Its No Fun If

...your family is not with you. kan kan...

Peeps...am away from my family at the moment booohoooo. TheCompany decided to send me on a job assignment in Norway (Sandefjord to be exact) for whole 3 months. Waaaaaa......nangis tak berlagu saya. I've been here since Sunday and I feel like its been ages. I'm not sure whether I can survive this 3 months or not sigh....I miss Haziq and Hubby terribly. I miss my parents and siblings and friends. I do....I do. If given a choice I wouldn't wanna be here but......

I don't want to go on in my sad mode so let me feast you with some pictures taken when I was in Amsterdam City. Had to wait 8 hours before my flight to Sandefjord so I decided to take the train and explore the city. Actually I didn't really do much explore pun coz tk best la jalan sorang2 hehe...but I did hop on the canal cruise. It was nice and worth the money. I think Amsterdam is a nice place to visit. Wish I had the chance to see more tulips though.

Hotel Ibis...at first thot it was Iblis hehe

Moi....at the back is the Amsterdam city station

Cute house along the canal

Buildings in Amsterdam. Maybe you cant see in the picture but houses in Amsterdam will have a beam winch on the top so that they can bring up big items up coz they have very narrow stairs...cool eh

temperature outside my room.....sejuk laaaa

Guess that's all for now. Nanti biler dah ada more pictures I will update u peeps ok. Have to contineu with work now. Take care..

p/s: tadi webcam with hubby and Haziq.....hehe...Haziq type some words or rather sentence for me.....pandai dia...hahaha. I miss that little cheeky boy. I miss his Ayah too....Both of them are asleep now. Hubby will wake up later coz he wants to watch football....sigh....again...I MISS MY MEN.....

Lapar

The other day I asked Haziq "Haziq lapar tak? You wanna eat?" to which Haziq replied "Papar.." hehe...memang dia lapar. Isshh...isshh..pelat si kecik ni.Its okay dear, we'll work on that and other vocabs. ;)

Check out the pictures below. I find it sooo cute especialy the last pix. hihiii

My Saturday & Sunday....

was spent with good company....

Saturday morning we had breakfast session with the bardaques....Parviano is in town..hehe miss you bebeh

hey i want the camera pliissshhh

Auntie Nique & Auntie Parv

Aunty Olyn.....what are you eating???

after all these years...we never aged kan darques...hiihiii

aiseehhh Haziq....what happened to your other shoe??huhu

It was nice to meet up with the girls. Catching up on latest gossips and all hehe....we must do this again sometime soon okay....

Sunday

We went to Starz Studio in Sogo to register Haziq for the Talent Casting. Who knows...hehe...they might just call us up. Surprisingly, Haziq was very cooperative when his pictures were taken. He stood still and smiled. So unlike him so I guess he knew it was for a talent casting...heh.Anyways, we got free 1 hour to let Haziq play at the in-door playground. Pictures below...

do we look alike?

posing before main

banyaknyer bola

Ayah & Haziq

Haziq went down the slide like a pro

Why can't we have one of these at home??

Architect in the making???hihii

I think Haziq had a lot of fun there. So did Hubby & I. We have another 1 hour free. Hhhhmmmm....can't wait to bring Haziq there again. Ooooo...when we wanted to leave we bumped into Aidan and his Mommy. What do ya say??? I didn't notice Aidan's Mommy at first but did recognised the handsome Aidan. It was nice to finally meet both of ya....and may I say....Aidan is soooo well behaved his stroller. Haziq...he only wants to push the stroller now *slap forehead*.

We spent the rest of the day at home lazing around...which I like very much. I neglected my house chores for a while to play with Haziq hehehe....

Hope you guys had a splendid weekend ;)

Dear AlMighty...

...please....please give me the strength to go through all this....


Yours Truly,
zai

14 months

Haziq turned 14 months last Sunday. Heh...I forgot to update on his development. So many things to write about...so little time.... ;)

Cheeky la that little boy of mine. Makes me want to gigit all over all the time. Been wanting to capture him on video while he does his dancing. Nanti la. Asyik terlupe jer coz syiiookk tengok dia menari hehe.

Later peeps.

Countdown....

11 days....and the clock is ticking..

I love.....

...making lists.

I have a list of lists that I have (ok..does that make any sense to you?)
Let's check them out:

1) list of housechores I need to do/or pending hehe
2) list of errands that is screaming for my attention
3) list of things(toys/books etc) I wanna get for Haziq
4) list of things I wish I have (so that i will buy them later when moolah is enough hihi)
5) list of stuff I wanna get for hubby
6) list of all my username & passwords for all my internet activities
7) list of places I would want to go with family
8) list of bills that needs to be paid every month sigh
9) list of stuff we need to get for our new place later
10) list of IKEA item yang I soooo badly want...


hhhhmmm...that's it for now. me and my lists. Anyone out there who has the same/almost the same habit like me...do let me know. Just to ensure there's nothing wrong with me hehehe

Have a productive week ahead peeps :)

Haziq & Iman's Birthday Party

*This is a way way I mean way over due post*

We had Haziq and his cousin Iman's birthday party last 22/03/08 at MIL's place in Selayang. Thank you all for coming. It was a simple party that I managed to organize with the help of Hubby of course and ILs. I let the pictures do the talking la okay...


