What Would You Do?

When things are not going the way you wanted it to go, what do you do?

You bravely face the situation?
You run and hide in your room?
You run to your friends and pour your hearts out?
You keep it to yourself and try to find a solution?
Go to your family?
You cry yourself to sleep?
You blog?

What would you do?


Toodles peeps :)

Anak Ayah...

I was on MC yesterday. I felt dizzy and light-headed so decided to stay at home with the little one.

We were cuddling and tergolek-ing in front of the idiot box when I suddenly asked him,

Me : Haziq, awak anak sape?

Haziq: Anak Ayah (nonchalantly while watching Little Einstein)

Me: Ha???Not anak Ibu too???

Haziq : Shook his head.

Determined not to give up on this I asked again.

Me: Haziq anak Ibu too kan.

Haziq: Again he shook his head.

Me: Ok.fine...next time nak milk ask Ayah to make for you ok.

Haziq: Shook his head again "No, Ibu wat"

Me: ????????

No matter how hard/firm Hubby can sometimes be on him, he still adores his Ayah. Hhhhmmppphhh. Tak aci nihhh. Ibu jealous. But I do like to see both of them together. How Haziq look up to his Ayah, how he wakes his Ayah up in the morning, it's cute I tell ya, How he ask for his Ayah when Hubby is at work. I love the father-son bond they're having. It can surely make me smile :)

Ooooppsss..she did it again

Yup...she did it again alright. She successfully 'kecikkan hati' her friend ini, intentionally or unintentionally...Wallahualam. Plus I dont think I want to know. This is not the first time and everytime she will have a 'concrete' excuse to back her up. I'm tired of her excuses and also I'm tired of others trying to find excuse for her. You know...trying to make things better, trying to calm me down. That kinda thing. For example...alaa...zai...u know la...she mmg like that...biarkan jer la. You know her la. Or....maybe she forgot ker....or maybe she thought...etc...etc....

Enough said. Saya dah malas. Apa nak jadi selepas ini, jadilah.

Grandma....Grandma...

My mom came over last weekend to spend time with her only daughter and her favorite only cucu (so far la). When Mama is around it could only mean one thing. Zai = total rest + being pampered, Haziq = gets all the attention from Grandma which also means Ibu gets to tergolek doing nothing = BLISS.....Yeah...I'm very manja with Mama... ;p

Anyway, yesterday when Mama had to go back, we dropped Haziq at his care taker's place first. Haziq was reluctant to let go of him Grandma's hand. At the door, he was almost close to tears calling our for his Grandma...sob...sob...but later that evening when we picked him up he was again his jolly self. In the car he asked again "Ibu, maner Grandma?" I said "Grandma dh balik sayang but in two weeks time Grandma datang lagi ok" "Ayaaaaa......" was his reply. :(

That night...early morning to be precise, Haziq woke up calling out "Maaaaa....." I lay down beside him and asked him what's wrong. "Grandma maner Ibu??? Again I explained to him but this time he cried and asked for his milk. He cried himself to sleep without drinking his milk. Dear God...poor boy. He woke up again at 6 ish all smiley and we even played around in bed. Haziq made funny sounds in his attempt to make me laugh. Cute. And then suddenly he asked "Maner Grandma ni aaa???" Aisehhh...managed to distract him when suddenly he heard sounds of water gushing down the pipes in the bathroom, so he thought his Grandma was inside the bathroom. He took my hand "Ibu...jom" asked me to accompany him to the bathroom. I opened the door for him. "See...Grandma takde" The frustrated look on his face was enough to make me feel so sad.

