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Toodles peeps :)

If

this is the right decision to make....


then why am I feeling this way?
why am I not happy?
why is there a tad feeling of sad and uncertain?
why?

why do I wish I could take the opposite path?
selfish?
maybe....

But...I've already chose not to be selfish....
I'm suppose to be glad....
I am...
but I can't help but to have this slight unhappiness...
disappointed?
A bit maybe...

This sucks...

I know I've made the right decision but I don't feel good about it...


so should I

be happy or should I make the right decision but suppress this 'unhappiness' inside me?

The Anticipation...

I've asked Hubbs' consent...and he said yes although he can always say no and I would usually listen to him...

I've already transferred the money....

Ooooo...I can't wait to go back.....and now I'm smilling :)

Another This & That Of Me

Few weeks back the gang and I went to Oslo on Saturday. Oslo is about 2 hours drive from Sandefjord. The biggest city in Norway but 3 times smaller than K.L. In Norway shops close early. And on Sunday they close the whole day. In Oslo the shops close at 4p.m on Saturday, so we went there in the morning. Had our brunch at a Halal Kebab Restaurant. I have to tell you this...the kebab here can cost you round NOK 70-80. That's about RM46.20-RM79. How's that??? hahaha. Expensive don't you think. But since it's not that often we dine out, so we didn't mind. Parking in Norway is bloddy expensive too. One day parking cost us about NOK 200 = RM 132. Nasib baik we can claim from the company hehe.

Some of the guys are going back to Malaysia for a 2 weeks break, so they wanna buy some stuffs here in Oslo. As usual...I let the pictures do the talking ok :)

the rest of the gang.makan dulu...baru la jalan2.can you see how serious we were when we were negotiating the t-shirts price hehe

behind me is their parliment house.

artist at work.trolls are their famous myth stories.they live in the jungle the locals say...

The next Tuesday my housemate and I and another colleague went here after work.

A famous tourist spot during summer

can you see the jellyfish??somebody is trying to get us some fish for dinner hehe

can you see my shadow in the first picture.after awhile...still no fish caught,my housemate & I got bored and started being vain & took our own pictures haha

that used to be a lighthouse.not sure how it works though.and that is the walk back to the car.

Sekian, terima kasih.

Anak Sape Ni????

Hahaha...I can't help but laugh when I look at this picture. Yup...it's Haziq alright in his baju melayu worn on my bro's wedding (and yes I missed the wedding). This is the only picture where you can see his face quite clearly, the rest....hhhhmmm....Hubby said he just cannot sit still at all. When he sees Hubby trying to snap his picture he will either run away or run towards Hubby to grab the camera. My mom said Haziq was very helpful that day. When everyone was busy arranging the chairs, Haziq was busy too...rearranging them. Hahaha...

Sweetie pie...Ibu miss you soooo much. Four weeks plus to go okay. I think I've bought you a whole new wardrobe while I'm here hehe. Hope you can still fit them by the time I come back. Muaaahhhhsss....kiss...kiss..hug...hug... ;)

Realize?

Realize

Take time to realize,

That your warmth is.

Crashing down on in.

Take time to realize,That I am on your side

Didn't I, Didn't I tell you.

But I can't spell it out for you,

No it's never gonna be that simple

No I cant spell it out for you

If you just realize what I just realized,

Then we'd be perfect for each other

And will never find another

Just realized what I just realized

We'd never have to wonder if

We missed out on each other now

Take time to realize

Oh-oh I'm on your side

Didn't I, didn't I tell you.

Take time to realize

This all can pass you by..

Didn't I tell you

But I can't spell it out for you,

No its never gonna be that simple

No I can't spell it out for you.

If you just realized what I just realized

Then we'd be perfect for each other

And we'll never find another

Just realized what I just realized

We'd never have to wonder if

We missed out on each other but.

It's not always the same

No it's never the sameIf you don't feel it to.

If you meet me half way

If you would meet me half way.

It could be the same for you.

If you just realized what I just realized

Then we'd be perfect for each other

And we'll never find another

Just realized what I just realized

We'd never have to wonder

Just realized what I just realized

Oh

Missed out on each other now

Missed out on each other now

Realize

Realize

Realize

Weird/Random Facts Tag

Tagged by mrszyi.

