The Day That I Cried....

because I was just too happy.

Haziq is in Ipoh with his GrandMa, GrandPa & Pak Chu at the moment. And this conversation took place this morning when I called my Mom.

My Mom said "This morning mase Subuh, Haziq dah bangun. Mama tengah baring atas katil after sembahyang. You know what your son did??" I said "What...what???" Mama laughed "Haziq sembahyang...dia angkat tangan and said Allahuakhbar (wahuakbar...is actually his pelat version)...pastu dia rukuk and then dia sujud and terus meniarap". "Serious Ma???" "Iyeee....serious. Alhamdulillah...dah macam-macam dah dia tau"

And now at work, I'm trying to imagine Haziq doing all those things. Cute. Can't wait to see it for myself.

And I'm smilling...I don't know why but smilling ear-to-ear. haha...

Deadlock?????

I must share this with you all...enjoy.

Deadlock

Boss said to secretary: For a week we will go abroad, so make arrangement.

Secretary make call to Husband: For a week my boss and I will be going abroad, you look after yourself.

Husband make call to secret lover: My wife is going abroad for a week, so lets spend the week together.

Secret lover make call to small boy whom she is giving private tuition: I have work for a week, so you neednot come for class.

Small boy make call to his grandfather: Grandpa, for a week I don't have class 'coz my teacher is busy. Lets spend the week together.

Grandpa(the 1st boss ;) ) make call to his secretary: This week I am spending my time with my grandson. We cannot attend that meeting.

Secretary make call to her husband: This week my boss has some work, we cancelled our trip.

Husband make call to secret lover: We cannot spend this week together, my wife has cancelled her trip.

Secret lover make call to small boy whom she is giving private tuition: This week we will have class as usual.

Small boy make call to his grandfather: Grandpa, my teacher said this week I have to attend class. Sorry Ican't give you company.

Grandpa make call to his secretary: Don't worry this week we will attend that meeting, so make arrangement

I wonder it's gonna stop hehe...

The Day That I Miss.....

my other half.

Ever since I'm away, my mood is like a rollercoaster. Sometimes I'm ok, all jovial and laughing but in split second I can turn into a miserable person.

Today is one of the day when my mood suddenly took a 360 turn...

It's the day that it finally dawned to me....I miss my other half. I really do. Not that I don't miss him at all before this but I guess I just didn't want to layan my miss-him-so-much mood. Though we talk to each other everyday...webcam almost everyday but it's still not the same. I miss talking to my bestfriend. My life partner. He misses me too he said.

:(

The One That Does Not Look Happy....

I kidnapped this picture from Puteri Roselyn's facebook hehe...coz I never had this picture. Thanks Put. Haziq was probably about 5 or maybe 6 months when this was taken. Still such a small baby. You can see that I put a small pillow underneath his head so that he will be more comfy.

I think we took him with us to buy beads for our baju kurungs hehe...He doesn't look like he's happy kan kan.....Look at those cheek....eeerrrgggg...geramnyer saya.

You wait Haziq....when Ibu comes back....first thing I wanna do is gigit your pipi ok hehehe. So don't lose ur baby fat yet ok.... :p

Melancholic?

I'M HOMESICK

p/s: Week 3, 9 weeks to go....sucks...

London Trip

I went to London two weeks back with colleagues. My first impression of London when I got there was.....hhhhhmmmm....dirty. hehe. Seriously. I wanted to write down the chronology of the weekend but being me, I'm just lazy to do so plus I can't really remember them anymore....dduuhhh...So I will just enlighten you guys with some of the pictures we took there ok. :)









Places that we went were

1. Madamme Tussauds
2. London Eye
3. St Paul's Cathedral
4. London Bridge
5. Camden Town
6. Oxford Street (shopping bebeh hehe)
7. Trafalgar Square
8. National Gallery
9. Buckingham Palace

I think there's more but I can't remember hehe (inilah akibatnyer biler tunggu lame sangat baru nak update blog hehe). Anyway, I had fun. But a bit frustrated didn't manage to go to Harrods, not that I'm gonna buy anything there but still. Nevermind...who knows I might go again later in the future haha. I think we were lucky nothing bad happened throughout the journey. Another colleague who just came back from London with his family was not that lucky. He lost his wallet and his son's passport while in a packed bus. Pity him. Sigh. Actually, come to think of it, London reminds me very much of KL. A lot of foreigners. When you take the tube, chances are the person next to you is also holding a printed map-google of places they wanna go hehe.