I told Mama this morning at work. I can sense Mama is sad as well. Both of them have bonded so well. Mama adores Haziq soooo much. She said she feels like taking Haziq back to Ipoh with her. Hehehe....Aiyaakk...don't la. Nanti Zai yang malam2 cannot sleep rindukan Haziq pulak.... :p

I wonder whether later today at home Haziq will ask again his Grandma. It's amazing. During Mama's last visit, Haziq was not like this after Mama went back. He's become so attached to his Grandma that he misses her this time around. I think that's adorable although a bit sad. It just show how Haziq has grown. He now know the feeling of missing someone....ooowwwhhhh....my baby is big boy now...sob...sob...It's ok baby...in two weeks time we're gonna meet Grandma and Grandpa and spend some time in Ipoh....wooottt....wwooottt....Ibu can't wait too.... :)

Haziq with Grandma

I'm Tired....

.......really tired.

I long for a break to relax and unwind.

Exhausted.....all I wanna do after a long day at the office is just to lie down and sleep.

Need to find my inner strength....need to be strong. Need to be patient.

coretan?

hari ini saya rase seperti mahu menulis di dalam bahasa ibunda saya. mari kita mulakan...

sedang saya menaip nukilan saya ini, di luar sana hujan sangat lebat sekali. Alhamdulillah...setelah agak sekian lama tiada hujan turun, hari ini jalan raja chulan amat basah sekali.

alamak...tibe2 saya rasa lapar pula tapi tak ada apa nak makan. mungkn saya patut melawat pantry (cakap melayu ape?) untuk melihat sama ada ada ke tidak biskut atau apa2 saja yang boleh saya makan. sebentar...saya akan kembali.

saya sudah kembali.

badan saya sakit2 ni. tak pasti mengapa. mungkin kurang senaman agaknya. saya dah lama tk mengunjungi spa untuk sessi urut. bila agaknya nak pergi ek? sapa nak teman saya pergi? marilah...

pernah tak korang bermimpi sesuatu yang indah...tapi belum sempat mimpi itu habis korang digannggu???pernah kan. ia terjadi kepada saya semalam. kecewa saya. saya sedang bermimpikan sesuat yang sangat ler menguja kan saya (tak perlu la saya cerita panjang2 ya) tiba2 saya terdengar suara budak menangis sambil memanggil Ibu....oooo tidak. rupanya haziq terbangun dari tidurnya dan mahukna saya membuat susu untuk dia....waaaaa...selepas itu saya cuba untuk sambung tidur kembali dengan harapan setinggi langit mimpi tadi akan bersambung...tapi apakan daya. mimpi hanya tinggal mimpi. mungkin kah malam ini saya akan mendapat tahu kesudahan mimpi saya semalam. kita tunggu saja lah.

baik lah, saya sampai di sini sahaja coretan saya. penat la tulis dalam bahasa melayu. asyik salah taip jer. tak tau la kenapa.

Wishlist Saya

There are a few things that i would like to have for myself....not for hubby...not for haziq...but for myself..... :p

I know I won't buy them in the nearest future but what the heck...it doesn't hurt to wish and dream one day I will get it right...

Here's what I want:

1. a camera bag. i haven't decided whether it should be a backpack or a sling bag but if i could have this or this or this i'd be very very happy.


2. a new lens. i would love to have that 70-200mm f2.8 and 50mm f1.4 but...but....i can't afford it waaaaa...so if i could have this, i'm one happy amature photographer :p


3. i need an external flash too. i've been surveying and i think this should do it.


4. i need a new laptop...been 'tumpanging' hubby's lappy huhuhu....


5. and i also need a bigger paycheck wakakak....to sustain this expensive hobby dangggg.... ;p

hopefully i won't be like this la in the future hahah

ok..that's all for now. i'm crossing my fingers and toes hoping i'll get one of the item in my list soon hehehe....thank you all for reading to my Monday afternoon crap ;)

roger and out!

Life Is Funny.........????

Life is funny don't you think.

God works in the most funny ways sometimes. How he plans for you and your family, your friends, your career. You may not understand why things are the way He planned it but you have to accept and know that it's always the best for you although most of the time it's not easy. You may not feel that it is what you want but God gives you what you need and deserve. You can only plan, work hard for whatver you plan and leave the rest to the Almighty, yes? no?