Rules:
1. Link to the person that tagged you and posts the rules on your blog.
2. Share seven random and/or weird things about yourself.
3. Tag seven people at the end of your post and include links to their blogs.
4. Let each person know that they have been tagged by leaving a comment on their blog.


7 weird/ random facts about me:

1) I hate waiting for people and I do not like people to wait for me. I always try my very best to be on time. Zai = punctual. Plus 5-10 minutes of waiting is acceptable, more than that with no good excuse or with lame excuse, you will get a grumpy/upset/pissed zai,ok?

2) I'm a right-handed person. Nothing weird about that? No? The weird part is I brush my teeth using my left hand. It turns out I was a left-hand when I was small, but mommy dearest feels that it will be weird for her daughter to be a left-handed so everytime I'm holding something using my left-hand, she will change it. I asked back what's so weird being a leffy, she said she was young back then haha. Fine with me. Then I told her she forgot about the brushing teeth part...she laughed...

3) I love to sketch. Back in uni days I used to sketch people's faces but I never showed it to anyone. Malu. Haven't been doing so for quite sometime. I also love to draw my-used-to-be fav-comic-character, Sahak, from Ujang magazine. I think he is a good looking character. Was in love with him.(until today Hubby tak percaya I can sketch a bit cheh) I did some drawing for my friends looooonnngggg time ago.

4) I hate to fold clothes but I love to hang washed clothes. I will arrange them according to colors (dark colors...then not-so-dark color lastly whites) and also sizes (from big to the smallest). But of late, folding Haziq's clothes(only!) gives me pleasure and it never failed to make me smile knowing that I'm a mommy now :)

5) I love Sidney Sheldon's novels. I have almost all of them. And I love re-reading them over and over again.

6) I can't wait be get preggie again....yup. You heard me. I miss holding that tiny creature in my arms. I miss the whole experience. I miss that look on Hubby's face the day we found out we're have a baby boy, I miss the fresh smell of babies (orang kate bau syurga kan) although Haziq's smell still put me on air. But on the other hand I'm not too keen with the confinement part...aarrggghh...sangat tak best hehe.

7) I dream to be a Domestic Goddess but I think I'm more of a UNDOMESTIC GODDESS at the moment haha. Hey....I'm working on it. Working on my cooking skills especially :p

7 people I'd like to tag:
eerrr....sape2 nak wat....please do okay... :)

This & That Of Me

It's definitely summer here in Norway when you see the temperature hiked up to 28C.That's the highest I've seen so far. The heater in house has been switched off permanently and we now enjoy more the car's air condition. The sun is very friendly to us now and a bit of cool breeze once in a while makes it a bliss. In the office, the attire has changed tremendously, the guys with their 3/4 pants and round neck t-shirt all day, the girls with colorful outfits and capri pants. It's just lovely.I love it. We're gonna have a teambuilding day next week with the rest of the project team member, on Friday, a department's dinner before the summer vacation for most of the locals here. There will be a BBQ soon. So...let's just say that I am really occupying my time here so that it will go faster. So far it's working alright. Thought I shared with you some of the photos that we took here....ok peeps???

Lovely isn't it

Few weeks back we were invited to a BBQ at one of the structural's department designer's place about 20 minutes from our office.

We played a traditional Norwegian summer game & that's me with some of the guys here. The house you see in the first picture is more than 200 years old. Cool eh.

My office

Our home.The second picture,it's actually the one on the right is our home,there's a swing on the porch you can't see them here. And when we want fresh air we'd go to the lake about 10 minutes walk from our place and feed the ducks.

So...that's about it for this entry. I'm super lazy to upload more pictures. I'm in the office on a Sunday afternoon hehe. Yes, believe it. We went to Oslo last weekend, I'll post more pictures from that trip later. :)

Haven't been updating this little space of mine lately eh. Guess I'm just not in the mood though I have lots to story mory you peeps. I want to share with you my life here in Sandefjord, Haziq's latest development, my latest crave and lots more but the mood to write is just not there. This morning when I got to the office the first thing I did after clearing my emails was to upload some pictures. Then I stumbled upon some pictures taken at the airport when I was waiting for my flight with the family. So decided to share them with you peeps.

Ini kire entry takde idea tapi nak gak ada entry hehe.