So that was it. My weekend in London.

Tooddles peep. Gotta do some work and complete my timesheet aarrggghhh...

Missing Them

I love this picture. Haziq is really smilling for the camera you can see it in his eyes kan..kan

Few hours before I board the flight to Amsterdam

Haziq is 15 months today. I asked Hubby what has he been teaching him. Hubby said "Macam2 laa..." sigh...MEN....Then I asked somemore "Haziq dah pandai ape??" Hubby said "A lot..." aarrrgghhhh. I asked him to list down. "Alaaaa...tak ingat la. Nanti kalau ingat orang citer ok". That's the end of the conversation, I kid you not. (untuk menyedapkan hati saya yang sememangnyer tak sedap ini, saya berkata pada diri sendiri, tidak mengapa la, nanti dia dah ingat dia citer la)

To Haziq,

Happy 15th Month birthday. I'm sending you something but I think it will probably get to you next week, I hope. Just remember that I love you lots always and this is just temporary sayang. Muaaaahhhhssssss.....oooo and I miss you soooooooooo much :)

p/s: Hubby...I know you'll be reading this....so...I miss you too la...uhukkk

Happy Mother's Day

in advance to all mommy bloggers.....

This is a classic from Dato' Shake....love it...(brought tears to my eyes....cheh...very emosional hehe)


Umi… ku tahu engkau derita
Hidup… dalam duka sengsara
Namun… diiringi doa
Agar kau bahagia

Umi… ku sunting kuntum melati
Harum… sewangi kasih suci
Umi… ku bawa penawar
Hapuskan derita

Apalah ertinya kehadiran ku di sisimu
Andai ku tak daya membuat kau gembira

Umi… ku petik bintang bintang
Menyinar… cahaya hidup mu

Umi… dekatlah wajahku
Yang selalu rindu

Ku tak relakan kau mederita selamanya
Biarlah aku yang menanggung derita mu

Ohhh…

Umi… ku ingin kau menyaksikan
Sinar… yang ku cipta untuk mu
Umi… berikan senyuman
Agar kau bahgia
Umi… Umi cinta padamu

Have a nice weekend babes....

Prayer Time

...in Sandefjord, Norway



Thursday



Suboh 2.38 a.m

Dhuhr 1.16 p.m

Asr 6.69 p.m

Magrib 9.43 p.m

Isya 11.44 p.m





As you can see, you could probably guess which prayer time I sometimes termiss secara tak sengaja....hehe....Dear God....honestly...I didn't mean it. I tried my best to wake up but sometimes....eerrrmmmm....I promise I will try harder...promise.



FYI, here 10p.m is like senja back in Malaysia....sometimes I seriously am not aware of the time especialy if I decide to be a couch potato hehe (not that there's anything interesting on TV pun). And at 5a.m you would think it's already 8a.m. See how confusing it is for me.



On a totally different note, what are you guys getting for your moms this Mother's Day??? I wish I could take her out for dinner or something but since I'm so blaaarrdddyyy faraway, I sent her a bouquet of roses. I asked them to send it tomorrow coz I tak mo tunggu lame2 hehe...sexcited.