Haziq surrounded by his Godmothers...eh..there's me too in there...hehe


Happy Birthday Haziq & Iman (Iman is a month older than Haziq)


First time meeting Anis@Areya's Mommy...thanks for coming babe :)


What are we waiting for?Let's open them all...


Beria betul Aunty Nique ye hihiii...(ooo can you see the party packs I prepared ;p)


OK let's see...how do I play with this thing....


Cute kan the birthday boy badge


Do I look like a junior zorro to ya all???

Overall Alhamdulillah everything went well. Actually it rained heavily that evening so we had more guests coming a bit later. Haziq behaved well except a bit cranky coz not enough of sleep. He didnt want to sleep at all earlier in the morning so I had to make Hubby bring him along to collect the cake. He napped for about an hour in the car. We didnt snap lots of pictures coz the photographer aka Hubby sibuk layan guests hehe. Nvm. Hope Haziq and Iman had fun. That night haziq slept late playing with his cousins. He was already sleepy but refuse to budge in, he'd rather just sit and play since he's too tired to run around haha. I had fun that day. maybe next year we'll do it again...just maybe :)

What A Funny Week

yup...it has been.

First the call from my x-boss on Tuesday regarding a job at his place and then this. A meeting with my current boss. Too early to say anything. I'm praying everything will be okay. I'll spill the beans when something concrete is given to me okay... :)

I leave you with my fav part of my fav song from Dewa, Mistikus Cinta. (dedicated to Haziq's Ayah...muahhhhssss)


Ketika kamu aku, melebur menjadi satu
Dan hanya waktu yang mungkin bisa
Memahami apa yang terjadi

Apa yang sedang kurasa … apa yang sedang kau rasa
Adalah cinta yang tak bisa
Dijelaskan dengan kata-kata


Tooddles... :)

What Do You Do On A Friday Morning in the Office.....

.........buat tag la ape lagi. So Nique....I'm doing this for you bebeh... ;)


FAVORITE BREAKFAST IS: nasi lemak...yes...not healthy...but not to worry I've lessen it to only two times a week hihi

THE MOVIE I’VE WATCHED MOST NUMBER OF: My Bestfriend's Wedding....cliche...yup alrite..

LEAST FAVORITE SUBJECT IN SCHOOL: Geography....

SPEND MY LEISURE TIME: with precious Haziq and his Ayah and breakfast session with the bardaques

WORST SMELL? Haziq's poo poo???? wakakak....no la

IF I COULD HAVE ANY CAR IN THE WORLD, WHAT WOULD IT BE? BMW325i/Peugeot 407/Audi A4/Mazda 6....there's more actually...hehe

FAVORITE HOUSEHOLD CHORE? ? sidai baju2 Haziq...comel2

WHEN I WAS A KID I DREAMT OF BECOMING A: a Prime Minister...I kid you not...

FAVORITE COLOR/s?: Black

FAVORITE PERFORMER(S)? Dewa (sama la Nique)

IF I COULD REPEAT COLLEGE, I’D TAKE: Architecture (betul ke spelling ni)

THREE THINGS I CAN’T FORGET BEFORE GOING TO OFFICE? 1)Make sure all Haziq's stuff are already in his bag 2) Kiss & hug Haziq 3)Salam & cium tangan Hubby

FIRST THING I’LL BUY WITH MY FIRST SALARY: can't remember la...looooong time ago ;p

I’D LIKE TO BE REMEMBERED AS: a good daughter, wifey, mother and friend

IF A BOOK WAS MADE INTO A MOVIE, WOULD YOU STILL BOTHER TO READ THE BOOK? it depends.....

SPECIALTY IN COOKING? aiyyyooo tough one coz I don' cook much hehe but Hubby said my masak lemak cili apo udang sedap...does that count? ;p

PRESENT CRUSH(ES)? hahaha....Haziq??

FAVORITE HANG-OUT? don't hangout that much nowadays but old town white coffee would be the place I usually meet up with the bardaques (read:so far its nik and olyn heheh)

BEST PLACE TO SHOP? ha?shop???shop for what??toddler's clothes?diapers?

