same guy answered the phone, I yelled, "You're an @$$hole!" and hung up.
I wrote his number down with the word '@$$hole' next to it, and put it in my desk drawer.
Every couple of weeks, when I was paying bills or had a really bad day, I'd call him up and yell, "You're an @$$hole!" It always cheered me up.
When Caller ID came to our area, I thought my therapeutic '@$$hole' calling would have to stop. So, I called his number and said, Hi, this is John Smith from the Telephone Company. I'm just calling to see if you're interested in the Caller ID program?"He yelled, "NO!" and slammed the phone down.
I quickly called him back and said, "That's because you're an @$$hole!"
One day I was at the store, getting ready to pull into a parking spot. Some guy in a black BMW cut me off and pulled into the spot I had patiently waited for. I hit the horn and yelled that I had been waiting for the spot. The idiot ignored me. I noticed a "For Sale" sign in his car window, so I wrote down his number. A couple of days later, right after calling the first @$$hole, (I had his number on speed dial), I thought I had better call the BMW @$$hole, too.
I said, "Is this the man with the black BMW for sale?"
"Yes, it is."
"Can you tell me where I can see it?"
"Yes, I live at 1802 West 34th Street. It's a yellow house, and the car's parked right out in front."
"What's your name?" I asked.
"My name is Don Hansen," he said.
"When's a good time to catch you, Don?"
"I'm home every evening after five."
"Listen, Don, can I tell you something?"
"Yes?"
"Don, you're an @$$hole." Then I hung up, and added his number to my speed dial, too.
Now, when I had a problem, I had two @$$holes to call. But after several months of calling them, it wasn't as enjoyable as it used to be So, I came up with an idea.
I called @$$hole #1."Hello.""You're an @$$hole!" (But I didn't hang up.)
"Are you still there?" he asked.
"Yeah," I said.
"Stop calling me," he screamed.
"Make me," I said.
"Who are you?" he asked.
"My name is Don Hansen."
"Yeah? Where do you live?"
"@$$hole, I live at 1802 West 34th Street, a yellow house, with my black Beamer parked in front."
He said, "I'm coming over right now, Don. And you had better start saying your prayers."
I said, "Yeah, like I'm really scared, @$$hole."
Then I called @$$hole #2.
"Hello?" he said.
"Hello, @$$hole," I said.
He yelled, "If I ever find out who you are!"
"You'll what?" I said.
"I'll kick your @$$," he exclaimed.
I answered, "Well, @$$hole, here's your chance. I'm coming over right now."
Then I hung up and immediately called the police, saying that I lived at 1802 West 34th Street, and that I was on my way over there to kill my gay lover. Then I called Channel 4 News about the gang war going down on West 34th Street. I quickly got into my car and headed over to 34th street. There I saw two @$$holes beating the crap out of each other in front of six squad cars, a police helicopter, and a news crew.
NOW, I feel better. Anger management really works.

Submitted by Yisman
Edited by Curtis

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Have a wonderful weekend all.

Ini hanya Gambar Hiasan

Ramadhan is Here....

Ramadan is an Islam's month of prayer, fasting and spiritual cleansing. Muslims fast during daylight hours, abstaining not only from food and water but also from all material pleasures in hopes of focusing on Allah, purifying body and soul, and heightening self-control and compassion.

Alhamdulillah....today will be my second day of fasting. Managed to fast yesterday though at first I was quite worried that I couldn't make it thru the day. Thanks to Mama who made sure that I ate rice during sahur. If it was up to me....cereal with milk or bread will just do. Oooo...yeah...went back to Ipoh for the weekend with you-know-who..hehehe....It was the most exciting trip ever...reason being...we took the bus back to Ipoh. It's my first bus trip with hubby. So...yes...I was excited. The waiting at the Puduraya excites me....boarding the bus with him excites me....sitting next to him excites me....watching him fall asleep the moment the bus left Puduraya excites me......though the journey was not that pleasurable since we got the last two sits at the back of the bus.....so you can imagine how bumpy the ride was....but yours truly managed to sleep the whole way......best2....oooo...why we took the bus back to Ipoh instead of driving as usual? My brother-in-law bought a car in Ipoh......so hubby was asked to drive it back. Back home in Ipoh we didn't do much except went shopping with Mama and hubby (Abah tak ikut....). Most time was spent in front of the TV....zzz..zzz..zzzz....It was so nice to be back home. As usual...Mama and I talked and talked like there's no tomorrow. I guess we miss each other soooooo much. Can't wait for Raya to come.

