| You Are 34% Evil |
 A bit of evil lurks in your heart, but you hide it well. In some ways, you are the most dangerous kind of evil. |
haha...i knew there's evil somewhere inside me...so beware...don't say i never warn you!!!!!
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
I'm Evil!
haha...i knew there's evil somewhere inside me...so beware...don't say i never warn you!!!!!
Monday, November 26, 2007
halooooo
Somehow it's nice to be back at work even though I had to drag myself out of the bed this morning. I took 2 days leave last week and spent it at home with my lil' chinese baby and his Grandma a.k.a my Mama. So I was a SAHM for 4 days....woohhoooo...best ok! I wish I can be a permanent SAHM but this arrangement works for me too.
Thursday I went to Bangsar to get my eyebrow done. Initially Mama was suppose to come along and Haziq as well, but since by noon Haziq was already sleepy. So I went alone. Managed to drop by Bangsar Village's MPH and bought yet another Baby Record Book for me to jot down Haziq'a milestone...progress...etc. Sigh....I'm weak I know...I couldn't help myself coz the book is so sute and it features a lot of which that is related to Haziq's development :p I also bought two books for Haziq...wanted to get him flashcards as well but then remembered that Mama has already bought one for him...so next time laaa.
Friday, brought Mama to visit her eldest sister nun di Bukit Beruntung...huhhh...so far away ok. Haziq just cannot sit still for even a second. I think I'm losing more weight ever since Haziq is very much mobile. hehe. Keeping Haziq in his car seat for along time is also close to impossible...sigh...
On Saturday, Haziq got a birthday party invitation from my colleague's 6 y/o daughter. The two of us went. Haziq behaved well except when put on the floor....hehe..there was a clown entertaining the kids and I think Haziq like him.
Mama went back on Sunday morning and the three of us (read : myself, hubby and Haziq) headed to Selayang to my IL's place.
That was pretty much how I spent my leave. Hope to do the same next month. Can't wait :)
Thursday I went to Bangsar to get my eyebrow done. Initially Mama was suppose to come along and Haziq as well, but since by noon Haziq was already sleepy. So I went alone. Managed to drop by Bangsar Village's MPH and bought yet another Baby Record Book for me to jot down Haziq'a milestone...progress...etc. Sigh....I'm weak I know...I couldn't help myself coz the book is so sute and it features a lot of which that is related to Haziq's development :p I also bought two books for Haziq...wanted to get him flashcards as well but then remembered that Mama has already bought one for him...so next time laaa.
Friday, brought Mama to visit her eldest sister nun di Bukit Beruntung...huhhh...so far away ok. Haziq just cannot sit still for even a second. I think I'm losing more weight ever since Haziq is very much mobile. hehe. Keeping Haziq in his car seat for along time is also close to impossible...sigh...
On Saturday, Haziq got a birthday party invitation from my colleague's 6 y/o daughter. The two of us went. Haziq behaved well except when put on the floor....hehe..there was a clown entertaining the kids and I think Haziq like him.
Mama went back on Sunday morning and the three of us (read : myself, hubby and Haziq) headed to Selayang to my IL's place.
That was pretty much how I spent my leave. Hope to do the same next month. Can't wait :)
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
Being 9 months.....
Haziq can do the following.........
immitate what you're saying but amat la pelat kan...like for instance....when I say...Ayah....he'll say...Atah...Ibu...be....but when it comes to Abah (saje test dia...)...Abah...fluently...haha...probably it's easier to pronounce kot...
sitting is just not his favorite thing to do....he loves to stand...cling on you and try to walk....he will grab anything that's on you...your clothes...and yes my scarf of course....so if you see me with my scarf not properly in placed and shaped....its Haziq's artistic touch okay... :)
crawling is peanuts for him now...hehe...remember last month's development when I mentioned that he still can't crawl properly instead mengesut....well not anymore...he crawl faster than I can....yes...sometimes we race :p
he loves his bath time....whenever he sees me preparing his warm bath in his mickey mouse pool...he will quickly crawl towards the bathroom....tak sabar-sabar si kecik nih....he loves his rubber duckie...yes...he loves to throw them away...makes me go nuts with him
me leaving him in the room with his Ayah will make him go bananas....I definitely love this part....makes me feel veli important to him chewahhh. Haziq is very selective nowadays. You can be a stranger to him but if he decides that he likes you, taking him from me or hubby is not a problem. But if he's not comfortable with you....you can even be his grandpa...hehe...he will cry his lungs out when you take him....this happened several time when my FIL carried him...not that I am encouraging this but I can't help it if he has his preferences kan kan...
yesterday we noticed when the TV showed azan for Maghrib...Haziq listened attentively and voiced out his version of azan after each line...bersungguh sungguh dia. No pictures though coz both hubby and I were busy watching him.
