Hello....

Hey...it's been a while since I last blogged. Reason being...I've been pretty occupied with work...yup....unbelievable isn't it. Work somehow have been very demanding lately which is very unusual. hehe....I don't know why but it's been very exhausting mentally and physically. Maybe it's this negotiation process I'm going through with the Human Resource. sigh.....

Well anyways.....let's put aside the petty stuff...I wanna talk about my little precious.hehe....Last weekend Haziq almost successfully meniarap. He managed to kinda pushed his butt but he left behind his shoulder....so he was half way meniarap half way kinda nak terbaring.....hahaha....I don't know whether you people can imagine that but I can tell you it was an exciting moment and also panicky moment when he didn't know how to baring back. I didn't take any pictures though coz I was soooo terkejut. My mom was screaming....hahaha...The doctor said probably Haziq will take a longer time to meniarap coz of his weight...he's 7.4kg mind you. So I guess I have to be patient. My mom said maybe he's to pressured.hehehe...his Ibu here keep on asking him "Haziq biler nak meniarap ni??I can't wait to see you meniarap" Yes...I'm guilty...I've been quite pushy....huhuhu...what else.... If you like to sing....sing to Haziq....he won't clap his hands but he will LOL at you....seriously...loudly that later on he will get hiccups...sooo cute (I'm bias...I know... :p)

"Hello peeps....this is me and my Ibu"

Dear Mr Boss....

Dear Mr Boss,

Please don't make me go into that room again after this. I hate it there....I hate being confined in the room full idiots for a loooonnnnggggg period....I hate it coz I can't do my work, I hate it coz I don't have time to blog...I hate it coz I can't bring in my cell phone....I really hate it....I hate to go back late....So Mr. Boss....I would rather do design work than being in the evaluation team. Please...please...for the next project....assign someone else to do that....

Yours Truly

Me

Kenduri Aqiqah Haziq

Last 14th April, we had Haziq's kenduri aqiqah at my inlaw's place. Here are some of the pictures. Let me enlighten you from Haziq's point of view.....heeeee... :p

Picture 1 : Eh...ape ni potong2 rambut orang...dah la rambut orang tak lebat ok....Ibu...help....make them stay away from me....

Picture 2 : Atok...what are you feeding me...I just had my milk tau......huhuhuu (the pakciks were actually giving Haziq air zam zam...)

Picture 3 : Muka sedih jambul dah kena potong...boooohhhooooo....

Picture 4 : Ayah...hold me tight....I'm scared.....

Picture 5 : Eh...ape ni campak2 daun kat orang ni....Haziq dah mandi ok...kang miang la.... :p

Picture 6 : Sigh....Ibu...after all those lights...cameras....and people surrounding me...I'm tired.....I think I'll go to lala-land now yee...please wake me up for my next meal ok....love you Ibu....zzz...zzz...zzzz.....

Thank God everything went smoothly. Hubby and I were worried that Haziq would buat perangai, Hubby went to buy him a pacifier....hehehe....but Alhamdulillah Haziq didn't make a sound. So that was Haziq's experience....kena potong jambul....disuap air zam zam....diusung sana sini sambil dikerumun makcik2...hehehe

Haziq vs Mickey Mouse

I bought haziq a set of Micket Mouse mittens, booties and hat. So I was excited to see him wearing them. Well the mittens and booties fits him nicely but the hat...hhhhmmmm....you see the pictures below la....

I think he looks like a Japanese baby baru balik from Tokyo Disneyland with that Mickey Mouse hat....wakakakaaa...

Here's To A Very Long Holiday....

Starting tomorrow I will be on leave till next Wednesday. Jangan jeles ok. So here are the things that I plan to do....play with Haziq....play with Haziq.....sleep with Haziq.....bathe Haziq....put Haziq to sleep....bf him as much as possible.....take Haziq for a walk (more like a ride la kan) in his new stroller.....play with Haziq some more.....talk to Haziq a lot......take lots of Haziq's pictures....it's all going to be about my baby Haziq...I love it....kepada mereka yang tak cuti like me...well....too bad...muahahahaaa.... :p

It's Been A Year Already....

Last year on 11th March 2006, I finally tied the knot and became a wife to Mr. Hubby. Never thought I would get married but I guess this is what we call fate. This year about 2 months ago we had a baby. A healthy baby boy we named Haziq Danial. I was in confinement during our 1st anniversary, hence we did not celebrate except wishing each other on the phone. So....