A lot of things have happened around me these last few weeks. Family wise, health wise, among my friends. Sigh.....I constantly remind myself to be strong. Be patient. Be brave. Be humble. Be grateful.

I feel sad when my bestfriends are sad. I feel hopeless too. I was chatting with Nique yestesday and she said something like this"Why can't all of us are happy at the same time???" I guess as we grow older, we start to take our own separate path in lives, we meet different people, encounter with different problems, we're no longer that innocent person we were back from those Uni days. Life gets harder and complicated as we embark on this journey to be sucsessful, to have it all. And it's true what they say....most of the time...you just can't have it all. You just can't. I don't know. Maybe it's just the way life is. Life is funny didn't I tell ya???

Life sucks!!! I used to say that a lot during my younger days. Back then I didn't know how to count my blessings I guess. Maybe because there weren't any. Subhanallah. May God forgive me. Life was hard. Life is still hard till today but Alhamdulillah so far we've managed. Make the best of everything that we have.

But how do you tell someone dear to you, whose heart has been broken into a million pieces that everything is going to be okay, that she will one day move on, that she deserves better than that, that she has to be strong.....how???how???

How to tell her that she will find someone better one day when she already has her future planned with the guy???when she is utmost happy when she was with him???

Seeing her cry broke my heart. It did. I couldn't really sleep that night after I met her. I knew exactly how she's feeling. It feels as though someone has ripped your heart out into pieces and you can feel the emptiness inside you and all you wanna do is curl yourself in bed and cry yourself to sleep. No?

Sigh.....I wish I could do more for her. I wish I could make all this disappear for her so that she need not suffer. But I can't. I can only be there for her to listen to her......to make sure she knows that we're always here for her.

Dear God,

Please...please....give my friend the strength to face all this. I know you've planned something good for her in the end, I know. But please...please.....make her stronger, okay?

Thank You.

And to you my dear friend, I know it's easier said than done but I really believe you can get through this. I know you can. Just remember we are here for you anytime you need us,okay? And we love you lots..... :)

My Random Babblings.....

I just felt like scribbling something here although there is nothing much I want to share. Just some random thoughts...

.........this morning I literally had to drag myself to work. On Monday I was on EL taking care of my sick baby. He's a lot better this morning but the 'stupid' cough just refuse to go away, and somehow now he has running nose. Poor fella.

.......i think im beginning to like my voice now....put aside the sore throat, flu and cough.....you get zai with a husky sexy voice hahaha. Seriously. tak caya...cepat give me a call ;p

.......i think i need a second job....hahaha.....moving into the new abode is really squeezing us financially...cash is flowing out like the waterfall...huhuhu...so...anyone knows a part time job that can pay me say about RM50 an hour, do let me know ok ;)

........ooooppsss...sudden mental block....dont know what to write....will continue later. i'll save this draft first ;)

.......it's already Thursday....yeeayyyy tomorrow it will be Friday. I can't wait for the weekend to come. I need some rest. This flu and cough are bugging me and slowing me down. I'm just sooo tired I can think of nothing but to place my head on the pillow and sleep. But wait.....I can't really rest. I still need to sew the bottom part of the curtain i just bought for our room. Finished two pieces last nite. Goshhh....it's been awhile since I 'menyembat' something. Hahaha.....Sewing something always reminds me of myself when i was younger. i always like to see what my mom is sewing. Be it baju kurung, cushion cover, curtain....and then i will try to make them myself. But till today i still haven't mstered the art of sewing my own baju kurung. it's not that hard actually but i'm just too malas la. My favorite would be doing embroidery. My mom used to make her own cushion cover complete with flowers embroideries on them. While I like the emboirdery part I loathe the part where you turn your masterpiece into something. That's why I have lots of completed embroideries at mom's place but never continue to sew them into cushion cover or what not. MALAS!

.......lately been thinking of having 2 separate blogs. One for me to write on Haziq's antics, another for myself. I also thought I should set up my own photo-blog. Ambitious???Absolutely right. I laughed at myself about this. but still I'm considering. Haha. We'll see how things go in a month or two. I'm not surprised at the end of the day, instead of maintaining two or three separate blogs...i end up closing this blog. Sigh....zai....zai...

