Here's To A Very Long Holiday....

Starting tomorrow I will be on leave till next Wednesday. Jangan jeles ok. So here are the things that I plan to do....play with Haziq....play with Haziq.....sleep with Haziq.....bathe Haziq....put Haziq to sleep....bf him as much as possible.....take Haziq for a walk (more like a ride la kan) in his new stroller.....play with Haziq some more.....talk to Haziq a lot......take lots of Haziq's pictures....it's all going to be about my baby Haziq...I love it....kepada mereka yang tak cuti like me...well....too bad...muahahahaaa.... :p

It's Been A Year Already....

Last year on 11th March 2006, I finally tied the knot and became a wife to Mr. Hubby. Never thought I would get married but I guess this is what we call fate. This year about 2 months ago we had a baby. A healthy baby boy we named Haziq Danial. I was in confinement during our 1st anniversary, hence we did not celebrate except wishing each other on the phone. So....

Mr. Hubby,

Happy Belated Anniversary....Thank you for always being there for me.....thank you for your patience...thank you for being so understanding......I'm sorry I hurt your hand while in labor (you can never imagine the pain ok...)......I love you to bits....I pray for our happiness.... :)

Love

Wifey aka IbuHaziq

My Little Hero

Geramnya saya dekat budak kecik ni.

This son of mine really loves the camera. Except when he's cranky or moody he will give an adorable pose like this one. I so love to nibble those chubby cheek....that little nose....nyum...nyum....delicious.

Haziq,

I pray you will grow up to be a good person....Ibu and Ayah love you sooooo much.

p/s: check out Haziq's Hard Rock romper. Thanks to Aunty Han. Aunty Han...don't stop getting Haziq cool stuff yaa....hehehe...

Yahooooo.....

My leave next week has been approved. Woooohhhhhoooo...Ipoh here I come....sweetie pie.....wait for me..... :)

Dah Langsing...

One of the junior engineers came to me this morning and this conversation took place:

JE : Eh...akak dh balik ye....(balik from maternity leave la kan)
Me: A'ahhh...
JE: Biler akak start keja??
Me: Baru Monday aritu....
JE: Oooo...baby sihat?baby boy ker girl ek???
Me: Alhamdulillah sihat...baby boy..
JE: Baby skang kt maner??sape jaga?
Me: Baby my parents tolong jagakan....
JE: Ooooooo...eh akak.....akak dah langsing balik ye.....
Me: .....(tersengih muka bangga...)

That conversation made my day...dah la its Friday...its a bonus. When I was preggie, I gained close to 10kg...Thank God I've lost all the weight during confinement. hehehe....

I Have No Title...

A marriage doesn't only revolves around you and your hubby...and your baby....it involves more people. And sometimes you're caught up in the middle not knowing what to do. What decision to take that won't hurt anyone or upset anyone. sighh....I wish things are a lot simpler....but it's not. I wish I know what to do but at the moment I have no clue. I guess I do know the best thing to do but I refuse to admit it. I can't be selfish...and only think of myself but do others think of how I feel??? Does it not matter how I feel???sucks......

The Day He Came into Our Lives....

I'm sleepy....

Remember my last post when I mentioned that that weekend might be my last weekend to gether alone with hubby??? Well it turned out to be true. I started having mild contraction that Monday, February, 12. Hubby sent me to the hospital at 3 a.m when I just couldn't sleep because of the pain. However, in the morning of February, 13....the pain somehow subsided and I was only having mild contration of 1 in 10. But....later my little one's hearbeat was irregular and the doctor warned of the possiblitiy of c-section. Yikesss....I got a little bit scared that my bp went up...hehehe....a while later after monitoring little one's hearbeat for quite sometime my contraction was getting more painful and frequent when suddenly I felt a stream of warm liquid gushing out and wet the whole bed....sheeessshhh...my water broke. I got panicky when the nurse said that the water was green. I knew it meant that little one has already defecate in side my tummy and I also knew that it would be dangerous if he swallow his you-know-what. By now my contraction was only few minutes apart and I was rushed to the labor room at around 5.30pm I think. Hubby was still on the way with my parents.........I was already beginning to accept the fact that I'm gonna go through all this alone when suddenly hubby appeared in the room to be by my side....huhuhuh...God knows how relieved I was. The doctor checked and said I was 3cm open but tight....hhhmmm...what's that suppose to mean la kan....he predicted that I will deliver by midnight...aiyyyooo....I don't think I can stand that long. I asked him something to lessen the pain but he said he can't give any coz at one point little one's heartbeat was as though he's sleeping and it could be dangerous if he sleeps when its time to push....(ok..tell me how am I suppose to react when the doctor said this....huhuhu....panic and scared la kan...) I was only given some kind of gas to inhale when in pain.....but little missy here inhaled the gas none stop....boy the gas sure does work...I was high in no time....hehehe...but still the pain was unbearable. I was squeezing hubby's hand and asking him to do something about it. Hubby remained calm although I know he was getting worried and panicky. The doctor checked my cervics opening again and I was already 7cm open. Ehh...cepat la plak....around 8.20pm the doctor checked again and I was 10cm open...."ok...you're ready to push..." what???? Exhausted from dealing with the contraction I pushed like I've never pushed before...hehehe....after 4-5 pushes little one was safely delivered at exactly 8.53pm. Alhamdulillah...I heard him cry and then the doctor showed my baby and it was the most happiest moment in my life. I saw hubby's face....he was overwhelmed.....

But my ordeal did not end there.....my bp went up after the delivery they had to keep me monitored in the labor room till almost 3a.m. huhuhu.....my baby was already sound asleep in the ward....I was reunited with little one at around 4a.m and we slept side by side.....only then hubby went back and got some sleep....poor hubby......

Announcement......

Meet my little prince Haziq Danial. Born on February, 13, 2007@ 8.53pm at HKL. He weighed 3.41kg at a length of 50cm :)