Anyways....this time my Ramadhan is slightly different from before. It's my first Ramadhan with hubby, first Ramadhan as wife, first Ramadhan as an expectant mother. So far so good. Hehehe...of course la...baru nak masuk 2 hari.... ;p I just hope and pray I will be able to complete fasting for the whole month Insya Allah.

To all Selamat Berpuasa. Semoga Ibadah kita diberkati.

To my friends......Buka puasa together????what say you??????jom...jommmm

Note: ppppsssstttt.....nk tau...I think the other day I felt my baby kicked, three times. Serious.....The third time I put my hand on my tummy and felt it. Super cool ok.....Hhmmmm...biler lg baby wanna do some more kicking?Your father wants to feel it too and mommy wanna feel it some more...plsssssss :p

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I Miss Johor?????

I miss.....

1. driving myself to work and going back everyday during my stay in Johor...and also the traffic jam that I had to go through when there's an accident somewhere along the Pasir Gudang highway stretch...
2. going to Today's Market during lunch to eat the gulai and tempe there and also to buy DVDs at a price of RM5 each.....budak2 yg jual tuh siap kenal ktrg...n always recommend citer yg best2 and also.....siap bgtau dvd tuh dh clear ke lum....(I hope I won't into trouble by writing this...huhuuu..)
3. soto kg pasir puteh and the tauhu....nyum...nyum...
4. gulai and tempe and also the rojak from senibung......simply out of this world ok...
5. ngeteh session with the guys after work....kedai mamak a'alam, secret recipe, sedap corner, senibung...etc...this session would also include ngutuk and gossip....hahaha
6. going onboard the vessel every morning for the meetings and learn so many new things about the vessel....
7. waking up as early as 3a.m to pick up hubby at the bus station and be his chauffer throughout his stay in JB....and then send him back at late nights...
8. driving alone from JB to KL and back......in 3 hours...hehehe....don't ask me what was I thinking ok....boring tau drive sorang2...
9. ikan goreng sedap at Rahmat....more sedap when someone is buying....eh...come to think of it....there's always a sponsor...muahahaaa.....
10. late nite chat on the phone with hubby.....weekend hubby and wifey kan....very the rindu one... ;p
11. tauhu bakar...ikan bakar and lai chee kang panas opposite Hyatt Hotel....super duper delicious.....
12. tea session everyday with goreng pisang, tempe goreng, cendawan goreng (sedap giler ok...).....and yes....as usual....sponsored by someone...Alhamdulillah.....burp.....ooopppsss......
13. breakfast session.....roti canai sedap...nasi lemak akak yg cool.....and not forgetting teh tarik......simply out of this world....
14. cruising around during lunch in Lotfi's Honda Odyssey....hehehe....very comfortable....got moon roof somemore ok.....(note: Lotfi is the General Inspector there...)...
15. playing squash with Shamms, import player Haris and sometimes joined by Baharbj and Zaidi Zain....best giler.....sape nk main squash ngn saya boleh la tunggu till next year ye....makcik dh gantung racquet....(note: names mentioned are colleagues from M*SC and FV*B)..

Waaa....can't believe I could actually come up with a list this long.....probably the list might be added later when something pop into my mind.....

Eh...remember our car yg merajuk???It's fine now. Recharging the battery didn't work so in the end we had to replace it. Now it's as good as new...... :)

Lazy Baby...Like the Mother.....

My 3rd monthly appointment this morning. Blood pressure : ok, urine : ok, weight : 58.8kg : ok (yippie..), baby's movement : movement cannot be felt yet....eerrrkkkk..... According to the nurse normally when you reach your 20th week only you will experience it, you'll feel the baby kicking. Especially if it's your first baby, the movement won't be felt that early. Alaaa....a month to go. Baby still comfortably sleeping I guess. Hhmmm....... The last time I scanned, my baby was moving non-stop till it was impossible for the doctor to measure him/her. Doctor said maybe he/she is hungry, "Hey...where's my tea?" hehehehe.... Next week only I will go for a scan. Then can see what the baby is up to inside my tummy.....hehehe....you wait for mommy ok... :)

Got a new craving.....I mengidam tauhu bakar. So, anyone know where I can a good tauhu bakar???Please let me know ya....There's one near my house but lately a different person is selling so it's not that nice anymore. Taste like chewing on a polystyrene...yucks.