............eh...did you guys watched Are You Smarter Than A Fifth Grader last nite? I managed to watch while doing my 'sewing' and I was surprised to see the second contestant...yeah that girl. She didn't even know how to spell VOWEL when asked how many consonants are there in that word. Oooo come on....the host (can't remember his name) literally humiliated the girl on national TV with his sarcasm. My oooo my....it was humiliating alright. I think she went home with nil money and a huge amount of embarassement. Kesian pun ada gak but she spelled VOWEL as VOUL......enough said ;p

..........I told Hubster the other day...I need to getaway...we need to getaway..us. the three of us. Hubster said yeaahhhh but tunggu ler until things dah settle down. Sigh. I hate it when he's right. ;p

...........I made buttered prawn last Monday and for some reason i can never get the egg part right. The white egg is suppose to be flaky....eh wait that's not the right word. You get what I mean right. No matter how hard and beria i beat the egg i can never get that fluffy texture the way it's suppose to be. How leh??? Any tips?

I better go now. My 10 minutes self-made break is over. Now i need to explore this new version of software they just installed. leceh betul laa....

Toodles

TGIF

Notice my new layout?

I am just experimenting and decided to try this one. What do ya thing? They have lotsa choices and I think this one is the simplest I could get. Well actually I did not take a look at all of them. There were toooo many to look at. I thot maybe if I have a new layout, then I would be more bersemangat to blog hehehe...

Ok peeps...have a nice weekend ya...take care ;)

The Terrible Two

I'm back. I am forcing myself to write coz I figured searching my mojo will definitely take some time.

Haziq....yeah....my Haziq the center of my life now. Lately it's been extra challenging dealing with that lil' fella. He wants things his way or nothing at all. Reasoning with him sometimes work, sometimes sigh. Few weeks back I took him to GE Mall with the intention to get him a haircut. As soon as we reached there, we had to wait for our turn. By this time Haziq had already noticed the Kidz Sport & Gym next to Cheeky Monkey Cuts. He was pointing and telling me "Ibu...nak main". I said ok but after your haircut. Come his turn he just refused to get on the seat (which is small red car...very cute) and demanded for his milk. He started to cry and hugged my legs. The hairstylist asked me to take him for a walk first and then come back to which I agree. So....where else did we go if not to Kidz Sports & Gym. I did not bring his socks (ye la...not in the plan kan) so I had to buy for him and for me (huh!)....Just when I wanted to put on his socks...he just refused to cooperate. He insisted on playing without putting on his socks which is totally out of the question. (Oooo did I tell you this is just an outing of myself and Haziq????Hubby had to work). Oooo...I had a tough time making him wear his socks that after 10-15 minutes I lost it and I pinched his tigh. Twice. I regretted it after but at that point I was so angry that he was being difficult and there were so many people there....I just lost it then and there. He cried alright...he did but the place was so noisy I don't think anyone really heard him. (Thank God no one accused me of mendera my son eh) He finally agreed to put on his socks and in split second stopped crying and ran to the nearest slide. Phhheewwww....ok I'm still ashamed of myself for doing that to him but hey I'm only human so cut me some slack ok. This is one example when Haziq is being his age. The terrible two so they say. And I can tell you there are many more.

So how do I deal with this tantrum? I try my very best to avoid spanking him. I don't want him to grow up knowing that if you do something wrong you'll be spanked, that's your punishment. That was how I grew up. Mind you my parents are VERY garang. So when it comes to my kid, I want to raise him my way. I'm not saying the old spanking method is wrong or anything, it's just....well....I want a positive up-bringing for Haziq. I want to reason out to him his actions. But my so-called way is different from Hubster's way. His parents ARE garang too so he believes that you have to be garang with your kid so that they will respect you. See how difficult it is for me. I agree yes you have to make sure your kid respect you but you don't have to be garang. Stern...firm yes. No means no...yes means yes...wait for a while...means wait for a while. Hubster and I sometimes argue with each other on what's the best way to teach Haziq. In end we try our best to meet half way and agree on something. No point arguing any further as it won't get us anywhere, rite????After all we're still in a process of learning....