Sigh....dah besar anak Ibu sorang nih ek.... :)
giggling away watching me making funny faces...
immitate what you're saying but amat la pelat kan...like for instance....when I say...Ayah....he'll say...Atah...Ibu...be....but when it comes to Abah (saje test dia...)...Abah...fluently...haha...probably it's easier to pronounce kot...
sitting is just not his favorite thing to do....he loves to stand...cling on you and try to walk....he will grab anything that's on you...your clothes...and yes my scarf of course....so if you see me with my scarf not properly in placed and shaped....its Haziq's artistic touch okay... :)
crawling is peanuts for him now...hehe...remember last month's development when I mentioned that he still can't crawl properly instead mengesut....well not anymore...he crawl faster than I can....yes...sometimes we race :p
he loves his bath time....whenever he sees me preparing his warm bath in his mickey mouse pool...he will quickly crawl towards the bathroom....tak sabar-sabar si kecik nih....he loves his rubber duckie...yes...he loves to throw them away...makes me go nuts with him
me leaving him in the room with his Ayah will make him go bananas....I definitely love this part....makes me feel veli important to him chewahhh. Haziq is very selective nowadays. You can be a stranger to him but if he decides that he likes you, taking him from me or hubby is not a problem. But if he's not comfortable with you....you can even be his grandpa...hehe...he will cry his lungs out when you take him....this happened several time when my FIL carried him...not that I am encouraging this but I can't help it if he has his preferences kan kan...
yesterday we noticed when the TV showed azan for Maghrib...Haziq listened attentively and voiced out his version of azan after each line...bersungguh sungguh dia. No pictures though coz both hubby and I were busy watching him.
Sigh....dah besar anak Ibu sorang nih ek.... :)
giggling away watching me making funny faces...
Monday, November 19, 2007
A colleague forwarded me this email. I've read it long time ago. Long before I was a mother. Reading it now somehow gave me a different impact and it touched my heart dearly. Thought I'd share it with you.... :)
BEING A MOTHER
After 21 years of marriage, my wife wanted me to take another woman out to
dinner and a movie.
She said, "I love you, but I know this other woman loves you and would love
to spend some time with you."
The other woman that my wife wanted me to visit was my MOTHER, who has
been
a widow for 19 years,but the demands of my work and my three children had made it possible to visit her only occasionally.That night I called to invite her to go out for dinner and a movie.
"What's wrong, are you well," she asked?
My mother is the type of woman who suspects that a late night call or a
surprise invitation is a sign of bad news.
"I thought that it would be pleasant to spend some time with you," I
responded. "Just the two of us."
She thought about it for a moment, and then said, "I would like that very
much."
That Friday after work, as I drove over to pick her up I was a bit
nervous. When I arrived at her house, I noticed that she, too, seemed to be nervous about our date. She waited in the door
with her coat on. She had curled her hair and was wearing the dress that she had worn to celebrate her last wedding anniversary.
She smiled from a face that was as radiant as an angel's. "I told my
friends that I was going to go out with my son,
and they were impressed,"she said, as she got into the car. "They can't
wait to hear about our meeting." We went to a restaurant that, although not elegant, was very nice and cozy. My mother took my arm as if she were the First Lady.
After we sat down, I had to read the menu. Her eyes could only read large
print. Half way through the entries, I lifted my eyes and saw Mom sitting there staring at me. A nostalgic smile was on her lips.
"It was I who used to have to read the menu when you were small," she
said.
"Then it's time that you relax and let me return the favor," I responded.
During the dinner, we had an agreeable conversation, nothing extraordinary but catching up on recent events of each other's life. We talked so much that we
missed the movie.
As we arrived at her house later, she said, "I'll go out with you again,
but only if you let me invite you." I agreed.
"How was your dinner date?" asked my wife when I got home.
"Very nice. Much more so than I could have imagined, "I answered.
A few days later, my mother died of a massive heart attack. It happened so
suddenly that I didn't have a chance todo anything for her. Some time later, I received an envelope with a copy of a restaurant receipt from the same place
mother and I had dined. An attached note said: "I paid this bill in
advance. I wasn't sure that I could be there; but
nevertheless, I paid for two plates - one for you and the other for your wife. You will never know what that night meant for me. I love you, son."
At that moment, I understood the importance of saying in time:
"I LOVE YOU" and to give our loved ones the time that they deserve.
Nothing in life is more important than your family. Give them the time
they deserve, because these things cannot be put off till "some other
time."