Sleepy la today.....zzz...zzz..zzzz........

mental note to self : mlm ni don't forget to watch Desperate Housewives

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Check out this picture. Cool eh...No..it's not my tummy la kan. Got this while blog-hopping. Moi's latest favorite past time. When the time comes, can you actually see the baby's foot?? Hehehe.....Wallahualam....

It's Friday Again.....

Yippie....it's Friday.....Notice that I always like to blog on Fridays even when there's actually nothing much to blog about....hehehe...... Friday is such a nice day, longer lunch hour, tomorrow is Saturday, then it's Sunday. Wonderful. Just absolutely wonderful.

Wondering who's picture I post here? Hehehe...I intend to stare at this picture during my pregnancy period. Hehehe...This guy is the big boss for our client in my previous project. He never came to the shipyard throughout the construction phase. Only came during the ceremony event. I find him very good looking and attractive. So far no luck yet to strike a conversation with him when he comes here for a meeting. NVM....I think it's better this way. I don't wanna take the risk of creating a spark between us. It's gonna be messy. You know...with me happily married....same goes with him.....sigh....hahahaha....perasan giler ok.....(you guys can stop laughing and puking already...I have come to my senses ;p)

To Mr. RH, if in case in the future you ever come across my blog, please know that I mean you no harm. It's just that I think you're just very the good looking ok. Drool...drool..... Please don't sue me. I'm just a human being who appreciates God's creation. Oooo...yeah...and I really think you belong in the movies, not in the oil & gas industry. Cheers.

To all.....happy weekend.....to me....happy tido secukupnyer... :)

My Car & I...

Mood dah ok skit. Well anyway, latest kejadian, battery kereta saya dah kong. It happened on Monday when we were ready to go to work when hubby tried to start the car......slot in the key....turn the key.....eh...no sound of the engine except....ketaakk.....tried again....ketaakkkk....hhhmmm.....I looked at hubby and he looked at me. Both of us grinned.We've been anticipating for this to happen but didn't expect it to happen so soon.....We got out of the car, opened the bonet, check out the battery ala2 mcm expert jer both of us...usik2 skit...then tried to start the car again but to no avail. Hubby, "Kite g keja naik train ajer la arini ye..." in which I replied, "Hehe...ok...jom...". Hopefully by today the battery is ok again, we sent to a workshop to be re-charged yesterday. I didn't know you could that. I thought once it's kapuut....you just get a new one. I kinda miss our car. I think our car merajuk la....You see, ever since the new Honda Civic came out, I haven't stopped admiring that machine. So everytime we come across a Honda Civic on the road, I'll go "Yang...tengok tu kereta org (read: me) ....." or "Oooo...my car...I should be driving that". I went to the extend of asking the quotation for the car ok (I was eyeing the blue model). Haha..knowing quite clearly that we could never afford the car with the salary we're getting now, plus we gotta save extra money every month...with the baby coming along. Hhhmm....take the calculator...did some maths.....wallaaaa....it sure doesn't take a genius eh.... ;p

Conclusion : Lupakan sajer la hasrat murni tu zai for the moment.....at least till a few more years....tsk...tsk....

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Last Friday, as planned went to watch this movie with girlfriends. Hey....Parveen pun ada. Haven't seen Parviano Cobrano (Parv...did I get this one right???) for quite a long time. Miss ya la....n you look great (that was the only reason why I was staring at you the whole evening ok...no other reason). Yours truly beria makan popcorn yg dipegang oleh Puteri Roselyn.....tp tk abiskan pun last2. Hehehe.....

My Super Ex-Girlfriend was fun and funny in a weird fun way. Get wat I mean??? Pegi la tengok to those yg lum tgk....Check out Uma Thurman's outfit at the end of the movie...yes...the green one....boy does she look hot or extremely hot or wat...hehehe....

Next movies I wanna watch :

1. The Devil Wears Prada (Put....jom...)
2. Heart (Ha...Loth....biler?)

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Happy Birthdday to you............