I read in Babycenter at Haziq's age he doesnt understand when you say hurry up (duhhh zai!!!)....so it's me who has to learn to be patient with him and let him do things his way...at his own pace. It's also the best way for him to learn and to develop. Babycenter also said to involve your toddler in doing the housechores. That's what my mom said too. So yeah...been doing that. Haziq gets his own broom when I sweep the floor, he hands me the hanger when I hang our clothes, he helps me push all our boxes into the room to clear the hall, and oooo he massaged his Ayah head when Hubster complained of headache...well only for few seconds that is hahaha...I bruised my knee few weeks back after playing futsal with officemates. I told Haziq "Tengok knee Ibu...sakit" along with a sad face. Haziq said "Sian Ibu sakit" Hahaha...At least I know he knows how to show sympathy to people eh.....

See....one second I'm complaining of Haziq and his tantrums...the next second I'm already smilling while typing this and remembering Haziq's cute antics. Hahaha....I think it's the hormones....ya know...that time of the month. Or maybe mothers are like this. Yeah...I think it's the latter kan kan...

This entry is deifnitely going nowhere. Ooo...did I mention? In the end Haziq never got his haircut. After almost 2 hours at Kidzsport & Gym, I realised I haven't drawn any money yet so I don't have enough to go back for his haircut. The only ATM machine in that mall is at LG. So we went down and end up having lunch at Delifrance :p. Haziq got himself a small car toy of Doc Hudson from Cars Movie. Heh....So much for wanting to be the supermom who can handle an active two year old all by herself. But I had fun going out with my lil' man despite his ehemmm...you know what. I like to think it as our private quality time together....a mother and her son. I think he did have fun too, he slept soundly in the car on our way back :)

This weekend I have to make sure Haziq gets his haircut. You wanna know why. Last weekend, I brought our car for its scheduled service (yup...just the two of us again ..Hubster went to Lumut), a young chinese customer said Haziq looked a bit like a girl....waaaaaaaa.........must be the hair ahaha poor baby...depsite the fact that Haziq was wearing a t-shirt and shorts and shoes....hahaha...Ooo so many things to get done this weekend.....so little time.....I need to stop now. I'm keeping some for my next entry which I have no idea when....

Ok la toodles peeps....

he took this himself with our Canon compact camera ;p

and this too..see those pouty sexy lips....yummeeehhhh wakaka

cheeewaahhh...cheewaaahhh...kemain lg pose tuhhh I swear I did not teach him...

The One Who Lost.....

her mojo to write????


I think I have lost interest to blog. I need to get it back. There's so many updates I want to jot down on Haziq but my laziness is taking the whole of me. So many times I've blogged in my mind,every single thing that happen in our lives....Haziq's antics, everything but in the end all the stories just remained on my mind not long after it will fade away...knowing my memory these days. Sigh.

What's up with me eh???hehehe...

I need to go find my mojo.
Please excuse me while I go search for it eh... :)

40 Tips for A Better Life in 2009

I got this in my inbox yesterday and I thought this is a good one. Pleasure reading...




1. Take a 10-30 minute walk every day. And while you walk, smile . It is the ultimate anti-depressant.



2. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day.. Buy a lock if you have to.



3.. Buy a DVR and tape your late night shows and get more sleep .



4. When you wake up in the morning complete the following statement, 'My purpose is to ___ today.'



5. Live with the 3 E's -- Energy, Enthusiasm, and Empathy .



6. Play more games and read more books than you did in 2008.



7. Make time to practice meditation, yoga, tai chi, and prayer . They provide us with daily fuel for our busy lives.



8. Spend time with people over the age of 70 and under the age of 6.



9. Dream more while you are awake.



10. Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured in plants.



