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Friday, October 09, 2009

Oooo Dear

where do I start?

..... im upset
......im tired
......my back and my whole body ache
......haven't been sleeping well lately
......my heartburn is not leaving me alone



it can get worse than this i know...so im holding on.....on a happier note....i have my mother to constantly reminding me to count my blessings. and if you know what had happened this last few weeks..then you'd understand. let's just say....what had happened has taught me a lot. it's nothing new to learn actually but it's just that sometimes i tend to take things for granted. what i have...i tend to look for more but not appreciate what i already have fully. get me? anyways....thank you God for the valuable lesson.it has made me work harder to be close to you, to know that i should completely surrender myself, my life, my fate to you and let you decide what's best for me and my family. in school i've learned what tawakkal means....but last few weeks saw me really absorbing myself into the meaning of that word.sigh. how little i know...how little i actually do practice my religion...how ignorant i was.shameful.i still have a long way to go.a lot to learn.dear God....please guide me.

3 comments:

nanarizqman said...

better late than never

Nina @ BabyBoon said...

oh dear. whatever is going on, i hope u'll pull through alright.

its never too late. "In the name of God, the Merciful, the Compassionate". He's always there for u, insyaAllah.

Lee said...

Hi, regret read of your back and body aches. Maybe you should drink Chinese green tea....it'll help make you feel good.

Our life today is not a dress rehearsal, we only get to play one round.
Live your life with no excuses and love with no regrets.

Noticed you taking up photography? My hobby is portrait photography...making women, matured friends my models beautiful thru my lens.
Got a 12 year old Nikon film SLR and my backup camera, a 35 year old Yashica Electro 35. Still takes fantastic pics.
This camera older than some of my models, ha ha.
You have a great week and keep a song in your heart. Lee.