Mr. Hubby,

Happy Belated Anniversary....Thank you for always being there for me.....thank you for your patience...thank you for being so understanding......I'm sorry I hurt your hand while in labor (you can never imagine the pain ok...)......I love you to bits....I pray for our happiness.... :)

Love

Wifey aka IbuHaziq

My Little Hero

Geramnya saya dekat budak kecik ni.

This son of mine really loves the camera. Except when he's cranky or moody he will give an adorable pose like this one. I so love to nibble those chubby cheek....that little nose....nyum...nyum....delicious.

Haziq,

I pray you will grow up to be a good person....Ibu and Ayah love you sooooo much.

p/s: check out Haziq's Hard Rock romper. Thanks to Aunty Han. Aunty Han...don't stop getting Haziq cool stuff yaa....hehehe...

Yahooooo.....

My leave next week has been approved. Woooohhhhhoooo...Ipoh here I come....sweetie pie.....wait for me..... :)

Dah Langsing...

One of the junior engineers came to me this morning and this conversation took place:

JE : Eh...akak dh balik ye....(balik from maternity leave la kan)
Me: A'ahhh...
JE: Biler akak start keja??
Me: Baru Monday aritu....
JE: Oooo...baby sihat?baby boy ker girl ek???
Me: Alhamdulillah sihat...baby boy..
JE: Baby skang kt maner??sape jaga?
Me: Baby my parents tolong jagakan....
JE: Ooooooo...eh akak.....akak dah langsing balik ye.....
Me: .....(tersengih muka bangga...)

That conversation made my day...dah la its Friday...its a bonus. When I was preggie, I gained close to 10kg...Thank God I've lost all the weight during confinement. hehehe....

I Have No Title...

A marriage doesn't only revolves around you and your hubby...and your baby....it involves more people. And sometimes you're caught up in the middle not knowing what to do. What decision to take that won't hurt anyone or upset anyone. sighh....I wish things are a lot simpler....but it's not. I wish I know what to do but at the moment I have no clue. I guess I do know the best thing to do but I refuse to admit it. I can't be selfish...and only think of myself but do others think of how I feel??? Does it not matter how I feel???sucks......

The Day He Came into Our Lives....

I'm sleepy....

Remember my last post when I mentioned that that weekend might be my last weekend to gether alone with hubby??? Well it turned out to be true. I started having mild contraction that Monday, February, 12. Hubby sent me to the hospital at 3 a.m when I just couldn't sleep because of the pain. However, in the morning of February, 13....the pain somehow subsided and I was only having mild contration of 1 in 10. But....later my little one's hearbeat was irregular and the doctor warned of the possiblitiy of c-section. Yikesss....I got a little bit scared that my bp went up...hehehe....a while later after monitoring little one's hearbeat for quite sometime my contraction was getting more painful and frequent when suddenly I felt a stream of warm liquid gushing out and wet the whole bed....sheeessshhh...my water broke. I got panicky when the nurse said that the water was green. I knew it meant that little one has already defecate in side my tummy and I also knew that it would be dangerous if he swallow his you-know-what. By now my contraction was only few minutes apart and I was rushed to the labor room at around 5.30pm I think. Hubby was still on the way with my parents.........I was already beginning to accept the fact that I'm gonna go through all this alone when suddenly hubby appeared in the room to be by my side....huhuhuh...God knows how relieved I was. The doctor checked and said I was 3cm open but tight....hhhmmm...what's that suppose to mean la kan....he predicted that I will deliver by midnight...aiyyyooo....I don't think I can stand that long. I asked him something to lessen the pain but he said he can't give any coz at one point little one's heartbeat was as though he's sleeping and it could be dangerous if he sleeps when its time to push....(ok..tell me how am I suppose to react when the doctor said this....huhuhu....panic and scared la kan...) I was only given some kind of gas to inhale when in pain.....but little missy here inhaled the gas none stop....boy the gas sure does work...I was high in no time....hehehe...but still the pain was unbearable. I was squeezing hubby's hand and asking him to do something about it. Hubby remained calm although I know he was getting worried and panicky. The doctor checked my cervics opening again and I was already 7cm open. Ehh...cepat la plak....around 8.20pm the doctor checked again and I was 10cm open...."ok...you're ready to push..." what???? Exhausted from dealing with the contraction I pushed like I've never pushed before...hehehe....after 4-5 pushes little one was safely delivered at exactly 8.53pm. Alhamdulillah...I heard him cry and then the doctor showed my baby and it was the most happiest moment in my life. I saw hubby's face....he was overwhelmed.....