And this is Haziq playing under my sit-up chair (yang dah jadi gajah putih skang ni). He loves to hide under here. He will take some of his toys and play alone and sometimes he takes with him my kitchen utensils too. One day I found my electric kettle there. You see, our current rented apartment does not have built-in heaters in the bathrooms, so when I want to bathe him I will boiler water first. I usually tertinggal the empty kettle at the door of the bathroom. Mr Cheeky ni pun....ape lagi...grabbed it and brought it to his hide out place...sigh. I think you can see in the second picture behind Haziq the kettle. Haziq also loves to pretend he is riding a motorbike there. He will make sounds...vrrrrooommm....vvrrrooommmm...and start turning his hands left to right.

Hey....I did not expect to write this much....better go now. Lunch hour will be over soon and I need to start on the new assignment the Boss just gave before he left for Oslo.

Toodles peeps.


p/s: minyak petrol naik lagi ye I heard...shhheeessshhhh.

The Day That I Cried....

because I was just too happy.

Haziq is in Ipoh with his GrandMa, GrandPa & Pak Chu at the moment. And this conversation took place this morning when I called my Mom.

My Mom said "This morning mase Subuh, Haziq dah bangun. Mama tengah baring atas katil after sembahyang. You know what your son did??" I said "What...what???" Mama laughed "Haziq sembahyang...dia angkat tangan and said Allahuakhbar (wahuakbar...is actually his pelat version)...pastu dia rukuk and then dia sujud and terus meniarap". "Serious Ma???" "Iyeee....serious. Alhamdulillah...dah macam-macam dah dia tau"

And now at work, I'm trying to imagine Haziq doing all those things. Cute. Can't wait to see it for myself.

And I'm smilling...I don't know why but smilling ear-to-ear. haha...

Deadlock?????

I must share this with you all...enjoy.

Deadlock

Boss said to secretary: For a week we will go abroad, so make arrangement.

Secretary make call to Husband: For a week my boss and I will be going abroad, you look after yourself.

Husband make call to secret lover: My wife is going abroad for a week, so lets spend the week together.

Secret lover make call to small boy whom she is giving private tuition: I have work for a week, so you neednot come for class.

Small boy make call to his grandfather: Grandpa, for a week I don't have class 'coz my teacher is busy. Lets spend the week together.

Grandpa(the 1st boss ;) ) make call to his secretary: This week I am spending my time with my grandson. We cannot attend that meeting.

Secretary make call to her husband: This week my boss has some work, we cancelled our trip.

Husband make call to secret lover: We cannot spend this week together, my wife has cancelled her trip.

Secret lover make call to small boy whom she is giving private tuition: This week we will have class as usual.

Small boy make call to his grandfather: Grandpa, my teacher said this week I have to attend class. Sorry Ican't give you company.

Grandpa make call to his secretary: Don't worry this week we will attend that meeting, so make arrangement

I wonder it's gonna stop hehe...

The Day That I Miss.....

my other half.

Ever since I'm away, my mood is like a rollercoaster. Sometimes I'm ok, all jovial and laughing but in split second I can turn into a miserable person.

Today is one of the day when my mood suddenly took a 360 turn...

It's the day that it finally dawned to me....I miss my other half. I really do. Not that I don't miss him at all before this but I guess I just didn't want to layan my miss-him-so-much mood. Though we talk to each other everyday...webcam almost everyday but it's still not the same. I miss talking to my bestfriend. My life partner. He misses me too he said.

:(

The One That Does Not Look Happy....

I kidnapped this picture from Puteri Roselyn's facebook hehe...coz I never had this picture. Thanks Put. Haziq was probably about 5 or maybe 6 months when this was taken. Still such a small baby. You can see that I put a small pillow underneath his head so that he will be more comfy.

I think we took him with us to buy beads for our baju kurungs hehe...He doesn't look like he's happy kan kan.....Look at those cheek....eeerrrgggg...geramnyer saya.

You wait Haziq....when Ibu comes back....first thing I wanna do is gigit your pipi ok hehehe. So don't lose ur baby fat yet ok.... :p

Melancholic?

I'M HOMESICK

p/s: Week 3, 9 weeks to go....sucks...