.....which reminds me....this is my second time celebrating Mother's day as a mother...uiiissshhhh...cool eh. Too bad can't spend it with Haziq. Never mind. I'll make it up to him when I come back in about 10 weeks time huhu. I'm sure he'd understand. That boy of mine is big now :)



Webcammed with my two men just now. I asked Hubby to position his lappy facing the living room so that I can see Haziq watching TV, playing with his toys, bugging Hubby, going around here and there. He just never stop. Tak penat ke sayang??? After two weeks I think Haziq has grown taller. Well at least I think he has hehe..seeing from the webcam. Hubby said just now "Anak awak ni kelakar la macam awak..." hehe. Never in our 6 years of knowing each other Hubby said that to me. Issshhh...terharu. haha. At this moment I don't see both of them in the webcam anymore. Guess Hubby is tucking Haziq to sleep....Sleep tight my precious...don't let the bed bug bite....(hehe so poyo kan)



Anyways, I've asked Hubby so manytimes...how is he coping with everything?Is everything ok?penat? Hubby said everything is ok.Don't worry. Sigh. I feel bad making him do all the things which all this while I've been doing. In a way I guess it's good practice for him kot hehe. I think both of them are doing fine which is fine with me but at the same time I don't feel so good about it. Hhhmmm...adakah saya jeles???memandangkan Haziq sekarang sangat rapat dengan Ayah dia??? boleh jadi juga. Sigh.....BUT I've decided to take everything positively. :)

I'm sure Haziq still loves me more than his Ayah muahahahaha :p

Heelllleeewwwwwwww.........

Hi peeps....ape citer?? hehe...

I have so many things to write in this space of mine but so little...mood to do so. Just got back from London.Spent the weekend there and explored London like there's no tomorrow hehe...will blog about my trip in another post la...kay... (tapi kan no matter where I go...I don't really enjoy myself that much....it's probably coz I'm alone and my family is not with me...normal la agaknyer kan)

This morning while having my breakfast I suddenly broke down and cried....I miss Haziq soooooooo much I just couldn't contain myself anymore. I called my mom and cried to her on the phone. I've been holding my tears this past week but this morning I let it out. So you can imagine how my face looks like when I come to work this morning. I look like S**T. And as I am writing this....there's already tears in my eyes....damn it. Friends and family have been very supportive in giving me strength to go on Thank you very much....I appreciate it. But sometimes.....oooo sometimes....I just wanna take the next plane back to KL. And then find myself a new job hehe....Was just talking to Parviano on YM. She's also faraway from home. She's in Mauritania. Heh...No clue where that is until I map-googled just now....it's not that far actually from Norway.....hhhmmm....ok Parv...if I can get cheap flight tickets I'll go and visit you okay.... :)

On a different note, saje nak citer gak..after one week plus here I've lost a kilo...hehe...imagine 12 weeks here...imagine....hahaha...okay....this is so not important but I have nothing to blog anymore actually. I don't want to bore you peeps with my homesick+miss+family bla ...bla stories....after all the world does not revolve around me only right...so tak mo la selfish sangat....cukup la dengan orang2 begini yang saya sedia kenal.

Nanti citer lagi la....tooddles peeps....

10 Things That Makes Me Go Ggggggrrrrr

was tagged by fabmama...here's for you bebeh...


1. when Haziq refuse to sit in his stroller instead he wants to push it himself......gggrrrr


2. when I've already turn off the lights...Haziq is already in bed with his milk....the moment he finishes his milk.....he gets down the bed and run to his Ayah in the living room and leave me behind.....(mind you...he is already sleepy but saje je tahan mata.....aarrgghhh)....gggrrrrrr

3. when he just won't let me do any housework but demands me to carry him or just play with him.....ggggrrrrr

4. when he refuse to get out of the bathroom even after I've let him play with water for quite sometime....gggrrrrr...

5. when he just refuse to sit down for 2 seconds so that I can read him a book...gggrrrr

6. when I find him standing on the sofa, when he sees me coming towards him he will try to runaway from me....gggrrrrr.... jatuh karang la Haziq

7. when my mom called and I put the phone on speaker so that Haziq can talk to her, Haziq just freeze, 2 seconds ago he was babbling to his hearts content....gggrrr

8. when he can see the smallest habuk/particles on the floor and pick them up even after I've swept the floor....ggggrrrr.....how i come I can't see them but he can.....

9. when he decides to rearrange back all my plastic containers to his liking after I've spent sometime arranging them nicely....gggrrrrr

10. like fabmama....when he does all the above and many more to mention here and I still find him comeyyyyyy....sigh....


Yang di tag adalah:

all...all of you mommy-blogger ok....buat tau....I want to read :p