Happy Birthday to you........

Happy Birthday to Nolin.......

Happy Birthday to you....

Hope you have a wonderful one dear.... :)

What A Beautiful Day............Not......

WTF............I am so pissed at the moment. At the office you have your own cubicle whereby you claim as your own territory, your own workstation. I don't understand why some...no wait all of these people fail to get that into their minds. You see, when they (read: so-called engineers) want to talk to my colleague sitting behind me, they'll come straight to my cubicle and stand behind me...yes....behind me, so that they could lean against the partition and talk to my colleague. WTF.....hello......if you wanna talk to him, talk at his cubicle la...within his cubicle territory. Not mine or better still go to the meeting table la. Dah la yg dtg tu sume badan tk la slim2...boleh tahan la. So they tend to push my chair and forced me to get closer to the desk. IDIOTS!!!!!!!!! Kang if I say something.....cakap I ni byk songeh la itu la....but be considerate la. Even after I put a big box behind me left by one of the junior engineer so that they won't do that anymore........they still make the effort to squeeze their BIG ASS in and push me. Huhhh.....Blaja tinggi2 but failed to think. They have no respect towards people's privacy!!!

note: this post does not intend to hurt anyone's feelings but I do hope the concerned individual would someday read this!!!! and know that whenever they do that, I hate them even more. Hehe...marah betul saya arini.

It's Friday............yippieeee............

Thank God it's Friday........looking forward to a quiet weekend with my housemate cum roomate cum bestfriend. No plans yet coz I know I'll end up in front of the TV sinking on the sofa.......zzz..zzz..zzzz.........

Have a nice weekend ya all.... :)

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Off to watch a movie after work today with girlfriends....yippie.....haven't done this for........hhhhmmmm...a very long time sehhhh.....can't even remember when was the last time I watched a movie with the girls. Can't wait....ooo...the movie that we're gonna watch...it's My Super X Gf ...

Couldn't Think of an Appropriate Title.....

Apart from the fact that I just threw up my breakfast consisting of nasi lemak and teh tarik....everything seems normal today in the office. My boss is not around, my favorite mentor is also not around. The whole construction team is not around except for me and another engineer. Sigh....Let's see....what happened to me last few days.....

Last weekend was spent at my in-law's place. It was not as bad as I always imagine in fact it was quite ok. MIL cooked laksa johor....nyum...nyum....urs truly did her part in preparing all the ingredients and toppings. Aduhhh...sakit pinggang duk lame2 on the floor. Guess when ur part of the family, you just have to do ur bits ha.

Before heading to Selayang that Saturday, hubby and I went to Jln TAR. Hubby needed a haircut and I wanted to get a copy of Al-Quran with the translation. After that decided to browse thru the pasar malam, I've been having this 'keinginan' to eat the soft and crispy apam balik. We went back and forth to look for it but couldn't find any stall selling them. Sheeessshhhh.....Headed straight to Selayang.....made a detour to Pasar Selayang.....yeayyyy....found apam balik. Didn't wait another second.....ate them in the car and made a mess when all the blended peanuts in the apam balik came out and fell all over on the seat and everywhere at the front seat of the car. Hubby gave that look, where if you could interpret it, it would say "Baru jer vacuum keta aritu.....dh bersepah balik". Hehehe...sorry dear. Kan dh lame saya mengidam apam balik yg rangup lagi sedap ini. :)

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This is something that came in the inbox. Just wanted to share them....