London Trip

I went to London two weeks back with colleagues. My first impression of London when I got there was.....hhhhhmmmm....dirty. hehe. Seriously. I wanted to write down the chronology of the weekend but being me, I'm just lazy to do so plus I can't really remember them anymore....dduuhhh...So I will just enlighten you guys with some of the pictures we took there ok. :)









Places that we went were

1. Madamme Tussauds
2. London Eye
3. St Paul's Cathedral
4. London Bridge
5. Camden Town
6. Oxford Street (shopping bebeh hehe)
7. Trafalgar Square
8. National Gallery
9. Buckingham Palace

I think there's more but I can't remember hehe (inilah akibatnyer biler tunggu lame sangat baru nak update blog hehe). Anyway, I had fun. But a bit frustrated didn't manage to go to Harrods, not that I'm gonna buy anything there but still. Nevermind...who knows I might go again later in the future haha. I think we were lucky nothing bad happened throughout the journey. Another colleague who just came back from London with his family was not that lucky. He lost his wallet and his son's passport while in a packed bus. Pity him. Sigh. Actually, come to think of it, London reminds me very much of KL. A lot of foreigners. When you take the tube, chances are the person next to you is also holding a printed map-google of places they wanna go hehe.

So that was it. My weekend in London.

Tooddles peep. Gotta do some work and complete my timesheet aarrggghhh...

Missing Them

I love this picture. Haziq is really smilling for the camera you can see it in his eyes kan..kan

Few hours before I board the flight to Amsterdam

Haziq is 15 months today. I asked Hubby what has he been teaching him. Hubby said "Macam2 laa..." sigh...MEN....Then I asked somemore "Haziq dah pandai ape??" Hubby said "A lot..." aarrrgghhhh. I asked him to list down. "Alaaaa...tak ingat la. Nanti kalau ingat orang citer ok". That's the end of the conversation, I kid you not. (untuk menyedapkan hati saya yang sememangnyer tak sedap ini, saya berkata pada diri sendiri, tidak mengapa la, nanti dia dah ingat dia citer la)

To Haziq,

Happy 15th Month birthday. I'm sending you something but I think it will probably get to you next week, I hope. Just remember that I love you lots always and this is just temporary sayang. Muaaaahhhhssssss.....oooo and I miss you soooooooooo much :)

p/s: Hubby...I know you'll be reading this....so...I miss you too la...uhukkk

Happy Mother's Day

in advance to all mommy bloggers.....

This is a classic from Dato' Shake....love it...(brought tears to my eyes....cheh...very emosional hehe)


Umi… ku tahu engkau derita
Hidup… dalam duka sengsara
Namun… diiringi doa
Agar kau bahagia

Umi… ku sunting kuntum melati
Harum… sewangi kasih suci
Umi… ku bawa penawar
Hapuskan derita

Apalah ertinya kehadiran ku di sisimu
Andai ku tak daya membuat kau gembira

Umi… ku petik bintang bintang
Menyinar… cahaya hidup mu

Umi… dekatlah wajahku
Yang selalu rindu

Ku tak relakan kau mederita selamanya
Biarlah aku yang menanggung derita mu

Ohhh…

Umi… ku ingin kau menyaksikan
Sinar… yang ku cipta untuk mu
Umi… berikan senyuman
Agar kau bahgia
Umi… Umi cinta padamu

Have a nice weekend babes....

Prayer Time

...in Sandefjord, Norway



Thursday



Suboh 2.38 a.m

Dhuhr 1.16 p.m

Asr 6.69 p.m

Magrib 9.43 p.m

Isya 11.44 p.m





As you can see, you could probably guess which prayer time I sometimes termiss secara tak sengaja....hehe....Dear God....honestly...I didn't mean it. I tried my best to wake up but sometimes....eerrrmmmm....I promise I will try harder...promise.



FYI, here 10p.m is like senja back in Malaysia....sometimes I seriously am not aware of the time especialy if I decide to be a couch potato hehe (not that there's anything interesting on TV pun). And at 5a.m you would think it's already 8a.m. See how confusing it is for me.



On a totally different note, what are you guys getting for your moms this Mother's Day??? I wish I could take her out for dinner or something but since I'm so blaaarrdddyyy faraway, I sent her a bouquet of roses. I asked them to send it tomorrow coz I tak mo tunggu lame2 hehe...sexcited.