11. Drink green tea and plenty of warm water. Eat blueberries, wild Alaskan salmon, broccoli, almonds & walnuts.



12. Try to make at least three people smile each day.



13. Clear clutter from your house, your car, your desk and let new and flowing energy into your life.



14. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip, energy vampires, issues of the past, negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment.



15. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn . Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.



16 . Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a college kid with a maxed out charge card.



17. Smile and laugh more . It will keep the energy vampires away.



18. Life isn't fair, but it's still good.



19. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.



20. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.



21. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree..



22. Make peace with your past so it won't spoil the present.



23. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about.



24. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.



25. Frame every so-called disaster with these words: 'In five years, will this matter?'



26. Forgive everyone for everything.



27. What other people think of you is none of your business.



28. GOD heals almost everything.



29. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.



30. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will.Stay in touch.



31. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.



32. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.



33 . The best is yet to come.



34. No matter how you feel , get up, dress up and show up.



35. Do the right thing!



36 .Call your family often.



37. Each night before you go to bed complete the following statements: I amthankful for _____. Today I accomplished _____.



38. Remember that you are too blessed to be stressed .



39. Enjoy the ride. Remember this is not Disney World and you certainly don't want a fast pass. You only have one ride through life so make the most of it and enjoy the ride.



40. Please Forward this to everyone you care about.May your troubles be less,May your blessings be more,May nothing but happiness come through your door!


Have a fab weekend peeps.

The One Who Got Tied Up With Life

Yup...I did. Don't know what happened. My last entry was last month on Haziq's second birthday. And I doubt I still have readers dropping by this space of mine. Oooo well. Work was demanding last few weeks. It's a bit better now. I can now relax and blog (I hope).

So what's new?

Let's just go through in random order...

Alhamdulillah...we've finally moved-in to our new condo last Saturday. But still the place is in a mess. I have yet to unpack all the boxes. Hubby and I still don't understand how we managed to end up with so many stuff. I'm slowly arranging our things....a task I dislike most. All furnitures are in place. We haven't bought Haziq's bed yet. Wanted to get one from IKEA but the mattress that we wanted was out of stock...so decided to KIV Haziq's bed. Poor baby....hehehe....

Haziq....oooo Haziq being Haziq is really showing me what being two means. He really knows how to express his unhappiness...dissatisfaction....anger...ooo God...sometimes he just makes me lose it...you know...my patience.....but most of the time....he just makes me feel so special.....how he needs me to put him to sleep...("ibu...pok"....he wants me to tepuk his bum bum so he can sleep)......how he wants me to hold his hand when we walk.....how he tells me how pretty I look when we're about to go out..."wow...cantiknyer ibu"....how he was concern of me when I wanted to pat the birds Hubby was feeding at the Bird's Park..."Ibu....jangan pegang"...giving me that worried look....oooo I could go on and on...

Haziq talks a lot now....but sometimes I still don't understand him hehehe...is improving in his humbers reciting but not going anywhere with his alphabets....sigh...I need to work harder on this....no more diapers at home...except when we go out and at his care-takers place. I noticed we saved a lot on diapers phhheewwww....he still is a picky eater which makes me very worried. A visit to his Paed recently we found out Haziq's height & weight is of an average 4 year old boy. I guess the Paed wasn't surprise at all seeing his Ayah and Ibu.....hehehe

Us...Hubby and I...we're doing fine....gaduh today...esok baik....gelak2 today...esok masam muka jap....ooo well....that what makes us more close kot (I hope hahaha). On the 11th we celebrated our 3rd wedding anniverssary. Actually we did not go to any fancy dinner or bought each other expensive gifts. I guess both just acknowledged that it has been 3 years. ;)

Work wise....Alhamdulillah....we're doing fine. Thank God we're not affected by the economic crisis. But I think the oil & gas industry is slowing down as well. Hope everything will turn out okay soon. My heart goes out to those who lost their jobs recently. I can't imagine the ordeal thay have to go through.