An old American Muslim lived on a farm in the
mountains of eastern Kentucky with his young grandson.
Each morning Grandpa was up early sitting at the
kitchen table reading his Quran.
His grandson wanted to be just like him and tried to
imitate him in every way he could.
One day the grandson asked, "Grandpa, I try to read
the Quran just like you but I don't understand it,
and what I do understand I forget as soon as I close
the book.What good does reading the Quran do?"
The Grandfather quietly turned from putting coal in
the stove and replied, "Take this coal basket down to
the river and bring me back a basket of water."
The boy did as he was told, but all the water leaked
out before he got back to the house. The grandfather
laughed and said, "You'll have to move a little faster
next time," and sent him back to the river with the
basket to try again.
This time the boy ran faster, but again the basket was
empty before he returned home. Out of breath, he told
his grandfather that it was impossible to carry
water in a basket, and he went to get a bucket
instead.
The old man said, "I don't want a bucket of water; I
want a basket of water. You're just not trying hard
enough," and he went out the door to watch the boy try
again.
At this point, the boy knew it was impossible, but he
wanted to show his grandfather that even if he ran as
fast as he could, the water would leak out before he
got back to the house.
The boy again dipped the basket into river and ran
hard, but when he reached his grandfather the basket
was again empty.
Out of breath, he said, "See Grandpa, it's useless!"
"So you think it is useless?" The old man said, "Look
at the basket."
The boy looked at the basket and for the first time
realized that the basket was different. It had been
transformed from a dirty old coal basket and was now
clean, inside and out.
"Son, that's what happens when you read the Quran.
You might not understand or remember everything, but
when you read it, you will be changed, inside and out.
That is the work of Allah in our lives."

note to myself: Remember all the Surah2 that you were advised to read.....pls...pls.....read them.

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Hey...take a look at this...

How your baby's growing: At around 4 inches long, crown to rump, your baby now weighs about 2 1/2 ounces. He's busy inhaling and exhaling amniotic fluid, which will help develop the air sacs in his lungs. His legs are growing longer than his arms now, and he can move all his joints and limbs. That means his hands are more functional, too. Sweat glands are appearing, and although his eyelids are fused shut, he can sense light. If you shine a flashlight at your tummy, he's likely to move away from the beam. There's not much for your baby to taste at this point, but his taste buds are beginning to form. And if you have an ultrasound, you may be able to find out whether your baby's a boy or girl! (Don't be disappointed if it remains a mystery, though. Nailing down the gender depends somewhat on how clear the picture is and the position of your baby during the ultrasound; he may be curled or turned in such a way as to keep you in suspense.)
• Note: Experts say every baby develops differently — even in the womb. This developmental information is designed to give you a general idea of how your baby is growing.How your life's changing: You've probably gained about 5 pounds by now. If it's a little more or less, don't worry too much. Every woman gains weight at a different rate. While you're well into the swing of being pregnant, you may still be surprised by an unexpected symptom now and then. If your nose is stuffed up, for example, you can probably chalk it up to your pregnancy. That's because increased estrogen can cause swelling in the mucous membranes and possibly the production of more mucus. Your blood volume is increasing, too, which causes your blood vessels to expand, including those in your nose. (You may get occasional nosebleeds as a result.) And because pregnancy alters your immune system and makes you more susceptible to certain infections, it might just be that you have a cold or allergies. In any case, make sure you stay away from irritants, like cigarette smoke, aerosols, and alcohol. To soothe your nostrils, use a humidifier or vaporizer at night, and drink plenty of fluids. You can also try over-the-counter saline drops or a buffered saline nasal spray. (If you're truly miserable, ask your doctor or midwife if it's okay to take decongestant medication.)Don't worry if you and your partner are feeling a little stressed out these days. Many pregnant couples worry about the baby's health and how they'll cope as new parents. But with minimal physical discomfort and renewed energy, this is also a wonderful trimester for most women, so try to enjoy it!

note to myself: org kate at 3 months it's still an early stage of pregnancy and eventhough when you reach ur 2nd trimester, still anything can happen. Semuanyer ketentuan Allah S.W.T. I pray everything will go smoothly and safely. Ameen.

The Goodbye......

Left-Right : moi,roselyn,nique,nell,zuree,tungkai,huda & loady

Last Tuesday nite hubby and I and some friends were at the KLIA airport to send off one of our bestest friend. Nique is gonna further her studies in the UK and won't be back till.....next year? Though all of us are in Kl but we hardly see each other so it was great to see my friends. While waiting for Nique's flight we hanged out at McD, ate, chatted and laughing all the way. It sure was fun. Surprisingly Eddrie came straight from Johor, so we have a representative from the Kemamang clans hehehe.

When it was time for Nique to go everybody said their goodbyes, there were hugs and tears (not so much tears...control2.... ;p). To Nique....blaja rajin2 .......have loads of fun.....and don't forget to send us updates, pictures & not forgetting pressies....hehehe....Kalau ada rezeki Insya Allah I'll come and visit you, when? don't know yet la....(note to myself : must save money!!!)