But my ordeal did not end there.....my bp went up after the delivery they had to keep me monitored in the labor room till almost 3a.m. huhuhu.....my baby was already sound asleep in the ward....I was reunited with little one at around 4a.m and we slept side by side.....only then hubby went back and got some sleep....poor hubby......

Announcement......

Meet my little prince Haziq Danial. Born on February, 13, 2007@ 8.53pm at HKL. He weighed 3.41kg at a length of 50cm :)

I'm All Set

No la...I'm not going backpacking or camping but I'm definitely going somewhere. At last I managed to pull enough courage to pack my bag for my visit cum stay at the hospital. Thank God I got some help from one of the blogs that I hop. She listed down all the essentials that I need to bring. If it was up to me, I would have packed my whole wardrobe including little one's clothing. hehehe....Oooo yeah...check out my toiletries (how to spell ha...too lazy to check... :p) bag...cool eh...So all I need to do now is wait....pray very very hard everything will go smoothly....hopefully little one won't give me much trouble. Also I need more exercise.....don't wanna be weak during the pushing process. Wish me luck peeps..... :)

It's Friday......

Yey...yey.....it's Friday.....tomorrow no work....wooohoooo....I've tonnes of things to do this weekend and I really must get it done by hook or by crook...chewah....Action item list are as follow:

1. Pack my bag to go to the hospital (hopefully this time I will successfully do it after sooooo many attempts)
2. Go to bangsar to do threading (yes...makcik would like to look prim n proper welcoming little one...hehehe...)
3. Do the laundry....
4. Do more exercise....planning to go to Titiwangsa....depends on kerajinan..
5. Make Mr Hubby hang that Ayat Kursi frame that has been there for quite sometime now...
6. Mop the floor.....rumah tuh cepat betul berhabuk....tensen....

Well that's all for now. I doubt I can complete all the chores this weekend but I'm being optimistic....hehehe...This weekend might be our (hubby and I) last weekend we're spending together alone before little one arrives....hahaa...tah2 next weekend pun little one tk kuar lg....well anyways....doesn't matter.....just wanna spend as much time possible with you know who......*wink*wink*

adios.....pleaseant weekend everybody....muaaaahhhhssss.....

That Small Gesture.....

Mr Lover did a sweet thing for me yesterday......hihi....No....he didn't buy me expensive gifts...or surprise me with a romantic dinner or anything like that. My handphone's cover was broken....so the other day I asked him to get me a new cover...nope not a new handphone...hahaha...The sweet part was that he changed the cover last night when I was asleep and I only noticed it this morning while waiting for him to get ready for work. Somehow that small gesture he did for me was PRICELESS. It made my day (despite this suicidal headache) :)

"Kau genggam hati ku dan kau tuliskan namamu" Kosong by Dewa

Help......I need a head massage....(got aaa such thing??) It's been few days since I had this massive headache. The weird part is that the pain is only on the left side of my head. How come ek? At first I thought there's something wrong with my BP but went for the weekly check-up...BP is normal 120/80. Hhmmm....what's wrong with me la....??? Am I stressed out???? Huhuuuu......the pain is killing me..... :(

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When Reality Finally Sinks In......

When I blog more than one time in a day....it can only mean that something is bothering me. Yup....I realised that I am approximately 2 weeks away from my duedate and it could be sooner than that...as claimed by one of my colleague. Hey...2 weeks is not that faraway actually. Guess what..I haven't packed my bag to go to the hospital eventhough being reminded by Mama everyday. Alasan....tkd mood. The truth is I'm in denial. Yes, I'm one confused mom-to-be. I still can't believe that I am about to become a mother...about to have my own child.....Part of me still haven't come into terms with this fact. It sounds stupid I know but that's the truth. Deep inside me I'm scared of the responsibilities that awaits me. Being a mom is not an easy job and its not a part time job. You're responsibile to bring up your offspring....teach him all he needs to know about life...teach him all the good values in life...what's bad and what's not........guide him...show him good example.....teach him how to make decisions....provide a healthy environment for him....feed him.....provide clothes for him....a safe shelter for him.....and the list does not stop there. You see now why I'm getting a biiiiiiiittttttt scared. (slap on the face....)