Gotta go now. Will be back soon for more stories ;)

Toodles peeps....

The One Who Turns 2 years old...

Dear Haziq,

First and foremost I cannot thank you enough to The Almighty, for choosing me to be your mommy. I most certainly cannot imagine my life now without you...your laughter, your babblings, your cries, and not forgetting your tantrum, to name a few of your antics.

And today you turn 24 months old. Wow...that's a lot of months eh. And for the past 24 months you've been nothing but the love of my life. I'm not good with words my darling Haziq but I just want you to know that I love you so much and I will keep on loving you endlessly. I pray and hope you'll grow up to be a fine young man, a good son and friend, a responsible husband and a loving father.

I will always be here for you. Just want you to remember that.


Happy 2nd Birthday from Ayah and Ibu.


Love you to bits.... ;)

My Young Engineer

I was adjusting the strap on my safety helmet to get ready for my site visit next week when he saw me doing so. He couldn't wait for me to get it done so that he can do these.....

how do i look ibu?like an engineer???

its kinda heavy la this thing ibu...help....

ok...that's more like it...i think im ok now...

I think he looks cute in that helmet. Ok fine...Im his mother. Im allowed to say that hehe...You should see him in my safety boots. He reminds me of Puss in Boots from Shrek 2(i think) ;p

On a different note/story...but still on Haziq...the other nite he asked me for his milk...I think it was way past midnite. So I made his milk and gave it to him. As usul he will say 'cheh' and drink his milk. But that nite I said 'love you haziq' couple of times to which he then replied 'yyuuuu ibu'.....waaaahhhhh....cair beb cairrrr....I gave him a kiss on the cheek and we both continued our sleeps.....kembang kempis hidung dan hati ibu sorang nihhhhhh.... ;)

This and That....Here and There....

warning : lotsa pictures ahead. (i mean it!)

I got stories to tell but I'm in no mood to do so. But still I want to update this space of mine. So, I'm gonna fill it up with pictures ok. I love pictures hehehe...

he cried coz i wouldnt let him touch my D80 hahaha..kejam...yeah i know..

yo what's up...

trip to melaka last month

when ayah is in charge during bath time...you get this pose...not bad ehh...can be shampoo model haa

ayah...nak tet(sikit)

yeah...he had fun alright...sampai meronta when we took him out...sigh

at klcc....he refuse to get down...hubs had to carry him...ooo yeah...he made quite a scene that day.....

More pictures at my flickr. In case you guys wanna see more la...hehehe (perasan). Today is not a good day. My bad flu is back. I have running nose (I know someone will say kejar la...hahaha) and it sucks. I just hope it will go away real soon. Ok peeps...I want to read my book. Toodles.

Tag Game

Was tagged by Zetty...

Directions: Once you’ve been tagged, you have to write a blog/Facebook note with 16 random things, facts, habits or goals about you. At the end choose 16 people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. Don’t forget to leave them a comment or tag them in your note to read this.

Ok, here goes:

1. i cannot stand org yg terhegeh-hegeh...serious. rase cm nk sepak2 jer org yg langsung tkd urgency in their lives nihhhh...iissshhhh
2. i love apam balik, you know the one yg crispy tuh....yummeeehhh
3. i can't swim...yup..you heard me. that reminds me...i need to start looking for a swimming lesson for haziq haha
4. i am not meticulous but when im neeeded to be...i can be...very meticulous..
5. one of my fav word is 'rimas'...yeah i get rimas very easily.
6. im a good listener...yeah...

baru nombor 6 ker????shheeessshhh

7. i can be very blunt at times....ooo wait...most of the time...ooo scrap...all the time!
8. i wish(wishing hard here, crossing fingers) that i'll be driving a 325i at the age of (latest) 35....eeerrrr....if i dont get it...that sleek red EVO or a silver 2.0 civic will do lor.... muahaha
9. i dream of becoming a domestic goddess(yes...i say this all the time...they say if u say it often enuff and believe it hard enuff and try hard enuff it will materialise)....but now....im nowhere near...har har....
10. i adore my chubby haziq so much that sometimes i have sleepless nites worrying i wont be able to provide the best for him....
11. i adore hubby soooo much, i just cant believe how he can tolerate with my antics...my temper....to name a few...


what....still 5 to go???