I love you, Ma...and I can't wait to spend time with you and Haziq this weekend :)
BEING A MOTHER
After 21 years of marriage, my wife wanted me to take another woman out to
dinner and a movie.
She said, "I love you, but I know this other woman loves you and would love
to spend some time with you."
The other woman that my wife wanted me to visit was my MOTHER, who has
been
a widow for 19 years,but the demands of my work and my three children had made it possible to visit her only occasionally.That night I called to invite her to go out for dinner and a movie.
"What's wrong, are you well," she asked?
My mother is the type of woman who suspects that a late night call or a
surprise invitation is a sign of bad news.
"I thought that it would be pleasant to spend some time with you," I
responded. "Just the two of us."
She thought about it for a moment, and then said, "I would like that very
much."
That Friday after work, as I drove over to pick her up I was a bit
nervous. When I arrived at her house, I noticed that she, too, seemed to be nervous about our date. She waited in the door
with her coat on. She had curled her hair and was wearing the dress that she had worn to celebrate her last wedding anniversary.
She smiled from a face that was as radiant as an angel's. "I told my
friends that I was going to go out with my son,
and they were impressed,"she said, as she got into the car. "They can't
wait to hear about our meeting." We went to a restaurant that, although not elegant, was very nice and cozy. My mother took my arm as if she were the First Lady.
After we sat down, I had to read the menu. Her eyes could only read large
print. Half way through the entries, I lifted my eyes and saw Mom sitting there staring at me. A nostalgic smile was on her lips.
"It was I who used to have to read the menu when you were small," she
said.
"Then it's time that you relax and let me return the favor," I responded.
During the dinner, we had an agreeable conversation, nothing extraordinary but catching up on recent events of each other's life. We talked so much that we
missed the movie.
As we arrived at her house later, she said, "I'll go out with you again,
but only if you let me invite you." I agreed.
"How was your dinner date?" asked my wife when I got home.
"Very nice. Much more so than I could have imagined, "I answered.
A few days later, my mother died of a massive heart attack. It happened so
suddenly that I didn't have a chance todo anything for her. Some time later, I received an envelope with a copy of a restaurant receipt from the same place
mother and I had dined. An attached note said: "I paid this bill in
advance. I wasn't sure that I could be there; but
nevertheless, I paid for two plates - one for you and the other for your wife. You will never know what that night meant for me. I love you, son."
At that moment, I understood the importance of saying in time:
"I LOVE YOU" and to give our loved ones the time that they deserve.
Nothing in life is more important than your family. Give them the time
they deserve, because these things cannot be put off till "some other
time."
I love you, Ma...and I can't wait to spend time with you and Haziq this weekend :)
Wednesday, November 07, 2007
The Long Overdue Post/Updates
I am ashamed to confess that I did not post Haziq's updates when he turned 8 months.huhuu...my work was distracting me from blogging...hehe. So...I will to try capture everything that I wanted to share with you peeps in this post and also for my personal record. I warn you this post might be lengthy...it might not...it might be boring ....it might not...wakakka...
Haziq turned 8 months on Aidilfitri. Two days before Raya he decided to show of his ability to sit on his own with only his Pakcik witnessing it.Nope I was not there. I was busy running around doing last minute packing before heading back to Ipoh. Look below.
Then Hari Raya came. Haziq looked dashing in his very first own baju melayu. And this is our very first picture as a family. Sedondon gitu...biasa la...first time...beria...last year it was just hubby and I ....this year...look....ada la plak si kecik nih... :p
Haziq was the walking tabung. Well actually I did the walking for him and also the tukang simpan duit raya. Alhamdulillah...banyak gak duit raya yang Haziq dapat kumpul. Nanti Ibu will open up an account for you ye sayang. When? eerrrr....soon...soon.
Ibu, Ayah...how do I look? hehehe
Haziq after few hours in his baju melayu - panas la Ibu :p
At 8 and a half months, Haziq feels that he can do the following...
And lastly this is Haziq in his playpen after he got all tired trying to get our attention to pick him up....sorry dearest...we gotta train you to be independent and play own your own sometimes....hihiii...
Oooo yeah....Haziq still can't crawl properly. He will take few steps...give-up...and continue his ala combat crawling style. Sigh...kelakar la mamat sorang nih. To date, he now has 4 teeth on his upper gum and two on his lower and recently he just recovered from fever which turns out may be caused by the appearance of possibly two more teeth on his lower gum...hehehe....if you see him now please expect accessive saliva coming out from his mouth.... :p
Ok peeps....got to go....my Boss just asked on the status of the task he assigned. hehhee.Till then...take care ;)
Haziq turned 8 months on Aidilfitri. Two days before Raya he decided to show of his ability to sit on his own with only his Pakcik witnessing it.Nope I was not there. I was busy running around doing last minute packing before heading back to Ipoh. Look below.