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Alhamdulillah...just had my lunch. But still I feel empty. My stomach is bloated and my throat feels weird. Yucks.....hate that. Can't wait to go back and sleep.....yes....that's all I do nowadays. Being pregnant is sure not easy for me. But I'm enjoying the attention I'm getting. Hehehe...attention seeker. Remember in my previous blog I mentioned that my tummy is still not visibly bulging...well guess what. Someone actually said that it's beginning to show. Haha...Somehow that makes me extremely happy and elated. At least now slowly not only I feel pregnant, I also look like I'm pregnant. Woohoooo.....I think I'm gonna treat myslef to something nice over the weekend.....Hhmmmm.....will have to think of one. Now suddenly I have this sudden urge to eat pancakes with maple syrup.......nyum....nyum.....Shall I go get them after work? Yes....yes...yes...... :)

Have a nice weekend to all............

Arrrgggghhhhh.................

I gotta admit ever since I'm back in KL I've been very clueless bout the things around me in the office. Not that I'm being ignorant or anything, it's just I don't see what the fuss is all about. Well anyway that's not the story I wanna post here. This morning we had a vendor, EPC provider giving us a presentation on their capabilities. Of course it's a well known company and have been around for quite sometime. Obviosly I'm not blabbing bout them. It's just that it annoys me so much when some people ask questions just for the sake of asking one. U get what I mean??? I don't know what the intentions are though but....please....save it. Are you trying to show off in front of us that you know everything about the product? Well maybe you've succeeded in giving that pathetic impression to the University trainees....but hey.....FYI...you're making a fool of yourself in front of the vendor. Every time this person I'm talking about open that big mouth, I can't help myself but try to look somewhere else or pretend I wasn't listening. To make things worse, this person keeps on asking the same question when the vendor has already answered them in the first place only in a different manner. This shows how limited his command of the international language is that when the mat salleh(vendor) construct his sentence slightly different from what to be expected from the question.....this person just didn't get it......I'm not saying that my command of the language is excellent....but hey.....you're working for a so-called international shipping company..for Gods sake......please....oooo...please stop embarassing yourself much further and go find a tutor or buy some books.....whoooaaaa....am I being too harsh....hahaha....had to let off some steam.....feel better now. Not that I'm in a bad mood or anything.I just had to speak my mind out ;)

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On a different note:

May be going to the airport tonight to send a good friend of mine off. She's going to further her studies in UK and we won't see her for another one and half year.Hhhmmm....unless....wink..wink.....I go and visit her over there. That's something to think about. I guess I could save up some money. We'll see about that. Only last week another friend just started a new job with Sc*********r and is now on a BIG ship in Abu Dhabi. Hope she's having fun over there. Sigh.....it's not gonna be the same after this. I guess when the time comes you just gotta do what u gotta do. Explore the world...take all the opportunities that come your way....take the risks and live life to the fullest. As for me, I am living my life to the fullest. With the baby coming along soon Insya Allah. I'm very much happy with my life.....Thank you God.....I couldn't ask for more.

Guess Who Is Expecting.......

Ladies & Gentlemen....urs truly is now 14 weeks into pregnancy. I don't look like I'm pregnant though coz my tummy is still not visible but I sure do vommit a lot and my stomach gets bloated all the time, and if I dont' eat on time and frequently, I'll get gastric. Whoaa.....all that in one. So not overwhelming. All in all I'm so excited with all this and am blessed and thankful to the Almighty for this gift. Though I've already ventured into my 2nd trimester but I still don't really have the appetite to eat. Hopefully this will past and I will get back my appetite. The last thing I want is to lose weight. Not good coz it might affect the baby's growth inside mommy's tummy. Hubby has been very helpful and supportive. He's all excited about the baby that he talks to my tummy every nite....hehehe...Love it when he does that. Since I'm not strong enough to do the chores at home, hubby now takes over the responsibilities. Thank you dear.....hubby cooks...cleans....sweeps....washes...etc....Hhhmmmm.....what more can I ask? :)

Should I.....Should I not.....????

I don't really like to write but I do enjoy reading. Lately, since I have quite a lot of free time, I've been blog-hopping everyday and find myself tempted to start a new blog. So here goes nothing....I think I'm a boring person ;) so please don't expect much...hehehe....