Life Is Funny.........????

Life is funny don't you think.

God works in the most funny ways sometimes. How he plans for you and your family, your friends, your career. You may not understand why things are the way He planned it but you have to accept and know that it's always the best for you although most of the time it's not easy. You may not feel that it is what you want but God gives you what you need and deserve. You can only plan, work hard for whatver you plan and leave the rest to the Almighty, yes? no?

A lot of things have happened around me these last few weeks. Family wise, health wise, among my friends. Sigh.....I constantly remind myself to be strong. Be patient. Be brave. Be humble. Be grateful.

I feel sad when my bestfriends are sad. I feel hopeless too. I was chatting with Nique yestesday and she said something like this"Why can't all of us are happy at the same time???" I guess as we grow older, we start to take our own separate path in lives, we meet different people, encounter with different problems, we're no longer that innocent person we were back from those Uni days. Life gets harder and complicated as we embark on this journey to be sucsessful, to have it all. And it's true what they say....most of the time...you just can't have it all. You just can't. I don't know. Maybe it's just the way life is. Life is funny didn't I tell ya???

Life sucks!!! I used to say that a lot during my younger days. Back then I didn't know how to count my blessings I guess. Maybe because there weren't any. Subhanallah. May God forgive me. Life was hard. Life is still hard till today but Alhamdulillah so far we've managed. Make the best of everything that we have.

But how do you tell someone dear to you, whose heart has been broken into a million pieces that everything is going to be okay, that she will one day move on, that she deserves better than that, that she has to be strong.....how???how???

How to tell her that she will find someone better one day when she already has her future planned with the guy???when she is utmost happy when she was with him???

Seeing her cry broke my heart. It did. I couldn't really sleep that night after I met her. I knew exactly how she's feeling. It feels as though someone has ripped your heart out into pieces and you can feel the emptiness inside you and all you wanna do is curl yourself in bed and cry yourself to sleep. No?

Sigh.....I wish I could do more for her. I wish I could make all this disappear for her so that she need not suffer. But I can't. I can only be there for her to listen to her......to make sure she knows that we're always here for her.

Dear God,

Please...please....give my friend the strength to face all this. I know you've planned something good for her in the end, I know. But please...please.....make her stronger, okay?

Thank You.

And to you my dear friend, I know it's easier said than done but I really believe you can get through this. I know you can. Just remember we are here for you anytime you need us,okay? And we love you lots..... :)