Then Hari Raya came. Haziq looked dashing in his very first own baju melayu. And this is our very first picture as a family. Sedondon gitu...biasa la...first time...beria...last year it was just hubby and I ....this year...look....ada la plak si kecik nih... :p
Haziq was the walking tabung. Well actually I did the walking for him and also the tukang simpan duit raya. Alhamdulillah...banyak gak duit raya yang Haziq dapat kumpul. Nanti Ibu will open up an account for you ye sayang. When? eerrrr....soon...soon.
Ibu, Ayah...how do I look? hehehe
Haziq after few hours in his baju melayu - panas la Ibu :p
At 8 and a half months, Haziq feels that he can do the following...
And lastly this is Haziq in his playpen after he got all tired trying to get our attention to pick him up....sorry dearest...we gotta train you to be independent and play own your own sometimes....hihiii...
Oooo yeah....Haziq still can't crawl properly. He will take few steps...give-up...and continue his ala combat crawling style. Sigh...kelakar la mamat sorang nih. To date, he now has 4 teeth on his upper gum and two on his lower and recently he just recovered from fever which turns out may be caused by the appearance of possibly two more teeth on his lower gum...hehehe....if you see him now please expect accessive saliva coming out from his mouth.... :p
Ok peeps....got to go....my Boss just asked on the status of the task he assigned. hehhee.Till then...take care ;)
Monday, November 05, 2007
Sob...Sob...Sob...
I have several overdue posts that I wanna share you peeps but photos not yet uploaded...so probably later ok. But today I wanna share with you something that happened this morning on the way to work.
As usual Hubby and I will send Haziq to his babysitter, Kak Ani. This morning we were a bit late than usual I guess that when we reached Kak Ani's house, she was already waiting outside looking at the road. This is normal actually. But today, after sending off Haziq, bid him goodbye and trying my very best not to look sad( yes, after almost 6 months sending Haziq to his babysitter, I still feel sad and guilty sigh), Kak Ani did not immediately go into her house, instead she stood there with Haziq in her arms and asked Haziq to bid goodbye to us. I usually do not have much problem sending off Haziq coz I will leave him at Kak Ani's doorstep and that was it. Kak Ani will close the door and later in the evening I will pick up Haziq. Like I said, this morning Kak Ani decided to wait until we were off to work....and why am I emphasizing on this so much???huhuhuuu...it broke my heart this morning when Haziq looked at us leaving him in the arms of a stranger. He just looked at us with an expressionless face. Neither did he made a sad face nor did he smile. He just watched us till we disappeared from his sight. I tried to compose myself and maintain a happy face while waving my hand. Alaaa....kenape la Kak Ani had to wait till we were gone. It was hard for me I tell ya...I keep on wondering what's on his mind. Was wondering where Ayah and Ibu are going? Tension betul ok....sigh....now I can't think of anything else but to go back and fetch Haziq and spend time with him.... :) cepat la hubby sampai my office...bye peeps....
As usual Hubby and I will send Haziq to his babysitter, Kak Ani. This morning we were a bit late than usual I guess that when we reached Kak Ani's house, she was already waiting outside looking at the road. This is normal actually. But today, after sending off Haziq, bid him goodbye and trying my very best not to look sad( yes, after almost 6 months sending Haziq to his babysitter, I still feel sad and guilty sigh), Kak Ani did not immediately go into her house, instead she stood there with Haziq in her arms and asked Haziq to bid goodbye to us. I usually do not have much problem sending off Haziq coz I will leave him at Kak Ani's doorstep and that was it. Kak Ani will close the door and later in the evening I will pick up Haziq. Like I said, this morning Kak Ani decided to wait until we were off to work....and why am I emphasizing on this so much???huhuhuuu...it broke my heart this morning when Haziq looked at us leaving him in the arms of a stranger. He just looked at us with an expressionless face. Neither did he made a sad face nor did he smile. He just watched us till we disappeared from his sight. I tried to compose myself and maintain a happy face while waving my hand. Alaaa....kenape la Kak Ani had to wait till we were gone. It was hard for me I tell ya...I keep on wondering what's on his mind. Was wondering where Ayah and Ibu are going? Tension betul ok....sigh....now I can't think of anything else but to go back and fetch Haziq and spend time with him.... :) cepat la hubby sampai my office...bye peeps....
Thursday, November 01, 2007
I'm Still Here....
Since been a while since I last blogged kan. Been busy with work and managing the family. I kinda miss blogging. I did some blog-hopping though but no time to blog. Sigh....ok peeps....got to go. Nanti update ok.. :)