DO YOU LIKE TO WATCH PLAYS? yes

FAVORITE PLACE IN YOUR HOUSE? our room

BEST GIFT YOU’VE RECEIVED? hhhhhmmmmm....ape ek

WEIRDEST GIFT YOU’VE RECEIVED? tkd kot

GIFT THAT YOU WANT TO RECEIVE AS OF THIS MOMENT? A Nikon D80...yummmyyyyylicious ;)

YAHOO OR HOTMAIL: yahoo

LEFT OR RIGHT: left

BLACK OR WHITE: black

BLACK OR BLUE PEN: Blue

SANDALS OR SHOES: Shoes

COLGATE OR HAPPEE: colgate

CHOPSTICKS OR SPOON AND FORK? chopstick

ROBOCOP OR RAMBO: robocop

JOLLIBEE OR McD: McD..

COKE OR PEPSI: COKE

LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO: Hubby

LAST PERSON WHO TEXTED YOU: Kak Sham my x-colleague

LAST PERSON WHO MADE YOU LAUGH: Haziq...this morning with his funny character wakaka

LAST TIME I CRIED: Last night when I thought of what my boss just told me earlier and the things to expect after that sigh....

YOU SEE ME ALWAYS DRINKING: Neslo...addicted la plak


Sesape nak wat tag ni sile la ek ;)

Happy weekend peeps...

What The.............

This morning at 1.25 a.m I received a text message that says this (verbatimly from the text, I kid you not):

Ila tak akan kawan dengan orang lain lelaki semua same nak name belagak puaskan nabsu meninas kaim yg lemah tangung jawap tak ada be lagak macam semua buleh buat tapi meminas ila mati lebih baik daripada dizalimi semua penipu ingit ila ni ape nak diarah kesane kemari

Uuuikkk...pe hal la plak kan. I guess this girl must be so angry with whoever the guy is but she accidently texted it to me. Should I let her know that her message did not get a crossed or should I just ignore it? Pity her she may never know the message never got to the intended person (you bad...bad person...lucky I don't know you ok!!!!).And the intended person never know what's on this girl's mind.


What's happening to this world of ours.....

Haziq, GrandMa & GrandPa

Haziq's babysitter, Kak Ani and her hubby went back to their hometown for a week.

So.....Haziq is put in good care of urs truly's parents. They're at home now. It's their 3rd day together. So far Mama said Haziq has been good. But then again Mama really adores her first grandson hehe.

Anyways....there is this one thing that I noticed about Haziq. Mama notices it too. He behaves well when with other people but starts to mengada ngada when I'm around. Errrrkkkk.....Mama would report to me of the things that they did the whole day and how Haziq behaved. To my surprise Haziq listens well to his GrandMa & GrandPa. He even sat quietly on Mama's lap while Mama tumbuk bawang...uiiikkk....that can never happen with me trying to tumbuk some bawang. It got me to think that maybe I'm not firm/stern enough with Haziq. Maybe my way of reasoning out to him is not correct. Or could it be natural for a toddler his age to mengada with his Ibu coz he knows its his Ibu but listens well to others???How la? Where did I go wrong?? Should I do something about this????

Haziq also knows how to merajuk now. Like yesterday, when we got back from work, the moment he saw us at the door he quickly put away his toys and come running to us. First to me and then to his Ayah. He was clinging and started to babble. Probably he was telling us how his day went. We listened to him and question him and he answered back (in his own language of course) and then he continue playing with his toys. He ignored us. I'm not sure what but later something upset him and I tried to comfort him.....guess what....he refused me...uiikkk...he instead went to his GrandMa....huhu. I tried again to take him from Mama,again he refused and shooked his head. Eh??? OK fine I said. (merajuk skit dah). Mama said probably it's his way of telling me that he merajuk with for leaving him for work the whole day. Yeah....probably. I guess.

However.....come his bedtime, his GrandMa wanted to put him to bed..........he came running to me holding out his hand asking me to pick him up with one of the hands holding his milk bottle...isskk...isskkk...terharu. Ingat jugak dia kan Ibu dia.Ingat tadi tak mau dah huhu...

I wonder how's his reaction later this evening when we get home. Can't wait to hug that little boy and smell his masamness hehe ;)


Later peeps....

I'm At Work

.........but my mind is wandering.....can't wait to get home and play with my precious.

wouldn't it be fantastic if I can at least earn how much I'm earning now (more better!!) but I only need to spend half a day at work and the rest I can go back to being a mom to Haziq at home. It doesn't hurt to wish right. Who knows I might get lucky kan...kan....

eh...wait...if I become a teacher I only need to work half day jer kan...not sure about the salary though. Hhhhmmmmm.....

ok...I don't know where this entry is going....so better go back to work hehe.

tooddles peeps... ;)

I owe

.....this blog a post on Haziq's not so recent small birthday party.


promise...promise will put up the post by this week.



p/s: Haziq....so sorry dear, Ibu have been pretty occupied with life lately...but I love you so much still....muaaahhhsssss ;)