.....which reminds me....this is my second time celebrating Mother's day as a mother...uiiissshhhh...cool eh. Too bad can't spend it with Haziq. Never mind. I'll make it up to him when I come back in about 10 weeks time huhu. I'm sure he'd understand. That boy of mine is big now :)



Webcammed with my two men just now. I asked Hubby to position his lappy facing the living room so that I can see Haziq watching TV, playing with his toys, bugging Hubby, going around here and there. He just never stop. Tak penat ke sayang??? After two weeks I think Haziq has grown taller. Well at least I think he has hehe..seeing from the webcam. Hubby said just now "Anak awak ni kelakar la macam awak..." hehe. Never in our 6 years of knowing each other Hubby said that to me. Issshhh...terharu. haha. At this moment I don't see both of them in the webcam anymore. Guess Hubby is tucking Haziq to sleep....Sleep tight my precious...don't let the bed bug bite....(hehe so poyo kan)



Anyways, I've asked Hubby so manytimes...how is he coping with everything?Is everything ok?penat? Hubby said everything is ok.Don't worry. Sigh. I feel bad making him do all the things which all this while I've been doing. In a way I guess it's good practice for him kot hehe. I think both of them are doing fine which is fine with me but at the same time I don't feel so good about it. Hhhmmm...adakah saya jeles???memandangkan Haziq sekarang sangat rapat dengan Ayah dia??? boleh jadi juga. Sigh.....BUT I've decided to take everything positively. :)

I'm sure Haziq still loves me more than his Ayah muahahahaha :p

Heelllleeewwwwwwww.........

Hi peeps....ape citer?? hehe...

I have so many things to write in this space of mine but so little...mood to do so. Just got back from London.Spent the weekend there and explored London like there's no tomorrow hehe...will blog about my trip in another post la...kay... (tapi kan no matter where I go...I don't really enjoy myself that much....it's probably coz I'm alone and my family is not with me...normal la agaknyer kan)

This morning while having my breakfast I suddenly broke down and cried....I miss Haziq soooooooo much I just couldn't contain myself anymore. I called my mom and cried to her on the phone. I've been holding my tears this past week but this morning I let it out. So you can imagine how my face looks like when I come to work this morning. I look like S**T. And as I am writing this....there's already tears in my eyes....damn it. Friends and family have been very supportive in giving me strength to go on Thank you very much....I appreciate it. But sometimes.....oooo sometimes....I just wanna take the next plane back to KL. And then find myself a new job hehe....Was just talking to Parviano on YM. She's also faraway from home. She's in Mauritania. Heh...No clue where that is until I map-googled just now....it's not that far actually from Norway.....hhhmmm....ok Parv...if I can get cheap flight tickets I'll go and visit you okay.... :)

On a different note, saje nak citer gak..after one week plus here I've lost a kilo...hehe...imagine 12 weeks here...imagine....hahaha...okay....this is so not important but I have nothing to blog anymore actually. I don't want to bore you peeps with my homesick+miss+family bla ...bla stories....after all the world does not revolve around me only right...so tak mo la selfish sangat....cukup la dengan orang2 begini yang saya sedia kenal.

Nanti citer lagi la....tooddles peeps....

10 Things That Makes Me Go Ggggggrrrrr

was tagged by fabmama...here's for you bebeh...


1. when Haziq refuse to sit in his stroller instead he wants to push it himself......gggrrrr


2. when I've already turn off the lights...Haziq is already in bed with his milk....the moment he finishes his milk.....he gets down the bed and run to his Ayah in the living room and leave me behind.....(mind you...he is already sleepy but saje je tahan mata.....aarrgghhh)....gggrrrrrr

3. when he just won't let me do any housework but demands me to carry him or just play with him.....ggggrrrrr

4. when he refuse to get out of the bathroom even after I've let him play with water for quite sometime....gggrrrrr...

5. when he just refuse to sit down for 2 seconds so that I can read him a book...gggrrrr

6. when I find him standing on the sofa, when he sees me coming towards him he will try to runaway from me....gggrrrrr.... jatuh karang la Haziq

7. when my mom called and I put the phone on speaker so that Haziq can talk to her, Haziq just freeze, 2 seconds ago he was babbling to his hearts content....gggrrr

8. when he can see the smallest habuk/particles on the floor and pick them up even after I've swept the floor....ggggrrrr.....how i come I can't see them but he can.....

9. when he decides to rearrange back all my plastic containers to his liking after I've spent sometime arranging them nicely....gggrrrrr

10. like fabmama....when he does all the above and many more to mention here and I still find him comeyyyyyy....sigh....


Yang di tag adalah:

all...all of you mommy-blogger ok....buat tau....I want to read :p