12. i can listen to DEWA 19 songs again and again...and i never get bored...
13. i suck in managing my money....hahaha...
14. i find it hard to forgive and forget people....there will be this tiny spot in my heart that will always remember what others did to me...
15. i used to plan to do my masters after 5 years of working...its my 6th year now....and i dont see myself working my ass off trying to get that piece of paper...heck laaa..
16. i was never a book worm during uni days....but i know i get all excited over books i just bought....will buy....will be released....i love books...love it...love it.....

ppphheewwwww....brain teaser on a Friday morning haha..


i want to tag mereka2 ini.....nique, puteri, nana, anis aka areya's mommy, herlina, yus aka iman's mommy, dott, SOHO mama, Babyboon, Sarah, Lollies, still got 5 places....whoever wanna do it...pls2 do ok....i need to get back to work hehehe ;p


Have a nice long break people...take care ;)

No...Work....Ayah.......

On Saturday as Hubby was about to leave house for work...

Me: Haziq cepat salam Ayah...Ayah is going to work...

Haziq quickly got up and salamed his Ayah.

Me: Ok Haziq...Ibu need to go to work too...bye..

Haziq: No!

Me: Why?

Haziq: Work...Ayah...

Hubs and I looked at each other. Hahaha....

He seems to think that only his Ayah can go to work nowadays. Sigh.

Well, today Haziq is 23 months old.

Happy 23rd Month Darling....
I've been hearing and reading people talking about the terrible two. Wonder how I am gonna face Haziq and his antics. We'll just have to take one step at a time I guess.

Oooo dear..I can't write long. I'm already sleepy. Shall update more when time permits or when I have the energy to. Take care everyone.

2009?

I hope it's still not too late to wish everyone Happy New Year. How was you New Year?


We spent the New Year at the hospital in the morning till noon. Haziq was not feeling well. He was purging. His usual paed is on leave till next week so we had to opt for the local GP near our house. But still the purging persist, Hubby and I decided to bring him to the hospital. the doctor said its viral infection. It's good that Haziq is letting them all out but it will take time to get better sigh. Ooo well....for someone who is not well Haziq sure look the opposite. He runs...jumps...hops...his hearts out.

So....it's 2009 already. Sigh. I was trying really hard to recap and flash back what 2008 meant for me. I must say 2008 was good to me. Infact 2008 was filled with lotsa love, laughter and happiness. Looking back I am quite proud of myself, with what I've achieved so far be it in my family life, career and other stuff too. 2008 saw me making new friends along the way and even lost few friends. Suffice to say, as I grow older I can see clearly who my reals friends are and who I should eliminate.

I left my family for whole 3 months in 2008 for the sake of my career. A decision that was not easy for me to make but Alhamdulillah I never regretted it. I believe that I should and deserve to have both, a family and a career.

In 2008 Haziq grew up to be one lil' witty toddler whom I adore so much. He makes me laugh, smile, cry, angry (when he buat perangai), and his presence in my life makes me feel a complete person.

Hubby and I, I think we learned more about each other as we go along. There were ups and downs but we survived. Alhamdullilah. I hope and pray we'll be a better team as we venture into 2009.

Work...what I can say. I'm happy with what I'm doing at the moment. The pay is good. Did I tell you I just started my new job 2 months back? Well that's a whole new story for another time aite...

My 2009 resolution? I don't have any. Maybe I'll think of something maybe I won't. But there are few things that I would like to see materialize this year. You'll find out as we stroll down the year each day okay... ;)


Ok peeps I gotta go. I have few pictures that I would like to post here. Will do so tonite after Haziq has gone to la-la land and if I am still awake by then...take care :)