On the other hand.....I am excited to go into motherhood..... (another slap on the face....) Oooo...dear....what is wrong with me. Am I going nuts....or is it normal to feel this way????? There has to be a simple explanation for all this right. Am I being childish....???This is sooooo not the right time to be childish la kan......I haven't talked to Mr. Lover about this panic-state of me. Probably I should sit down and discuss with him. Just to let him know my feelings now. From what I see Mr. Lover looks fine and dandy....and looking forward for the arrival of our gem. He just can't wait. How come ek????tak nervous ker mamat tuh???hhhhmmmm.....Ooo yeah...in case anyone is wondering whether I'm nervous wreck about the whole labor thing....the pain and all....the answer would be YES!!! but I've heard so many stories and experiences from people around me.....I have come to a conclusion that no matter what...it's not gonna be easy. I have developed an image of the whole scenario in my head beginning from going into the labor room in pain.....right to trying my best to push the baby out (assuming I'm gonna have a normal delivery).....waiting for midwife to sew me up...considering I don't dilate full 10cm.....yes....all of this is already playing in my mind over and over again...so you see...mentally I think I'm prepared....kot.....hehehe.....somebody please put some sense into me.....

No Title............

The truth is I am really tired.....
Tired of being preggie....
Tired of wearing preggie clothes along with this modernmom sandals...
I miss my normal clothing....my jeans.....etc...
I miss my usual walking pace...fyi...I can't walk that fast nowadays like how I like to....
I miss my beauty sleep.....
I miss squash....
Yup......I miss all that and a lot more....

Ok...I know I may sound selfish and ungrateful.....yessireee.....but please understand and try to imagine urself in my shoes or shall I say sandals....

Little one mesti kecik hati if he hears this kan...

Little one dearest.....I am not saying that I am not enjoying this most memorable moments in life....but your mother here is a bit restless waiting for the big day. Approximately 2 more weeks to go....and it seems like eternity to me. I'm tired of talking to you via my tummy....feeling your movement inside me thru my tummy.....and wondering how you're doing inside there. Are you eating well...are you all comfy in there....is there still space for you to move around......am I making too much noise outside here.....does your father's snore disturbs you (haha....ok this one I exaggerated a bit la....) the list goes on. You see how impatient your mother is now nowadays. But that does not mean I'm forcing you to come out before you're ready. No dear....You can pop out anytime you want...just give some hints ok so that we have ample time to go to the hospital. Your father and I are just too anxious to go into parenthood. Ooo..yeah...and I can't wait to use that new nappy bag of mine given by your Godmothers. Though I'm not sure actually whether I am really 100% ready but Insya Allah.....rest assured that I'm gonna do my best to play my role. No doubt I'm sure there'll be hiccups here and there along the way but hey....there's always a first time right.....So my little one.....just to let you know again and again...your father and I love you very much...muaaahhhssss....

No More New Stories From Mr. Sheldon

One of my favorite author Sidney Sheldon passed away last Wednesday......huhu....There won't be anymore great novels from him....His last novel was Are you afraid of the Dark.....which was really a good masterpiece. Loved it....Hey...I love all his work....I just need to buy a few more of his work before I have the collection.

Sidney Sheldon, best-selling US author of Rage of Angels and The Other Side of Midnight, has died at the age of 89.
He died of complications from pneumonia at a hospital near Palm Springs, California, his publicist said.
Before turning to novels at the age of 50, Sheldon had a successful career writing Broadway plays and films.
He won an Academy Award in 1948 for The Bachelor and the Bobby-Soxer, starring Cary Grant, and created long-running TV series Hart to Hart.
But it is his hugely popular novels - devoured by readers though scorned by critics - for which he will be remembered.
Born in Chicago in 1917, Sheldon sold his first poem at the age of 10 and sold his first script to Hollywood at 17.
I like to write about women who are talented and capable, but who retain their femininity
Sidney SheldonAfter serving as a pilot during World War II, he established himself as a prolific playwright on Broadway, winning a Tony Award for the musical Redhead.
A Hollywood career beckoned, but it was on the small screen that he would make his mark thanks to writing successful sitcoms like The Patty Duke Show and I Dream of Jeannie.
When the latter came to an end in 1970, he turned his hand to fiction, topping the bestseller lists with his first novel The Naked Face.

His books were renowned for their strong female charactersSpeaking in 1982, Sheldon likened his writing style to that of "the old Saturday afternoon serial".
"I try to write my books so the reader can't put them down," he wrote.
He went on to attribute his popularity with female readers to his ability to create strong female characters.
"I like to write about women who are talented and capable, but [who] retain their femininity," he said.
Sheldon published his most recent novel, The Other Side of Me, in 2005.
He is survived by his second wife Alexandra, his daughter Mary - also an author - and two grandchildren.